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Boardinboy101

Student
Dec 28, 2025
105
Today at 8pm. This time I WILL take the SN. Will keep you updated.
 
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cr7

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Jun 7, 2026
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If you don't mind me asking, what caused you to fail last time around, and what have you tweaked to ensure that it'll work this time?
Best of luck <3
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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🕊️ peace and love to you, my friend
 
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Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
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You will need alot of luck, have good luck.
 
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Boardinboy101

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Dec 28, 2025
105
If you don't mind me asking, what caused you to fail last time around, and what have you tweaked to ensure that it'll work this time?
Best of luck <3
Last time (yesterday) I went through with the protocol but when it came time to drink the SN I couldn't get myself to do it. Still doing everything the same just hoping for better luck this time.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Only proceed if you feel really ready, nothing wrong with waiting until the day that you do.
 
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dear princess celestia i wanna kms
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Ben 111

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Apr 29, 2026
312
Remember to not go to the light after death...yull be manipulated by astral beings to come back to earth
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,606
I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Boardinboy101

Student
Dec 28, 2025
105
Been fasting for 6 hours. Now no liquids for the next 2.

T-45 min took the meto
 
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Boardinboy101

Student
Dec 28, 2025
105
I couldn't drink the SN AGAIN! I'm so fucking pissed. Why does this keep happening? Now I need to save my meto for when I absolutely know I'm going to do it because I only have 3 left.
 
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bruised_reed

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SI is VERY hard to overcome. You are not alone.
 
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