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BlockedintheUK

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Dec 20, 2025
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INTRODUCTION
I'd like to start by thanking the committee for hearing my testimony today. My name is Martin
Keary and I'm here to describe my experience with the site Sanctioned Suicide, a forum
where suicide is both encouraged and supported. A site that gets millions of page views a
month.

I first came into contact with Sanctioned Suicide when a 17 year old musician I knew used
the forum to help him commit suicide.
When looking over the conversations that he had on the forum, a few things stood out to me.
First, he described how he had never spoken to a mental health professional about his
feelings and that his parents had no idea about what he was thinking of doing. Despite this
revelation, most users on the platform continued to encourage him and actively assist his
research.

While looking through his posts, I discovered that he had announced his intention to place
himself in front of a train, and sought advice because he was worried the effort might fail.
One response to this, which is representative of the majority opinion, was:
"Your biggest consequence is going to be either permanent damage or
hospitalisation. Both can be avoided with enough research and planning."
This started a research thread where multiple other people participated: assessing different
train models to figure out which would be most likely to kill you, rather than simply knock you
aside. It was determined that the most successful approach would be for him to place his
neck on the track as the train approached and make sure that the oncoming train did not
have a front guard, which could potentially thwart his efforts.
This is exactly what he did.
His final post on the forum was what is called a 'goodbye thread', a common ceremony
where the person committing suicide describes their final moments, receiving fairwells as
well as morbid questions.

Later, after I posted an objection to the forum, I was contacted by numerous parents of other
victims of the site. It was from speaking to them that I decided to publish a video about it to
warn people of its dangers. I am thankful that this video was seen by millions of people. It's
my understanding that this video has been shared with the committee recently.

OVERVIEW
I want to use the remainder of my time to quickly describe the most dangerous and toxic
aspects of the Sanctioned Suicide forum.
The first and most obvious thing I noticed is the total lack of responsible content moderation.
Users can suggest explicit methods to other anonymous users with impunity. In fact,
moderators encourage this by banning those who advise others to seek treatment.

PHILOSOPHY
The philosophy espoused by those who created the forum is very influential on its mainly
young user base and it's not hard to see that it's intentionally crafted to undermine the efforts
of mental health specialists.
• Mental health or emergency services user are told, are only interested in money and
just want to lock you up. Don't speak to them.
• Parents, users are told, are not to be trusted. If you tell them what you are thinking,
they'll just invalidate your feelings and call emergency services to get you locked up.
• The most commonly stated argument on the platform is that only suicidal people can
understand other suicidal people. Those who are successful, those who won the
game of life don't understand. They're anti-suicide for selfish reasons. They just want
to make themselves feel better. They can't be trusted.

MARKET PLACE
Sanctioned Suicide also operates as a market place where those looking to purchase the
means to end their lives (usually a type of poison) can find links to sellers who provide it. I
verified this last year, when I found details on the forum leading me to a seller named
Kenneth Law, who sold me a substance called Sodium Nitrite which, when dissolved in
water and ingested in sufficient quantity, prevents blood cells from transferring oxygen and
kills you. During this time, I was in touch with a journalist at the Times of London, who was
investigating Kenneth Law. His subsequent article led to Kenneth's arrest. Kenneth Law is
now facing 14 counts of first degree murder in Ontario, Canada. He is alleged to be linked to
over 100 deaths world wide, with victims ranging from 16 - 36 years old. Kenneth did not ask
for my age when he sold me Sodium Nitrite. There are numerous more sellers like this who
find customers on the Sanctioned Suicide forum.

BARRIER TO ENTRY
Worst of all, registration and age verification is not required. The site has no barriers in place
that would prevent anyone from viewing the contents of the forum. Including detailed
instructions on every conceivable method of killing yourself.
From speaking to multiple suicide prevention charities and mental health specialists, I've
come to understand the importance of a concept known as a mental health crisis. This is a
period of time when the victim loses the capacity to think about the future and falls into a pit
of intense mental pain. It's exactly at this moment when a patient must be carefully cared for
and there has been a lot of research showing that the likelihood of suicide is drastically
reduced once a mental health crisis episode has passed.
Sanctioned Suicide has no systems in place that would enable users to recognise a mental
health crisis, which means that they regularly distribute appalling advice to people at the
worst possible moment.

Moreover, those with learning disabilities or conditions such as Schizophrenia - who may
unable to critically assess advice given to them - also pass completely unnoticed and are
treated the same as everyone else. It is a disaster.
Lastly, it's worth mentioning that the founders of the site also run the most successful Incel
forum on the web. This forum is an anti-women site, also rife with racism, homophobia,
conspiracy theories and anti semitism. It is, according to a report by the Centre for
Countering Digital Hate, also linked to at least one mass shooting also. These are the
people advising our children to kill themselves..

