Story A dreamer's death

[Ashe]

Why did I go
And have to follow my heart
Where did you go?
I'll never be able to get better
You took my soul
Love
And everything
All for what?
Man fuck this shit
None of this shit matters
But I wanna know
Where did you go
I miss you
Or at least return my heart
My life is always crumbling
I've just started to try building castles
I'm just fucked up
Watching it all crash and burn
Maybe just one more drink and I'll go home
But I'll always question if I have the guts
Down goes another with some pills
Numbing the pain
But the pain will never go away
Because the pain is me
When I'm a couple bottles down
I'll leave a letter
Telling the unfortunate soul
That I went to catch the bus
Skipping town
Escaping
Searching for bliss
Someplace where I won't be fucked up from the pain
My final goodbye
So go fuck your diagnosis' and therapy
It was all shit