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Sep 21, 2025
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4:00 am. Sleep / wake cycle every hour. So desperate to ctb. Crawling out of my skin with it. So many reasons to do this … it feels like I'm being mocked.
 
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Carryline

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Oct 11, 2025
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Same.. chronic insomnia is terrible.. i do not want to be here anymore
 
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killawithme

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Jan 2, 2026
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4:00 am. Sleep / wake cycle every hour. So desperate to ctb. Crawling out of my skin with it. So many reasons to do this … it feels like I'm being mocked.
same feel very tired and empty.
 
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It's never over
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