What's keeping me in this world is an intense suicide watch by my parents. Very strict and very selfish in my opinion — of course no parent would like to see their son kill himself, but by god, it's my life. Everyday I dream that they would accept my wishes and let me go in peace. In my country SN is really accessible, it would be so easy.
Because I understand that will never happen, I have to resort to plan hanging with bedsheets (I have no access to ropes), which could let me in a vegetative state.
Because I understand that will never happen, I have to resort to plan hanging with bedsheets (I have no access to ropes), which could let me in a vegetative state.
