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Mauve87

Mauve87

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Aug 30, 2023
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I was going to hang myself tomorrow evening.

Today is the first time I tied a proper knot. When I tested it out, I nearly passed out and panicked

The experience gave me a wake up call. I'll try everything I can to get better first

It's comforting to know that I can exit at any time.

I'm scared of the psych ward but maybe my life will get better if I open up to my problems
 
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Larysa

Larysa

Student
Apr 11, 2023
147
I hope you can find some recovery 🫂
 
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AshClouds

AshClouds

In time I started growing inward.
Apr 10, 2023
328
I'm glad you're giving recovery a shot. I hope you get better
 
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TheRedHare

TheRedHare

Truth Seeking
Feb 26, 2023
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I'm proud of you. I'm sure you already know but it's probably going to be very tough at times so remember this resolve you feel now.
I'm feeling pretty shitty recently but seeing stuff like this is nice, so thanks for sharing.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
10,558
Wishing you the best. I hope you can recover.❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm glad that you give yourself a chance to try to solve the problems first. I wish you all the best!
 
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backtoearth

backtoearth

<3
Sep 9, 2023
129
I'm glad you're giving recovery a shot, I hope you find some healing and peace <3
 
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Theforeverblind

Theforeverblind

(She/He/They) The void will claim us all
May 4, 2023
244
Your so strong for attempting recovery, and its normal for having an out to be comforting I wish the best on your road to recovery
 
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cardboard_house

cardboard_house

he/him | i'm so tired. so, so tired.
Sep 17, 2023
49
I have the greatest respect for you for trying for recovery. That takes a lot of courage. Proud of you :)
 

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