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Suicide Discussion

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Tombs_in_your_eyes
How do you cope when the emotional pain is so bad you want to CTB *right now* but you can't?
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0
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287
Tombs_in_your_eyes
Tombs_in_your_eyes
darkenmydoorstep
Just me rambling again
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0
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313
darkenmydoorstep
darkenmydoorstep
BecomingDiamond
Venting I asked my brother if he wanted to die with me. I feel like such a horrible sister.
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7
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1K
Worndown
Worndown
Musiclover338
If you do SN CTB will you have a open casket or closed casket
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10
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776
cosmic-realism
C
Sadness20
I'm tired and done.
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1
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342
maniac116
maniac116
broth0100
Discussion Anybody here have hypochondria?
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0
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290
broth0100
broth0100
N
I am in a clinic for suicidal people their Methods are so weird
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11
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1K
cosmosis
cosmosis
P
Venting Life is not meant to be lived like this
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3
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537
yabujin
yabujin
paredler
I want to commit su!×›ide because I have no self discipline to lose weight and become muscular
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1
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346
Jealous Blackheart
Jealous Blackheart
Frowny
Will I die from a 10th floor jump?
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6
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814
yabujin
yabujin
Twinkle
Venting My brain doesn't work because I am depressed??? Help?
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1
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447
mars_b4rz
M
LifeIsASadist
Venting I have been testing suicide methods lately
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3
Views
682
Thisisnotaname
T
N
I might caused someone accidentally to ctb in real life
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12
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2K
Thisisnotaname
T
C
The universe is calling me
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0
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302
cosmic-realism
C
Praying 4 a Miracle
Is there anyone else who is very new to suffering?
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3
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512
Tombs_in_your_eyes
Tombs_in_your_eyes
GroundControl
Venting Bad News
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1
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433
TransfemCutter
TransfemCutter
dm1444
Let's go
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18
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1K
L'absent
L'absent
KillingPain267
Method How much meto is necessary for the SN method?
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1
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401
Agon321
Agon321
nomoredolor
Story I thought I was having a heart attack and felt relieved
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5
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740
nomoredolor
nomoredolor
lostmilo
Venting Suicide notes are so exhausting
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4
Views
596
Blue Dream
Blue Dream
B
I feel so relieved - Found DMC
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8
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958
yabujin
yabujin
4
When and how i’ll do it
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1
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342
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nancyboy
Venting im unlovable
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2
Views
355
Tombs_in_your_eyes
Tombs_in_your_eyes
Lish
Discussion Fear of Failure
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3
Views
482
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CatLove56
Anyone ever stop taking their meds?
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14
Views
607
identity0
identity0
cat_rina
Thoughts about insulin as a method?
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0
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446
cat_rina
cat_rina
squidsponge
Wanting to kms but im a senior in college (?) so it’s complicated
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3
Views
389
Tombs_in_your_eyes
Tombs_in_your_eyes
W
Help Are there any Indians on here
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3
Views
488
wanda
W
ringo99
Venting Is anyone else consciously or unconsciously doing stuff to push away the people around them?
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18
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1K
Leiot
Leiot
Hereafter
Mod available
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1
Views
367
rainwillneverstop
rainwillneverstop
TransfemCutter
  • Question
Help Why is my blood clear?
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5
Views
575
TransfemCutter
TransfemCutter
N
Everyone expects me to commit suicide now
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7
Views
549
noname223
N
Zanmato
Venting Staying in bed
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0
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570
Zanmato
Zanmato
boywhowasneverloved
Is this painless
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1
Views
406
TransfemCutter
TransfemCutter
rainw3rld4ngel
Using prescribed opioids to make other methods easier ?
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2
Views
479
identity0
identity0
U
No, I will not call the crisis line.
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28
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5K
Unspoken7612
U
N
Does anyone else feel responsible for someone's suicide how Do you deal with it?
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3
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393
noname223
N
N
The message spread in the clinic and everyone is blaming me even the staff for her suicide the feeling is unimaginable
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7
Views
780
noname223
N
Maw
Help I want to die so bad
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5
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1K
AnderDethsky
AnderDethsky
ratgirl99
Venting I‘m so afraid of next year
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1
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342
scarletrat
scarletrat
lavenderlilylies
Venting we love people when it’s too late
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3
Views
521
squidsponge
squidsponge
yabujin
I just had a dream about cannibalism
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5
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503
pyx
P
cait_sith
Light degrading SN?
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6
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527
cowboypants
cowboypants
Hereafter
having crisis, need support
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8
Views
475
lifeisactualtorture
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guineapiglover8503
Venting I am fucking tired of the transphobia and antisemitism
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16
Views
1K
BeijaFlor
BeijaFlor
Call_of-the_Void
Discussion A deep seated fear.
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0
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298
Call_of-the_Void
Call_of-the_Void
S
Venting Lost my best friend
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0
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247
Sanctioned993924
S
Cyagangy
Venting Close one today
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0
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350
Cyagangy
Cyagangy
C
Rope question
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3
Views
703
Aimiya
Aimiya
hematomatema
Help Not sure if I found the correct DMC - anyone able to verify?
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10
Views
1K
mangopie
mangopie
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