Sleeper System
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- May 5, 2022
- 775
There are so many people in this world that it's easy to forget the scale of the human race.
I'm working in a supermarket in the ghetto and I have to look at poverty and all its aspects every single day.
I pity these people just as much as I do myself. Struggling to stay above water. Depending on the government for support.
As I was leaving today, I came to this notion that none of us matter to the world or to each other. We're all just here existing in our own little personal hells just going with the flow until things get so bad that we take drastic measures.
I am wrestling with the though that I may never attempt to CTB. Other than being a coward, now a days, the world will give you just enough to keep on living. I wish this was easier to deal with. It's harder when you have to deal with it alone or here. It's better than nothing I guess.
I'm working in a supermarket in the ghetto and I have to look at poverty and all its aspects every single day.
I pity these people just as much as I do myself. Struggling to stay above water. Depending on the government for support.
As I was leaving today, I came to this notion that none of us matter to the world or to each other. We're all just here existing in our own little personal hells just going with the flow until things get so bad that we take drastic measures.
I am wrestling with the though that I may never attempt to CTB. Other than being a coward, now a days, the world will give you just enough to keep on living. I wish this was easier to deal with. It's harder when you have to deal with it alone or here. It's better than nothing I guess.
