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trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
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I'm currently in the psych ward (again) >w< so I'm just kind of theory-crafting trying to figure out what protocol would work well for me once I finally get my hands on sodium nitrite T-T I'm a schizo so I take Olanzapine, and I've read that that's a substitute for an antiemetic. I haven't bought any antacid yet, but you can just go into the pharmacy and buy them, so that's not a big stress factor. Really, now it's just about getting my hands on my sodium nitrite and fucking killing myself :3

But yeah, I just want to get some feedback, I'm trying for something lazy and not a big 48-hour protocol.

-8 HoursMinimum time to start fast for solids
-2.5 HoursTake a handful of my remaining Oxazepam
-2.5 HoursTake 10mg Olanzapine
-2 HoursMinimum time to start fast for liquids
-1 HourTake 600mg of Ibuprofen
-30 MinTake double dose of what is recommended on the label of the antacid. (have yet to source)
-00:00Drink 25g SN in 50mL of water
(drink backup cup of 25g SN in 50mL of water if I vommit)

After SN: send goodbyes
Then rest in bed and lose consciousness.
Komm, süsser tod…
 
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trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
236
Just gonna bump this :3
 
catstermaster

catstermaster

Going away soon nya :3
Aug 25, 2025
22
Doing the exact same but with Domperidone at -45 instead of Olanzapine as soon as my SN delivery arrives. Good luck and I hope it goes smoothly for you!
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
151
I wish you everlasting peace , good luck
 
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trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
236
After reading the chapter on Sodium Nitrite in the PPeH, I think I'll be removing the antacid and ibuprofen from my protocol. Simplifying it to:

-8 HoursMinimum time to start fast for solids
-2.5 HoursTake a handful of my remaining Oxazepam
-2.5 HoursTake 10mg Olanzapine
-2 HoursMinimum time to start fast for liquids
00:00Drink 25g SN in 50mL of water
(drink backup cup of 25g SN in 50mL of water if I vommit)

Hope it'll be enough ^-^
 
darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,279
good luck, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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forfever

Member
Jan 27, 2024
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After reading the chapter on Sodium Nitrite in the PPeH, I think I'll be removing the antacid and ibuprofen from my protocol. Simplifying it to:

-8 HoursMinimum time to start fast for solids
-2.5 HoursTake a handful of my remaining Oxazepam
-2.5 HoursTake 10mg Olanzapine
-2 HoursMinimum time to start fast for liquids
00:00Drink 25g SN in 50mL of water
(drink backup cup of 25g SN in 50mL of water if I vommit)

Hope it'll be enough ^-^
why take out the ibuprofen?
 
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trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
236
why take out the ibuprofen?
I read (cant remember where) that it could be problematic with taking it on an empty stomach as well as it's not listed in the PPeH's protocol. Cutting it just made sense for a lazy protocol.
 

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