3 hours until SN.

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[MideonNViscera]

It's been awhile, so I hope you got what you wanted. Sounds like you were excited for it.

 

[outrider567]

Peace...no more problems....

 

[hunterfla]

Wonder how long until the "I was found" or "someone called 911" or "Im still here" post.

 

[HerculePoirot]

Wonder how long until the "I was found" or "someone called 911" or "Im still here" post.

What clues make you so suspicious?

 

[SeenMoreThanEnough]

What clues make you so suspicious?

Something about this makes me doubt it too. I can't see their post history -- do you know their story?

 

[HerculePoirot]

Something about this makes me doubt it too. I can't see their post history -- do you know their story?

No. Other recent dubious fail threads make us ultra suspicious apparently.

 

[SeenMoreThanEnough]

No. Other recent dubious fail threads make us ultra suspicious apparently.

I agree. And if I did it, there would definitely be proof -- time lapse, dead-mans switch, live stream, whatever. But there would be proof. Ambiguity breeds suspicion.

 

[HerculePoirot]

Anyway, if this thread is a fake, Hunterfla's suspicions will have definitely ruined the scheme.
Wait and see.

 

[MideonNViscera]

I agree. And if I did it, there would definitely be proof -- time lapse, dead-mans switch, live stream, whatever. But there would be proof. Ambiguity breeds suspicion.

Uh, you guys are pretty far up your own asses, huh?

 

[SeenMoreThanEnough]

Uh, you guys are pretty far up your own asses, huh?

Your opinion. And you are entitled to it. But by the way..Do you not think, or even partially agree, with all of the fake ctb posts or pull-backs or whatever -- that, if people want to make a huge production out of it -- a little proof should be in order? No, it's not for morbid viewing reasons..but maybe to give someone else the courage? Ever think of that? Maybe you're the one up your own ass?

 

[MideonNViscera]

I think it's a shared dream amongst all of us that our deaths can afford somebody the opportunity to try to look smart on the internet.

Edit: Oh they edited a bunch more.

What I think is that none of us are owed a god damn thing from people who are ending their own lives, and only an insecure fool is more concerned about not being tricked than showing a bit of empathy when they have nothing to lose for it.

 

[Mofreeko]

This is actually the first SN goodbye thread in a while that didn't raise my suspicion. She hasn't been on the website since the last time she posted and she even provided a pic of her crushing up propranolol. The last bunch of posts were all full of weird inconsistencies and far fetched claims that off the top of my head were sipping the SN for hours on end, making two posts contradicting how much SN was taken, being very dramatic and saying stuff like "my body was stiff as a board, I felt my life slipping away, I was screaming in agony, ect", claiming they lost two months of memory but it all came back to them about how horrible SN was, two of them claimed to take quite a lot (30 grams and around 10 grams respectively) not vomit and then wake up in the morning with barely any consequences.. I'm sure there's more sketchy stuff about that failure posts, but you get the idea. I have no problem with this post as it seems to fit other success cases and if you take 25g of SN you're not going to be on the forum the very next day talking about it I don't care who you are.

 

[Asiam]

Wow I'm so proud of this person.
I really hope they found their peace and it wasn't painful

 

[Winterreise]

A couple of joe Rogans are not fully convinced of the authenticity of this post. A reminder of the world she left behind. A world under the microscope of orators.

 

[Dot]

I agree. And if I did it, there would definitely be proof -- time lapse, dead-mans switch, live stream, whatever. But there would be proof. Ambiguity breeds suspicion.

Thnk = importnt 2 remmbr tht ctb = v persnl xpernce & no1 owes n.e1 els evdnce or = respnsbl fr givng othrs courge

Rip 2 OP if thr ctb ws 'sccessfl'

 

[Jadzia]

A couple of joe Rogans are not fully convinced of the authenticity of this post. A reminder of the world she left behind. A world under the microscope of orators.

What do you mean by Joe Rogans?

 

[Forever Sleep]

This is actually the first SN goodbye thread in a while that didn't raise my suspicion. She hasn't been on the website since the last time she posted and she even provided a pic of her crushing up propranolol. The last bunch of posts were all full of weird inconsistencies and far fetched claims that off the top of my head were sipping the SN for hours on end, making two posts contradicting how much SN was taken, being very dramatic and saying stuff like "my body was stiff as a board, I felt my life slipping away, I was screaming in agony, ect", claiming they lost two months of memory but it all came back to them about how horrible SN was, two of them claimed to take quite a lot (30 grams and around 10 grams respectively) not vomit and then wake up in the morning with barely any consequences.. I'm sure there's more sketchy stuff about that failure posts, but you get the idea. I have no problem with this post as it seems to fit other success cases and if you take 25g of SN you're not going to be on the forum the very next day talking about it I don't care who you are.

You might be right. There may even be the odd pro life infiltrator on here telling horror stories about SN to scare other people off...Maybe...

HOWEVER- how on earth would you ever prove this? If you find a thread suspicious- that's your opinion, but it's been really disturbing to see people call the OP a flat out liar here recently. (Not saying you necessarily have...)

Consider this possibility: the OP consumes Sodium Nitrate under the understanding it was Nitrite. I think one brand in particular has been called into question recently. Either substances are likely to make you feel confused- plus- you have just survived an attempt on your own life- you're not likely to be thinking crystal clearly. You will also be experiencing side effects, have no idea how much you've damaged yourself and- everyone has a different pain and fear tolerance. Those recent posts could just as well have been true.

