Discussion A Suicide Pill

[JadedBeing]

Obviously there is a high demand for a Medicaton that is freely available to everyone that would bring a peacfull and reliable death. Why isnt there anyone on the dark web who specifically sells this Kind of pill. Why do we have to combine different stuff just to maybe fail anyways when atempting because the drug wasnt intended that way and was streched :(

 

[returner]

I hear this so much, there must be something out there that will give the desired effect and end to all this madness. The world is so geared towards cbt being such a negative when for some it's not that way at all. The more I research the more disheartened I am, it's like the world we live in wants to give you only difficult ways out. Just wrong.

 

[EmptyBottle]

it could be because there will be few repeat customers (the only repeats may be resellers, or people who need another because they lost theirs somehow)

 

[scordatura]

I wish for an easy way out like that too, especially something painless. Everything else requires so much research or preparation, it gets exhausting. I suppose society is maybe trying to 'protect' us or something like that? If you can even call it that? I've been coming to accept that the only way out will come with it's own suffering too.

 

[wishingonstars]

N is exactly that but it has become completely impossible to get besides in a select few countries, the reason it isn't on the dark web and no other peaceful suicide pill esk methods are is because of the consequences anyone who sells it would face. People who have been caught selling N and now more and more SN have been tried for 1st degree murder, very few people are going to risk that.

I also think EmptyBottle makes a good point, with something that has such severe legal consequences and also no/few repeat costumers it isn't worth it to a seller unless they are extremely dedicated to trying to make peaceful suicide accessible to more people. For someone wanting to make money they will sell drugs/etc.

 

[returner]

it could be because there will be few repeat customers (the only repeats may be resellers, or people who need another because they lost theirs somehow)

Very true, would make for an unusual side hustle i suppose in that sense but yeah

 

[wishingonstars]

I was thinking about robbing a vet in my area to obtain some PB (N) but im scared :(

I have thought about that too, almost certainly not worth it though. I'm sure it would be in a locked cabinet and by the time you had a chance to search everywhere and break into any locked cabinets the cops would definitely have arrived and caught you :(

 

[gottacheckout]

The cocktail that is used for MAID is a combination of medications and is given as a slurry, their name not mine.

 

[EmptyBottle]

I have thought about that too, almost certainly not worth it though. I'm sure it would be in a locked cabinet and by the time you had a chance to search everywhere and break into any locked cabinets the cops would definitely have arrived and caught you :(

I have heard it was occasionally used as anti seizure medication(!) but idk how phased out it is.

Guide to Nembutal | Renaissance Recovery

Nembutal is a now discontinued brand of barbiturates known as pentobarbital that have been largely replaced by benzodiazepines.

www.renaissancerecovery.com

 

[wishingonstars]

I have heard it was occasionally used as anti seizure medication(!) but idk how phased out it is.

Guide to Nembutal | Renaissance Recovery

Nembutal is a now discontinued brand of barbiturates known as pentobarbital that have been largely replaced by benzodiazepines.

www.renaissancerecovery.com

oh wow, that is very interesting, I hadn't heard that before!

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish for the same, all I want is to never suffer in this cruel, torturous and futile existence ever again and I always suffer so much from how I'm so cruelly denied the option of a painless suicide pill so finally I can be free from the abomination of existence, having access to such would save me from so much suffering in this existence where I'm just waiting for death anyway.