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Suicide Discussion

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notgonnamakeit
Help best medications for overcoming SI?
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4
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820
notgonnamakeit
notgonnamakeit
outerspaceangel999
how do I stop worrying about the future I won't have?
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5
Views
668
HiImMisanthrope
HiImMisanthrope
De4dX3nd
Venting I feel like all my friend's have been avoiding me.
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3
Views
826
Electra
Electra
moonflow3r
how to get controlled medication
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0
Views
228
moonflow3r
moonflow3r
princeseadove
Method Partial Hanging from chair?
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0
Views
414
princeseadove
princeseadove
C
I loved an abuser, now he's CTB'ed
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0
Views
467
come to dust
C
ForeverCaHa
Fixed date or no?
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3
Views
345
ventingfrustrations
ventingfrustrations
WanderingTiger
Venting My fear of getting old and having a painful death
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15
Views
1K
Echo
Echo
happynot
No access to a gun
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42
Views
2K
29Forever
29Forever
O
Method Hanging is probably very painful
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51
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8K
29Forever
29Forever
B
Help I don't know what to do now (need urgent help or opinions)
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16
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
S
Discussion cognitive effects of trauma and mental health issues
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3
Views
509
Hollowman
H
amomentspeace
Venting Dealing with loneliness studying abroad
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0
Views
390
amomentspeace
amomentspeace
DimaD
Help with Exit Bag
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3
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1K
devils~advocate
D
TheHolySword
misunderstood
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2
Views
447
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
EmpressDean
Help Nitrogen Setup help idea
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14
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2K
grapevoid
grapevoid
M
Venting Wake up dead
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2
Views
770
F@#$
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Gstreater
Venting I'm so tired, i want to give up but i know i can't yet.
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1
Views
326
Dak
Dak
Echo
If you knew what happens after death would CTB be an easier decision?
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18
Views
1K
Yonlux
Yonlux
imveryretarded
Excited to attempt suicide tonight
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9
Views
1K
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
justanotherhuman237
How can I become more apathetic and desensitized
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16
Views
861
Electra
Electra
ventingfrustrations
  • Question
Survive jumping
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0
Views
664
ventingfrustrations
ventingfrustrations
995.
SN Resistance?
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8
Views
739
Dante_
Dante_
strawberrypinkloves
Eating disorder
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21
Views
1K
spicerymer
S
seaquake
I'm afraid of pain
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5
Views
558
seaquake
seaquake
P
  • Poll
Where do u belong?
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1
Views
320
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
bugs_for_brains
Discussion I miss my best friend and idk if i made the right choice
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1
Views
696
cassie
cassie
ventingfrustrations
I’m not going to do it but does anyone know if inhaling gasoline from an air mask would work with carbon monoxide poisoning
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5
Views
419
ventingfrustrations
ventingfrustrations
Gromit-CTB
Discussion Need a way to ctb
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14
Views
1K
Temporary Breakway
T
Hagi_Im
Discussion I feel peaceful and tired
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0
Views
514
Hagi_Im
Hagi_Im
saturn1402
What will happen to my social media after CTB?
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3
Views
437
fly
fly
T
Resource SN arrival timeline to the US
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30
Views
2K
tartvinegar
T
L'absent
Discussion Why All These Useless Threads About the Use and Effectiveness of Firearms?
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31
Views
5K
Temporary Breakway
T
D
Story No longer Human
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12
Views
1K
dolores69
D
Igotaplane
  • Question
Trouble Writing my CTB note
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2
Views
523
Igotaplane
Igotaplane
ImNotReal
Anyone got suicide notes they wouldn't mind sharing?
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4
Views
472
lamy's sacred sleep
lamy's sacred sleep
Rye
Corpse zombie
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1
Views
497
Electra
Electra
Elzar
Method Taking SN when you have diarrhea
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10
Views
896
Elzar
Elzar
g0ne1nthew1nd
Is there a chance my phone will be searched when I CTB?
Replies
32
Views
2K
Shadows From Hell
Shadows From Hell
HilbertLingling
  • Question
Discussion why have fear on my 3rd suicide attempt?
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9
Views
882
SVEN
SVEN
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Venting What do I do in the meantime?
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1
Views
289
Crow_88
Crow_88
N
Can someone keep me company
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0
Views
285
Notaname
N
D
  • Poll
Would you try CTB if you were rich ?
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57
Views
2K
ForgottenAgain
ForgottenAgain
D
Venting Overstaying my welcome
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1
Views
580
Droso
Droso
KillingPain267
Method Which of the following two methods is better?
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8
Views
811
grapevoid
grapevoid
K
Feels like I have no other option
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1
Views
605
grapevoid
grapevoid
N
I just drank SN
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22
Views
1K
ihatemyselfwanttodi
ihatemyselfwanttodi
R
  • Question
Method Thoughts on this CTB method
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2
Views
759
Life'sA6itch
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langelic
Venting Too much stress in a short amount of time
Replies
1
Views
673
Life'sA6itch
L
Saponification
Anyone else leads a healthy lifestyle despite being depressed?
Replies
5
Views
436
Life'sA6itch
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