Plus- if they are- they actually assist us in working out why an attempt is more likely to fail. I'm not saying don't ask questions (so long as the OP is up for answering them...) I'm just saying- shouldn't we at least TRY to be sympathetic to someone who very well might have gone through something very traumatic?

I do hope in this case that the OP is at peace now.

 

[Mofreeko]

You might be right. There may even be the odd pro life infiltrator on here telling horror stories about SN to scare other people off...Maybe...

HOWEVER- how on earth would you ever prove this? If you find a thread suspicious- that's your opinion, but it's been really disturbing to see people call the OP a flat out liar here recently. (Not saying you necessarily have...)

Consider this possibility: the OP consumes Sodium Nitrate under the understanding it was Nitrite. I think one brand in particular has been called into question recently. Either substances are likely to make you feel confused- plus- you have just survived an attempt on your own life- you're not likely to be thinking crystal clearly. You will also be experiencing side effects, have no idea how much you've damaged yourself and- everyone has a different pain and fear tolerance. Those recent posts could just as well have been true.

Plus- if they are- they actually assist us in working out why an attempt is more likely to fail. I'm not saying don't ask questions (so long as the OP is up for answering them...) I'm just saying- shouldn't we at least TRY to be sympathetic to someone who very well might have gone through something very traumatic?

I do hope in this case that the OP is at peace now.

I'm not looking for proof, I've just been pointing out odd details in the other recent failure posts. This post has no odd details whatsoever.

 

[OldDrummer]

Safe travels.

 

[SeenMoreThanEnough]

Thnk = importnt 2 remmbr tht ctb = v persnl xpernce & no1 owes n.e1 els evdnce or = respnsbl fr givng othrs courge

Rip 2 OP if thr ctb ws 'sccessfl'

Yeah, you're right. I'm sorry for what I said. Each person has the right to their own journey. Sorry about that.

Hi y'all! Today is the day I'm finally doing it.
As the title suggests, I'm currently on my last day here after following the anti-emetic diet for the SN method.
So before d-wording I'm gonna post here what I've been doing so as to provide a point of reference and support if anyone is planning to take their SALT
I'm following Stan's procedure for this!

☆Day 1☆
•6:00 AM: Ate a bunch of chocolate treats, and potato chips to start my fasting for the day. (Not a very good meal but meh)
•13:00 PM: Took my first 10mg anti-emetic, and went to sleep.
•21:00 PM: Woke up and took my second anti-emetic.
•5:00 AM: took my third anti-emetic. The first day is finished!

☆Day 2☆
•8:00 AM: Ate chocolate, then water biscuits and gelatin to get me through the second day.
•11:00 AM: Went for a 2 hour walk.
•13:00 PM: Took the first anti-emetic for today after arriving home.
•21:00 PM: Second anti-emetic and went to sleep.
•2:00 AM: Woke up, drank some water since you're supposed to not drink anything 2 or 3 hours before drinking the SN.
•2:14 AM: Finishing writing this.
•4:00 AM: I'll take 600mg of Ibuprofen for pain killing purposes.
•4:15 AM: 30mg of anti-emetics and 40mg of beta blocker for the accelereted heart rate, posible stress and such.
•5:00 AM: Going to take 25mg of SN and 200mg of beta blocker dissolved in 50mg of water. After that it's time to go to bed, relax, and hope for the best!

In case this doesn't work I've got a whole lot of vitamin C to stop possible symptoms if the method fails. Vitamin C is a cure for SN, so stay away from it when doing the SN method!

Finished drafting and printing my note for my b-word of a family to read and seethe. Haha!

Pretty satisfied with all of this tbh. Got to do it young so that's nice.

Rest in eternal peace, wherever you may be.

 

[magikalangelmimi]

hoping you found peace and happiness wherever you are, rest well sweet one :D safe travels!

 

[DeathBecomesMe_2021]

OP's last reply on their thread was on Wednesday 7:57 am. Last seen Wednesday at 8:13 am

 

[Winterreise]

What do you mean by Joe Rogans?

Skillfull orators who soil the reputation of people, groups of people, organizations. Often for political gain.

 

[damaged_soul]

vit c isn't gonna do anything. intravenously administered maybe but capsules? no chance it can do anything in time. methylene blue can be readily bought online btw if that's something you want to have just in case. although i guess in your case it's too late for that. good luck in whatever you decide to do

Wait so if we buy methylene blue online and keep it with us, does that bypass the need for us to go to the ER? In that case, that would be extremely helpful, as one of the main reasons I can't work up the courage to ctb is that I'm afraid I'll end up chickening out and going to the ER and then getting put into a psych ward.

 

[Dot]

Wait so if we buy methylene blue online and keep it with us, does that bypass the need for us to go to the ER? In that case, that would be extremely helpful, as one of the main reasons I can't work up the courage to ctb is that I'm afraid I'll end up chickening out and going to the ER and then getting put into a psych ward.

U wld nd 2 knw hw 2 adminstr it & hw mch 2 adminstr tho

 

[damaged_soul]

U wld nd 2 knw hw 2 adminstr it & hw mch 2 adminstr tho

Alright, how can I find that out?

 

[Dot]

Alright, how can I find that out?

D/ nt knw persnlly -- tht = specfc medcl knwldge

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry I missed your goodbye, I hope you are finally at peace now.

 

[DeadManLiving]

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