I've heard about this site from Tantacrul's video. At first I was outraged by the things I heard, because I hate the idea of someone taking sexual pleasure in another person't suicide. At the same time though, as a suicidal person myself, the idea of a site which offers actual answers to so many questions I wanted to ask was intriguing and I ended up browsing the forum a couple of times when I felt really hopeless. Now it's my go-to place to lurk whenever I have thoughts I can't talk to anyone about without upsetting them.
If Tantacrul truly thinks this site is as bad as he says, he definitely should have at the very least actually hidden the name, which he did not do. He literally said the acronym of the actual name of this forum. It was ridiculously easy to find my way here just by watching that video and typing details he shared there in Google.
I don't know if this site's existence is moral. I don't care at this point. Sure, I still don't want anyone taking sick pleasure in my death, but in the end, that possibility is far outweighed by the idea of eternal non-feeling.
I'm probably rambling, so I'll end this post here. But I'm happy I've found this place. It brings me peace of mind to know that there are safe ways to end this life. That I don't have to take a shot in the dark and risk surviving with permanent brain damage, which is my biggest fear and the biggest thing that is still keeping me from ending it in the worst times.
Have a nice night.