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Suicide Discussion

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compulsoryaliveness
  • Question
What would lessen the blow for you, if someone you loved ctb?
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5
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703
Hojag
Hojag
M
  • Question
Hanging is so painful
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10
Views
3K
thronesick
thronesick
fkyou
  • Question
Discussion I don't understand the people who keep living despite it being a shitty situation?
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15
Views
1K
shocksites
shocksites
A
Dmc taking 25 days to deliver
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2
Views
879
summersolstice101
summersolstice101
Ysnmldao
Help Sn Delivery questions
Replies
2
Views
812
summersolstice101
summersolstice101
O
Getting N in Mexico - worth trying?
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11
Views
1K
summersolstice101
summersolstice101
petiterat
SN in Aus
Replies
4
Views
806
summersolstice101
summersolstice101
CTB_random
amazon sn
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2
Views
685
annointed_towers
annointed_towers
adoringmydarling
Why is everything so hard for me, I don't think I was made for this world
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8
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1K
hardcorebisnis
hardcorebisnis
WhiteRaven
  • Question
What about cutting is bad?
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9
Views
814
donttalktome
D
Defenestration
Drink...
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0
Views
492
Defenestration
Defenestration
T
Pathetic desperation
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0
Views
457
thereisnoone
T
W
Venting don't enjoy living nor the thought of dying
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0
Views
476
wonderfulheaven
W
PlagueVictim
Would these methods work?
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4
Views
800
ShatteredSerenity
ShatteredSerenity
B
Today might be the day
Replies
7
Views
935
beyondgone
B
boxingbeagle
Dark Web N… possible source found.
Replies
32
Views
5K
wyo777
W
thomasfoolery
Help gonna try again, need advice
Replies
3
Views
480
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
Lo$t95
Venting CTB location
Replies
1
Views
415
Euthanza
Euthanza
failureofahuman
Venting I feel like I’m going insane
Replies
4
Views
446
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
altkey
Venting Almost did it today
Replies
5
Views
630
altkey
altkey
guineapiglover8503
  • Poll
Discussion What do you do when you have really bad suicidal thoughts? pick your top 4
Replies
63
Views
3K
pulleditnearlyoff
P
losttagain
  • Question
Help Benzos (sn)
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12
Views
1K
trashhologram
trashhologram
snaiI
rubbing alcohol!
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0
Views
313
snaiI
snaiI
yeahyeahyeahfan
Trying to buy a firearm, need a doctor's note. Advice?
Replies
7
Views
882
yeahyeahyeahfan
yeahyeahyeahfan
M
Venting I am weighing down my family
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2
Views
599
blankfairy
blankfairy
blankfairy
Venting Friendship feels so performative today
Replies
0
Views
275
blankfairy
blankfairy
Kimlett
Venting I may have to ctb sooner or later
Replies
2
Views
640
Kimlett
Kimlett
losttagain
Discussion SN vs opioids vs barbiturates
Replies
10
Views
758
SNastablesalt
SNastablesalt
BBY
Venting Temptation
Replies
1
Views
332
kitia973
kitia973
C
Help I finally understand what does boiling point mean
Replies
5
Views
772
Forveleth
F
fkyou
  • Question
Discussion Is suicide common or rare ?
Replies
11
Views
705
Gone soon
Gone soon
F
impact to therapist after i exit
Replies
3
Views
589
areyousafe??
A
Average Joe
Venting Wish benzos were easily available
Replies
5
Views
594
Valhala
Valhala
OctaviasBurner
Looking for a friend.
Replies
4
Views
467
CogitoMori
C
I
  • Question
DMC Delivery time (UK)
Replies
5
Views
800
cazza82
cazza82
Lo$t95
Venting Can’t stop drinking/cutting while drunk
Replies
12
Views
774
2messdup
2messdup
MeowTheFlemishCat
Discussion Anyone suicidal over abuse?
Replies
8
Views
707
MeowTheFlemishCat
MeowTheFlemishCat
P
Blood Pressure Meds
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5
Views
614
Peter Skellern
P
itsokayitokay
  • Question
i need help
Replies
4
Views
487
itsokayitokay
itsokayitokay
RosebyAnyName
Venting Internet addiction ruined my life
Replies
25
Views
2K
EternalLight
E
cazza82
Finally get it
Replies
2
Views
504
cazza82
cazza82
S
I failed...
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11
Views
1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
P
Survival instinct with sn
Replies
16
Views
1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
Versailles
Venting I feel like a coward for not having done CTB despite the misfortunes I have had to endure.
Replies
3
Views
463
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
V
  • Poll
Kenneth Law trial will be in january 2026
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8
Views
939
L'absent
L'absent
M
Discussion Amount of Acetaminophen to be sick?
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0
Views
285
melonpan
M
-Tandem-
Help Would my friend get in trouble if I used his gun?
Replies
2
Views
458
Shadows From Hell
Shadows From Hell
S
How can i stop survival instinct on painful nylon twine rope?
Replies
0
Views
287
sameoldsaint
S
IWantAPerfectSoul
Hypothetical, if emergency services found you during a SN attempt what are the chances they could 'rescue' you?
Replies
16
Views
1K
Dot
Dot
fkyou
  • Question
Discussion Why ami the only one that see/have a problem with something
Replies
0
Views
267
fkyou
fkyou
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