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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Goodbye beautiful lilacmoon. I'm sure you are in a place more fitting for one as beautiful as you.
 
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Vault of Memories

Vault of Memories

A temporary being in a temporary world
Mar 24, 2020
255
RIP. Hopefully this will be me next Saturday.
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,128
I'm sorry life has forced you to take matters in your own hands. may you rest in peace and suffer no more. Dear Lilacmoon.
 
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omoidarui

omoidarui

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Apr 30, 2019
995
Looking at her profile picture reminds me eerily of the full moon we saw earlier this evening, and the lilac-coloured sky. We (family) were all commenting on it.

Peace to her
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
Rest in peace sweet Lilac :heart: Getting attached to members here really sucks because when they leave, it's like they take a piece of you with them. I wish I had my chance to say goodbye, and I wish you knew how much I loved having you around. You're in a better place now and I've lit a candle for you tonight. Sweet dreams :(
 
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Cakes

She/Her
Oct 25, 2020
362
:heart: Rest in peace Lilac. I've missed seeing you pop up. I hope you're somewhere beautiful with a beauitful moon. Sleeps well and fly high. :'(
 
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Shotgunjohn

Shotgunjohn

Member
Apr 26, 2020
35
rest in peace. thank you for sharing what happened. i hope you guys who were on the call are coping well with it.
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
Rest In Peace Lilac :aw::heart:
 
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flower

flower

on the moon
Feb 23, 2020
320
rest in peace lilac :heart:
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I generally avoid these types of threads but Lilac touched alot of people here. I'm sad to see her go and I hope she has finally found peace :heart:
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
Hurts to see this. Nearly successfully CTB myself a few days ago. Just...d*mn... I'm so sorry.

I liked reading your posts. Rest easy Lilac :heart: :heart:
 
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PeacefulDarkness

PeacefulDarkness

Member
Oct 5, 2020
41
Rest in peace @Lilacmoon.
Thanks for doing this for her, @MiseryLovesMyCompany.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,391
Good bye and rest in peace, @Lilacmoon. I'm glad you seem to have found peace. I noticed you weren't as active in the actual forum lately but I guess you were in the chats all along. Take care. :aw:
 
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HelloHell

HelloHell

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
443
RIP :aw:
I hope her journey was painless and peaceful
 
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

MiseryLovesMyCompany

Arcanist
Oct 8, 2020
482
Good bye and rest in peace, @Lilacmoon. I'm glad you seem to have found peace. I noticed you weren't as active in the actual forum lately but I guess you were in the chats all along. Take care. :aw:
She wasn't really active around here for a while. She only spoke to a few people in PM regularly.
 
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degeneratewaste

degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
thank you everyone for your kind words. she would have been so grateful to read all of this. she loved you all. <3
 
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RedRed

RedRed

Member
Oct 24, 2020
93
Oh my goodness this really made me sad. She and I haven't spoken to each other, but I recognize her from some posts here. Good bye Lilacmoon. I wasn't able to pray for a candle to light her route, but I hope she's having a wonderful journey :')
 
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TerminallyAlive

TerminallyAlive

Member
Oct 7, 2020
58
If I may ask, by what method did you chat?
 
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Deleted member 14177

not home
Jan 20, 2020
345
Rest in peace, lilac.
 
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Rn110bg101

Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
412
Goodnight Lilacmoon. I hope you found happiness.
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
RIP :aw: :heart: This is so sad; I didn't see this coming at all

I'm amazed by how quick this method seems to be overall. I just hope she didn't suffer too terribly in her final moments
 
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almamuerta

almamuerta

That's me in the corner
Nov 22, 2020
18
Im new so never got to talk to her. Glad to hear it was peaceful and RIP
 
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less than

less than

not important
Jul 25, 2019
194
Goodbye Lilacmoon. I hope wherever you are now your pain has come to an end. :aw:

Thank you @MiseryLovesMyCompany and @degeneratewaste for accompany Lilacmoon in her last moments.
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
2,623
She was one of the most compassionate members I found here... eternal peace.
 
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iftheworldwasending

iftheworldwasending

My prayer is that when I die, all of hell rejoice.
Sep 26, 2020
131
i was just thinking about her today. i'm so sad to see she's gone.
 
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GoneGoneGone

Enlightened
Apr 1, 2020
1,141
She was such a sweet person, a delicate presence. I hope she's at peace now. :heart:
@MiseryLovesMyCompany and @degeneratewaste I hope you are ok, thank you for being with her in her times of need.
 
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Crows

Crows

Look in the mirror in the dark there you will see
Mar 8, 2020
56
You will be missed xoxo
 
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Lilium

Member
May 2, 2020
57
RIP @Lilacmoon. I hope you found peace.

Thank you @MiseryLovesMyCompany and @degeneratewaste for supporting her.
 
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