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lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
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pretty much the title atleast for some time i dont really have much to say anymore if you have read my past vents thats pretty much it the same situation nothings unchanged nothing to update just still living while suffering maybe smoking a cig or two and putting them out with my hands to get burns which feel amazing , if you havent read my past vents but wanna feel more depressed than you already are go ahead read my past vents its funny how i used to hold my breath around people who smoked when i was a child , but now i am one of them i understand their pain , why they smoke i adore them for smoking even if its unhealthy atleast smoking relaxes you
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,343
Only one or two? It takes ten to twenty for me.
 
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overmorrow

overmorrow

it hurts so bad, i can taste it
Oct 15, 2024
262
smoking feels so nice
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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Yeah. 20 a day for me.
 
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martyrdom

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Nov 3, 2025
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I choose to delusionally believe that smoking is healthy and I used to enjoy "earnestly" talking about all the health benefits I made up (cognitive alertness, killing germs, getting your lungs used to stress therefore making them stronger and healthier, supporting local agriculture, promoting healthy digestion, making you immune to smoke inhalation in the case of fire) to piss the anti-smokers off.
 
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Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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Indeed. Smoking is healthy. Much of those taxes support medical programs. Lol
 
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Lest3

Lest3

Silence
Nov 3, 2025
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I don't smoke often, but its very nice. Only bad part about it is that it makes your teeth yellow if you smoke a lot
 
lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
Only one or two? It takes ten to twenty for me.
When the pain is too much maybe a few more anyway i dont have the time to smoke and have to do it secretly
I don't smoke often, but its very nice. Only bad part about it is that it makes your teeth yellow if you smoke a lot
True
 
Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
626
It's just over a pack a day for me. When I'm drinking, it's much more.

I already have full blown COPD from smoking, and don't really care if it kills me.
 
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AltF4Mylife

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Oct 10, 2025
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i really want to try a cigarette one day
 
BlueLock

BlueLock

Member
Nov 8, 2024
94
It's nice but so expensive. Had to quit to save some money.
 
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telekon

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2025
405
I choose to delusionally believe that smoking is healthy and I used to enjoy "earnestly" talking about all the health benefits I made up (cognitive alertness, killing germs, getting your lungs used to stress therefore making them stronger and healthier, supporting local agriculture, promoting healthy digestion, making you immune to smoke inhalation in the case of fire) to piss the anti-smokers off.
the media lies and it's all a bunch of propaganda. they use a bunch of fake pictures to try and scare you because they really want you to be unhealthy.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I don't know why, but smoking makes my depression much much worse. I was never a real smoker. I smoked casually for many years, a cig or two per day, sometimes not smoking at all for days. What it did help me was whenever I was severely irritated by someone, a cig always managed to calm me down nicely.
 
lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
I choose to delusionally believe that smoking is healthy and I used to enjoy "earnestly" talking about all the health benefits I made up (cognitive alertness, killing germs, getting your lungs used to stress therefore making them stronger and healthier, supporting local agriculture, promoting healthy digestion, making you immune to smoke inhalation in the case of fire) to piss the anti-smokers off.
I might actually start doing the same
 
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martyrdom

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Nov 3, 2025
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the media lies and it's all a bunch of propaganda. they use a bunch of fake pictures to try and scare you because they really want you to be unhealthy.
Exactly. Stay woke king.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,279
My mother smoked from her teens until her death in her 80's. I never could stand the smoke. To each his/her own.
 
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gomer1978

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Oct 23, 2025
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Quitting smoking was the best decision i ever made. It 100% makes existing worse.
 
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zizzou

Forever young, I wanna be
Sep 25, 2025
154
you may leave the cigs but the cigs will never leave you. its been the only constant in my life
 
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notreallybored

Specialist
Nov 26, 2024
369
ב''ה, there's a few (rather mild but effective particularly at potentiating nicotine) MAOI compounds in whole tobacco.

If y'all ever want to be "healthy," one or two cigs in the morning, then pouches (tobacco free) or gum or vapes after can lessen the tar. It also makes a real cig a special treat even when attached to the alternatives like a feeding tube.

That said, vaping into the lungs and tobacco into the lungs really don't play well with each other, so it's kind of a pick one, while the oral nicotine stuff will at least only rough up your gums and not have the glycol acting like a surfactant or something for the real tobacco tar.

If you just like cigs stay at or under 2mg in pouch products as more just burns and feels shitty.
 
lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
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you may leave the cigs but the cigs will never leave you. its been the only constant in my life
funny thing is that the only thing that has never left me in my life are cigs and if i consider it as a person EVEYONE else has always left me only a good ol' warm cig was always there for me in my good times or in my rough times
 
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GIGN.Officiel

Member
Nov 12, 2025
87
I was a Jobcorps student once on a closed campus. Almost everybody smoked but it was common for the ones that didn't to constantly point out smoking kills. I honestly think it's such a disrespectful thing to say to an adult. Yes, we all know the dangers of smoking. We choose to do it anyway. Maybe take the time to have a little empathy for those who choose a fix over lung health.
 
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