Again I'd like to thank the committee for taking the time to listen to my testimony on this
subject.
 
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madameviolette

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Who's the musician they are talking about ?

Also haven't met any homophobic or transphobic or racist ppl here.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,654
Citation?

Edit: Oh, this is Tantacrul. Fuck that asshole. This is old news and his claims have been discussed/refuted multiple times on this site.
 
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lamy's sacred sleep

buttered noodles are yummy
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isn't this tantacruel?
 
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rainwillneverstop

Global Mod | Serious Health Hazard
Jul 12, 2022
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Can you post source?
 
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Unsure and Useless

Dreaming Endlessly, not Wanting to Wake Up
Feb 7, 2023
529
I'm pretty sure this is just Tantacrul. Whatever he says isn't worth listening to, though I'm sure you've already gathered this based on the title. He doesn't give a shit about anyone on this site—contrary to his pitiful attempts at simulating compassion and empathy. The entire video is just an attempt to be relevant because, hey, gotta use suicidal people as clickbait to gain subscribers, right? He should've just stuck to music instead of pretending his brain is capable of nuance

You know you're wrong when people from KF of all places come to the defense of a site full of trans people and people of color

Parents, users are told, are not to be trusted. If you tell them what you are thinking,
they'll just invalidate your feelings and call emergency services to get you locked up.
My favorite part is when Tantacrul defends abusive parents. Yes, Tantacrul, I will tell my emotionally abusive family that I want to CTB since it went perfectly well the last time I did that!

God, what a higher-than-thou dumbass. Seeing him, or his inane "arguments", raises my blood pressure
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
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Stll w8tng fr an upd8 on tht 'subscriptn servce'
 
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dangerstars

dangerstars

lover, hopeless wannabe.
Nov 6, 2025
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a whole video was made after his death

this video was how i found out about this site haha. i remember first watching it when the video released and later being shocked by how inaccurate it seemed to be
 
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metfan647

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To his credit, assuming it's his own work, it's not an awful bit of research and one couldn't objectively disagree with a lot of the observations made.

Admittedly, I haven't seen the entire video but a cursory look at his channel tells me he's a jack of all trades. Just churning out videos on an array of themes casting a wide net to maximise revenue. Unless he has an axe to grind, I'd say it's no act of altruism.
 
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Unsure and Useless

Dreaming Endlessly, not Wanting to Wake Up
Feb 7, 2023
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black money boys

black money boys

80% BAN CREDITS
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Stll w8tng fr an upd8 on tht 'subscriptn servce'

what subscription service? i dont see it mentioned anywhere in the text
 
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what subscription service? i dont see it mentioned anywhere in the text

= mentnd in hs vdeo

H/ talkd abt an allegd subscriptn servce attchd t/ SaSu fr whch 0 evdnce ws evr presntd bcse = ds nt xist
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

the sleeper agents never sleep or something
Oct 12, 2024
1,119
To his credit, assuming it's his own work, it's not an awful bit of research and one couldn't objectively disagree with a lot of the observations made.

Admittedly, I haven't seen the entire video but a cursory look at his channel tells me he's a jack of all trades. Just churning out videos on an array of themes casting a wide net to maximise revenue. Unless he has an axe to grind, I'd say it's no act of altruism.
Obviously, he is just another performative person.

Stll w8tng fr an upd8 on tht 'subscriptn servce'

Subscription service? What does he think this site is? Some sort of gacha game? I'm not the waifu he is looking for, shoo.
 
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Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,669
Obviously, he is just another performative person.



Subscription service? What does he think this site is? Some sort of gacha game? I'm not the waifu he is looking for, shoo.

Obvsly no1 wkes up hopng tht thy end up on a ste lke SaSu bcse = sys a lt abt th/ suffrng tht thy r xpernce & th/ opn topcs of dscussn cn mke th/ ste a v drk plce @ tmes

Slf undrstnd tht thre wll b ppl wh/ h8 th/ ste fr vrious reasns bt if thy hve 2 rsort 2 lyng or xagger8tng or hypr-ble t/ cre8 thr narr8tve thn tht sys a lt abt thm & = jst dilutng thr argmnts whn ppl vist th/ ste & C hw th/ cmmunty rlly R
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

the sleeper agents never sleep or something
Oct 12, 2024
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Obvsly no1 wkes up hopng tht thy end up on a ste lke SaSu bcse = sys a lt abt th/ suffrng tht thy r xpernce & th/ opn topcs of dscussn cn mke th/ ste a v drk plce @ tmes

Slf undrstnd tht thre wll b ppl wh/ h8 th/ ste fr vrious reasns bt if thy hve 2 rsort 2 lyng or xagger8tng or hypr-ble t/ cre8 thr narr8tve thn tht sys a lt abt thm & = jst dilutng thr argmnts whn ppl vist th/ ste & C hw th/ cmmunty rlly R
Yeah, I don't even know if he hates our site or if he just knew that he can get free views off of it due to the nature of it, I am weary of people, especially of people like him. Although that is my opinion of him, he might genuinely hate this site for one or another reason but you're right; no matter the reason of why he made that video, he shouldn't have lied to put the site and people here in a bad light.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,880
Who's the musician they are talking about ?

