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Boardinboy101

Student
Dec 28, 2025
105
Today at 8pm. This time I WILL take the SN. Will keep you updated.
 
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gentarouhongou

gentarouhongou

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Jun 7, 2026
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If you don't mind me asking, what caused you to fail last time around, and what have you tweaked to ensure that it'll work this time?
Best of luck <3
 
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benny

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Jun 29, 2026
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Best of luck
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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🕊️ peace and love to you, my friend
 
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Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
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You will need alot of luck, have good luck.
 
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Boardinboy101

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Dec 28, 2025
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If you don't mind me asking, what caused you to fail last time around, and what have you tweaked to ensure that it'll work this time?
Best of luck <3
Last time (yesterday) I went through with the protocol but when it came time to drink the SN I couldn't get myself to do it. Still doing everything the same just hoping for better luck this time.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Only proceed if you feel really ready, nothing wrong with waiting until the day that you do.
 
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notsosillybilly

dear princess celestia i wanna kms
Apr 8, 2026
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Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
201
Remember to not go to the light after death...yull be manipulated by astral beings to come back to earth
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,107
I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Boardinboy101

Student
Dec 28, 2025
105
Been fasting for 6 hours. Now no liquids for the next 2.

T-45 min took the meto
 
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Boardinboy101

Student
Dec 28, 2025
105
I couldn't drink the SN AGAIN! I'm so fucking pissed. Why does this keep happening? Now I need to save my meto for when I absolutely know I'm going to do it because I only have 3 left.
 
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bruised_reed

Student
Apr 1, 2026
147
SI is VERY hard to overcome. You are not alone.
 
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