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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Venting Feeling of peace
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1
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550
happier than ever
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ParalyzedVeteran
Do you feel the need to go home to CTB but that place is long gone?
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1
Views
254
sadalways
sadalways
H
  • Question
SN - what can happen if things go wrong
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26
Views
2K
NitrogenAfternoon
NitrogenAfternoon
Cheesecake
Venting How come my loved ones dont make me change my mind?
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2
Views
657
niki wonoto
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ambivalent_thespian
craving bad connection
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3
Views
337
ambivalent_thespian
ambivalent_thespian
M
Ive made my decision
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5
Views
450
Lish
Lish
SchrodingerIsDed
Venting Pissed off. SN purity tests all failed on all batches
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10
Views
1K
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
H
undetectable - how to
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6
Views
840
happier than ever
H
Pryras
Has anyone decided to become a live kidney donor?
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4
Views
353
sadalways
sadalways
StrawberryRed
Psychotic Depression
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2
Views
523
newstart2000
newstart2000
R
Help Sn method update
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3
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1K
SchrodingerIsDed
SchrodingerIsDed
MicahBell
Venting im just so bored of life.
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3
Views
625
kosmischerunfall
kosmischerunfall
C
  • Question
what if the package is opened by costums?
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1
Views
357
SchrodingerIsDed
SchrodingerIsDed
Darkover
Venting Life is the cruelest prison in the universe
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2
Views
465
Forever Sleep
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rotten
Venting I’m afraid
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1
Views
522
8leveloquenfrn4evr8
8
opheliaoveragain
Venting I just want it to be over.
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24
Views
1K
DOHARDTHINGS24
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cylus46
Venting I wish friends cared about me the way i do them
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7
Views
747
8leveloquenfrn4evr8
8
Mooncry
Venting I wish no one loved me
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0
Views
586
Mooncry
Mooncry
BecomingTired
Venting Almost illegible vent
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2
Views
471
uchuunekoko
uchuunekoko
I
Help POV You Ordered from DMC on your first try!
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27
Views
3K
cpampaspt
C
P
Has anyone that not American managed to pay DMC by Amazon giftcard?
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0
Views
248
purplesky9
P
P
Help HEROIN OD questions
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12
Views
2K
ovaltinee99
O
5karlet
anyone else in limbo?
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18
Views
870
WhiskeySolstice
WhiskeySolstice
I
Venting I hate Myself
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2
Views
674
Ilovetoomuch
I
C
Help SN - Alchohol and Other questions
Replies
1
Views
359
hellworldprincess
hellworldprincess
Gstreater
Venting [TW:SH] My thigh is sensitive to the touch now
Replies
1
Views
398
VisionW0lf
V
RegretedFeeling
Jump video I saw on Facebook just now
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4
Views
457
StrawberryRed
StrawberryRed
Lo$t95
Discussion Is it pathetic I am using Grok to destress before CTB? Really fucked up atm… Thoughts on not leaving a note?
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6
Views
403
Lo$t95
Lo$t95
J
Discussion suicide note
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9
Views
732
hereornot
hereornot
KillingPain267
Method Is it possible to have a rope ready and tied in mind bag, and then whenever by pass by a sturdy branch crawl up and lower myself from it
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1
Views
306
Worndown
Worndown
KillingPain267
Venting What could be the worst outcome if I OD on opioids, benzos and booze but don't die?
Replies
7
Views
664
SchrodingerIsDed
SchrodingerIsDed
Christian5483
Is there anyone else here who want to ctb because of love?
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20
Views
1K
2minutes2ctb
2
squidsponge
Getting hit by a car method
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12
Views
1K
dark archon
dark archon
CTB Dream
Venting no way
Replies
1
Views
508
DeathSleep
DeathSleep
Q
Discussion There's never a good time
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3
Views
388
ForeverCaHa
ForeverCaHa
futurebuscatcher
Venting I hate being ugly.
Replies
5
Views
675
wanttobelieve65
wanttobelieve65
H
Will my method likely work
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3
Views
535
kitchenwindow197
kitchenwindow197
piercedwounds
Venting I just lost my only friend
Replies
8
Views
710
piercedwounds
piercedwounds
deadbidaylight
  • Question
Help Question about hanging
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0
Views
512
deadbidaylight
deadbidaylight
mob
Discussion Do you take meds for your mental illness(es)? Do they help?
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34
Views
3K
DeathSleep
DeathSleep
HereWeGo!
Discussion Alcohol increases risk of failure?
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2
Views
539
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
LavĂ­nia
Story that's why
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0
Views
494
LavĂ­nia
LavĂ­nia
jisatsu88
  • Question
Question about shotgun ctb
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8
Views
1K
Dak
Dak
DarkestSoul
Venting Escaping this existence.An attempt.Goodbye Thread(SN)
Replies
9
Views
838
maniac116
maniac116
Eudaimonic
Discussion What do you think about open individualism?
Replies
11
Views
872
wiggy
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synthetic_suicide
Discussion Synthetic suicide, the death that everybody of us was waiting for
Replies
33
Views
2K
wiggy
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nomoredolor
Venting There won’t be any more failed attempts. (Rambles)
Replies
3
Views
964
nomoredolor
nomoredolor
ForeverCaHa
  • Poll
SN - lights on or lights off?
Replies
3
Views
608
ForeverCaHa
ForeverCaHa
lamy's sacred sleep
Venting what's wrong with me
Replies
5
Views
703
anonymouswebuser
anonymouswebuser
5karlet
today was a good day
Replies
0
Views
211
5karlet
5karlet
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