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flowerbythewater

flowerbythewater

Member
Apr 13, 2026
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perhaps after I achieve my dream i'll kill myself if there's nothing left to live for. i don't really know what to do after I finish my current objective. and i question whether someone like me is capable of loving and being loved properly. i feel disconnected from everyone and everything
 
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c4di

oyasumi
Oct 9, 2025
68
i feel the same way. i often think that if i was able to achieve what i wanted I'd end up feeling empty anyway, id have nothing to do and probably still have no where to go. while i try to value and enjoy every little thing i can get in life i dont know if its enough
 
Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

I am a rock. I am an island
Nov 6, 2025
312
i felt the same way around half a year ago when i was planning my trip to Tokyo. i figured I'd use the key of my savings enjoying Japan, then id kill myself on a high note. go out while I'm feeling good and strong. there just sometime so romantcizable about going out on your own terms. it's like you're claiming back control over one final aspect of your life
 

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