Also haven't met any homophobic or transphobic or racist ppl here.

I also believe this is Tantacrul- as other members have mentioned.

The musician was a member here briefly. He joined the site from Italy I believe- where it was banned I think at the time. So- he must have found a way around that.

He already seemed to have a very clear idea that he would use the train method. I remember avoiding the threads because I have issues with that method and the trauma it must cause others. But- he did end up using it.

Tantacrul also made an account here briefly- under a different name although- I can't quite remember or find either now. But, he got increasingly angry with everyone here.

I believe the musician had previously contacted him- regarding his own work. I think that's how he 'knew' him. But, the musicians last posts began to cause concern which lead to the Tantacrul guy and others I believe trying to trace him but- it was too late. That's all from memory to be honest. It might not be 100% accurate.

The video has been discussed multiple times here so, I won't go through it all again.

What I would point out is- at the start at least, I don't believe Tantacrul age restricted his video. Those of us here long enough to remember that time noticed a massive upsurge in young people on the site and our mods also noticed a huge upsurge in (likely) minors trying to join. So- if his aim was to protect young people from a 'dangerous death cult'- the effect was the exact opposite.

As also demonstrated by this poll that used to live in the sticky threads... To date- over 1,000 members became aware of the site because of that video. Far more people as it happens than any other piece:

 
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Info abt typng styl on prfle.
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I also believe this is Tantacrul- as other members have mentioned.

The musician was a member here briefly. He joined the site from Italy I believe- where it was banned I think at the time. So- he must have found a way around that.

He already seemed to have a very clear idea that he would use the train method. I remember avoiding the threads because I have issues with that method and the trauma it must cause others. But- he did end up using it.

Tantacrul also made an account here briefly- under a different name although- I can't quite remember or find either now. But, he got increasingly angry with everyone here.

I believe the musician had previously contacted him- regarding his own work. I think that's how he 'knew' him. But, the musicians last posts began to cause concern which lead to the Tantacrul guy and others I believe trying to trace him but- it was too late. That's all from memory to be honest. It might not be 100% accurate.

Yh thnk thy wre in hs Dscrd servr or smethng

Th/ musicn announcd hs own ctb on YT wth a vdeo of musc - & th/ commnts in tht vdeo & othr vdeos of hs wre grotsque

The video has been discussed multiple times here so, I won't go through it all again.

What I would point out is- at the start at least, I don't believe Tantacrul age restricted his video. Those of us here long enough to remember that time noticed a massive upsurge in young people on the site and our mods also noticed a huge upsurge in (likely) minors trying to join. So- if his aim was to protect young people from a 'dangerous death cult'- the effect was the exact opposite.

H/ allegdly hd fght 2 remve ag-restrctng tht ws applid 2 hs vdeo bcse h/ wantd 2 'rech th/ kds b4 th/ ste dd' or smethng alng thse lnes & thnks 2 hm thre wre 2000 ppl in registratn Q - as opposd t/ th/ usul whch = arnd 20-25 pr dy - s/ registratns hd 2 b closd bcse thy wre out of cntrol

As also demonstrated by this poll that used to live in the sticky threads... To date- over 1,000 members became aware of the site because of that video. Far more people as it happens than any other piece:


Also h/ tk credt fr th/ KL arrst & mdia covrge bt accordng t/ prevs intervws slf thght tht = ws Davd Parftt wh/ hd orgnisd th/ mdia stng thru Th/ Tmes

Ofc = cld hve bn co-ordin8td bt givn hs slf-aggrandisng = ws intrstng 2 C tht commnt
 
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BlockedintheUK

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Is this recent does it have a date? The source you shared seems to just be your post in pdf form?
Google linked me directly to the PDF the date is in the URL 2024 02 08
 
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deadngoresurgery

Jezebel
Jan 10, 2026
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Exactly. the incel forum is completely separate from this one. he shouldnt put these two together because majority of people on here aren't incels or have that mindset. in fact, most of us are against that
 
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deadngoresurgery

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Jan 10, 2026
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I'm pretty sure this is just Tantacrul. Whatever he says isn't worth listening to, though I'm sure you've already gathered this based on the title. He doesn't give a shit about anyone on this site—contrary to his pitiful attempts at simulating compassion and empathy. The entire video is just an attempt to be relevant because, hey, gotta use suicidal people as clickbait to gain subscribers, right? He should've just stuck to music instead of pretending his brain is capable of nuance

You know you're wrong when people from KF of all places come to the defense of a site full of trans people and people of color


My favorite part is when Tantacrul defends abusive parents. Yes, Tantacrul, I will tell my emotionally abusive family that I want to CTB since it went perfectly well the last time I did that!

