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lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
199
pretty much the title atleast for some time i dont really have much to say anymore if you have read my past vents thats pretty much it the same situation nothings unchanged nothing to update just still living while suffering maybe smoking a cig or two and putting them out with my hands to get burns which feel amazing , if you havent read my past vents but wanna feel more depressed than you already are go ahead read my past vents its funny how i used to hold my breath around people who smoked when i was a child , but now i am one of them i understand their pain , why they smoke i adore them for smoking even if its unhealthy atleast smoking relaxes you
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,094
Only one or two? It takes ten to twenty for me.
 
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slitwristsbleedcold

blissful overdose - 13,8 bmi
Oct 15, 2024
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smoking feels so nice
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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Yeah. 20 a day for me.
 
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martyrdom

martyrdom

inanimate object
Nov 3, 2025
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I choose to delusionally believe that smoking is healthy and I used to enjoy "earnestly" talking about all the health benefits I made up (cognitive alertness, killing germs, getting your lungs used to stress therefore making them stronger and healthier, supporting local agriculture, promoting healthy digestion, making you immune to smoke inhalation in the case of fire) to piss the anti-smokers off.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,193
Indeed. Smoking is healthy. Much of those taxes support medical programs. Lol
 
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Lest3

Lest3

Silence
Nov 3, 2025
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I don't smoke often, but its very nice. Only bad part about it is that it makes your teeth yellow if you smoke a lot
 
lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
199
Only one or two? It takes ten to twenty for me.
When the pain is too much maybe a few more anyway i dont have the time to smoke and have to do it secretly
I don't smoke often, but its very nice. Only bad part about it is that it makes your teeth yellow if you smoke a lot
True
 
Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
472
It's just over a pack a day for me. When I'm drinking, it's much more.

I already have full blown COPD from smoking, and don't really care if it kills me.
 
BlueLock

BlueLock

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Nov 8, 2024
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It's nice but so expensive. Had to quit to save some money.
 
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telekon

telekon

Specialist
Feb 5, 2025
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I choose to delusionally believe that smoking is healthy and I used to enjoy "earnestly" talking about all the health benefits I made up (cognitive alertness, killing germs, getting your lungs used to stress therefore making them stronger and healthier, supporting local agriculture, promoting healthy digestion, making you immune to smoke inhalation in the case of fire) to piss the anti-smokers off.
the media lies and it's all a bunch of propaganda. they use a bunch of fake pictures to try and scare you because they really want you to be unhealthy.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I don't know why, but smoking makes my depression much much worse. I was never a real smoker. I smoked casually for many years, a cig or two per day, sometimes not smoking at all for days. What it did help me was whenever I was severely irritated by someone, a cig always managed to calm me down nicely.
 
lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
199
I choose to delusionally believe that smoking is healthy and I used to enjoy "earnestly" talking about all the health benefits I made up (cognitive alertness, killing germs, getting your lungs used to stress therefore making them stronger and healthier, supporting local agriculture, promoting healthy digestion, making you immune to smoke inhalation in the case of fire) to piss the anti-smokers off.
I might actually start doing the same
 
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Ligottian

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Dec 19, 2021
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My mother smoked from her teens until her death in her 80's. I never could stand the smoke. To each his/her own.
 
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gomer1978

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Oct 23, 2025
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Quitting smoking was the best decision i ever made. It 100% makes existing worse.
 
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