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staticdepression
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- Jan 18, 2024
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Hi fellow travels.
I've read almost all the popular methods here.
CO seemed to be the easily accessible and most peaceful, at least for me.
Tried jumping too never had the balls to press space. Tried cutting too, same thing.
So 6 months ago I tried CO poisoning.
I took a couple of painkillers then I burned charcoal and put the red product in my very small bathroom and sat there watching TikTok.
After some time breathing got really really hard so SI kicked in and I exited the room.
I was very dizzy and weak so just lied on the ground and had trouble breathing and I felt I was dying and all I could think was "I don't wanna die" until I recovered after half an hour. Did not call ER.
Anyways...
Headaches and dizziness and hot room were bearable but why did I feel suffocation like that?
Too much CO? Do I need to leave some oxygen in the room to not be suffocated by co, just poisoned by it?
Maybe should've waited more on charcoal to burn more and become "ashy" and not so red?
Before charcoal, about a year ago, I tried gas heater as well,
I removed it's ventilators and sealed the windows and doors..
So I was breathing all the "products" as I fell asleep.
All that happened was I woke up to a very hot room with headaches and dizziness so I opened the windows..
CO2 was worse than Co I guess...
I have done research, in my country many people die in their sleep with co poisoning simply by their faulty heater.
But why didn't it work for me?
I want to try with a heater again to make it look like an accident
Will it work if I take heavy sleeping pills?
Will it work if I don't turn the heat too high to avoid the hot room?
I wanted to share story of my recent attempts and I appreciate it if someone have done research about this and can answer my questions. I haven't had success on searching nor attemting.
I even fail at ctb, imagine my life...
I've read almost all the popular methods here.
CO seemed to be the easily accessible and most peaceful, at least for me.
Tried jumping too never had the balls to press space. Tried cutting too, same thing.
So 6 months ago I tried CO poisoning.
I took a couple of painkillers then I burned charcoal and put the red product in my very small bathroom and sat there watching TikTok.
After some time breathing got really really hard so SI kicked in and I exited the room.
I was very dizzy and weak so just lied on the ground and had trouble breathing and I felt I was dying and all I could think was "I don't wanna die" until I recovered after half an hour. Did not call ER.
Anyways...
Headaches and dizziness and hot room were bearable but why did I feel suffocation like that?
Too much CO? Do I need to leave some oxygen in the room to not be suffocated by co, just poisoned by it?
Maybe should've waited more on charcoal to burn more and become "ashy" and not so red?
Before charcoal, about a year ago, I tried gas heater as well,
I removed it's ventilators and sealed the windows and doors..
So I was breathing all the "products" as I fell asleep.
All that happened was I woke up to a very hot room with headaches and dizziness so I opened the windows..
CO2 was worse than Co I guess...
I have done research, in my country many people die in their sleep with co poisoning simply by their faulty heater.
But why didn't it work for me?
I want to try with a heater again to make it look like an accident
Will it work if I take heavy sleeping pills?
Will it work if I don't turn the heat too high to avoid the hot room?
I wanted to share story of my recent attempts and I appreciate it if someone have done research about this and can answer my questions. I haven't had success on searching nor attemting.
I even fail at ctb, imagine my life...