God, what a higher-than-thou dumbass. Seeing him, or his inane "arguments", raises my blood pressure

bro thats literally what i was saying. like he automatically assumes everyone genuinely cares about your wellbeing and mental health and wont snitch on you then send you to the psych ward, or they wont beat you up for going through it. i know for a fact this guy doesnt care about the people on here either, he just wants subscribers. and that clickbait ass thumbnail irks me, cuz wtf.
 
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Unsure and Useless

Dreaming Endlessly, not Wanting to Wake Up
Feb 7, 2023
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like he automatically assumes everyone genuinely cares about your wellbeing and mental health and wont snitch on you then send you to the psych ward, or they wont beat you up for going through it.
It's probably because people like him (anti-choice people) are fortunate enough to have a legitimate support system, so they can't even fathom a reality where aforementioned support system doesn't exist for others
 
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this video was how i found out about this site haha. i remember first watching it when the video released and later being shocked by how inaccurate it seemed to be
Exactly. Now whenever I see that vid, I just fill with so much disgust. I hate ppl who think they have moral superiority when it comes to topics like this. Ppl wouldn't be saying the stuff they say on here if they didn't have reason to.
 
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Cauliflour

The masochist who doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
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In fact,
moderators encourage this by banning those who advise others to seek treatment.
I have never seen this before and I've been on this site for almost a year. I've made replies asking what people are going to do about their children when they die and that maybe they should reconsider for the sake of their well being and it's funny cause the posts that I'm aware have been deleted is the thread where I asked why SN was so popular if it's a pain to get a hold of, and a post asking how to intentionally burn myself as self harm (of which all the replies were telling me not to cause that's a stupid idea).
• Mental health or emergency services user are told, are only interested in money and
just want to lock you up. Don't speak to them.
• Parents, users are told, are not to be trusted. If you tell them what you are thinking,
they'll just invalidate your feelings and call emergency services to get you locked up.
My parents say I'm an idiot for self harming and that I'm just going through a phase. You're parents may be understanding but a lot aren't, and this is coming from someone who has nice parents. If I told them I was active on this site, they would be so frustrated with me that I probably would be locked up cause they don't know a lot on mental health and just think it's some silly teenage thing that's sorted itself out by now.
It's exactly at this moment when a patient must be carefully cared for
and there has been a lot of research showing that the likelihood of suicide is drastically
reduced once a mental health crisis episode has passed.
So a phase? You're saying suicidal feelings are a phase and you should just suck it up until it goes away? Mental health is a very broad subject, you can't just make generalisations about conditions that lead to suicidal feelings like that. A lot of my feelings come from autism, that's sure not a phase, that's with me for the long run!
Moreover, those with learning disabilities or conditions such as Schizophrenia - who may
unable to critically assess advice given to them - also pass completely unnoticed and are
treated the same as everyone else. It is a disaster.
No they aren't. In fact, you're not allowed to sign up if you have certain intellectual disabilities.
This forum is an anti-women site, also rife with racism, homophobia,
conspiracy theories and anti semitism. It is, according to a report by the Centre for
Countering Digital Hate, also linked to at least one mass shooting also. These are the
people advising our children to kill themselves..
No it isn't. You ever see an incel post on here? There's people in the replies in almost all of them going "mate what's wrong with you?". Also said posts are quite rare like I've only seen a few on my entire time here. Never seen any racism, homophobia, conspiracy theories and anti-semitism though, you might be confusing this site with Kiwi Farms. Does show how these people think though, if they think not immediately blasting "kind words" at someone suffering and instead engaging in empathy makes you just as bad as the freaks down at the farm.

Also how often are kids on here? Cause a lot of posts I see on here are from older people who have tried over and over and have just lost all hope. But as we all know, mental health is just that thing teenagers go on about as an excuse to be lazy and be attention seeking.
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,737
The whole thing he wrote is so ridiculous. How can a person get everything so wrong? Maybe the non-suicidals really just don't get what we live every day and find it totally unthinkable for a human to be this way?
 

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