AntHydra
I wish you serenity.
- Sep 26, 2021
- 244
A More Definitive Goodbye
Hello, everyone. Hanging has not been working out for me... but I managed to get SN. No antacids, nothing like that.
It's about one in the morning. I had been fasting since about 13:00, but unfortunately ate a bunch of chips maybe an hour or two ago when in an half-awake daze. But I am not going to wait anymore, it was only a handful and I do feel empty.
This should work more definitively than hanging. Only thing I have to hope is that nobody notices and enters my room. Though I did lock said room and everyone should be asleep. If there isn't insane noise, I should be fine.
After I drink the SN, I will have another small gulp of water or maybe lemonade to wash it down further, then take a small piece of candy to maybe deal with the taste and possible urge to vomit better, as well as staying calm.
Then, I'll hopefully catch the bus lying in bed.
I'm nervous but I think I'm not scared.
I think I'm ready. I mixed my SN.
After I notice the symptoms kicking in, I will log of the site - hopefully for good. Now it's just survival instinct stopping me from drinking it.
I just drank it. It wasn't bad at all. I'll lie down.
Thank you everyone, for all the support. I appreciate it a lot. Remember me fondly or forget me quickly.
I wish you all serenity.
Cheers!
- Ant
Hello, everyone. Hanging has not been working out for me... but I managed to get SN. No antacids, nothing like that.
It's about one in the morning. I had been fasting since about 13:00, but unfortunately ate a bunch of chips maybe an hour or two ago when in an half-awake daze. But I am not going to wait anymore, it was only a handful and I do feel empty.
This should work more definitively than hanging. Only thing I have to hope is that nobody notices and enters my room. Though I did lock said room and everyone should be asleep. If there isn't insane noise, I should be fine.
After I drink the SN, I will have another small gulp of water or maybe lemonade to wash it down further, then take a small piece of candy to maybe deal with the taste and possible urge to vomit better, as well as staying calm.
Then, I'll hopefully catch the bus lying in bed.
I'm nervous but I think I'm not scared.
I think I'm ready. I mixed my SN.
After I notice the symptoms kicking in, I will log of the site - hopefully for good. Now it's just survival instinct stopping me from drinking it.
I just drank it. It wasn't bad at all. I'll lie down.
Thank you everyone, for all the support. I appreciate it a lot. Remember me fondly or forget me quickly.
I wish you all serenity.
Cheers!
- Ant
