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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Alexsei
DMC delivery timeframe
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6
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997
grapevoid
grapevoid
g0ne1nthew1nd
Venting Need to lose 20lbs in 2 weeks
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10
Views
938
theolivanderroach
theolivanderroach
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Want to die, worried about impact on my children
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79
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6K
bhaloo
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notmyusername
Discussion A rant and update, I suppose. Happy MAR10 day by the way...
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0
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498
notmyusername
notmyusername
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Has anyone bought 200g of SN?
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5
Views
384
cooked825
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brainwormz
Venting I'm an outcast
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0
Views
364
brainwormz
brainwormz
LunarEc
  • Poll
Discussion Question to people who'll CTB soon
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17
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1K
heliumcpap
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LigottiSchopenhauer
I'm back here and I'm suicidal again
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8
Views
792
LigottiSchopenhauer
LigottiSchopenhauer
O
Venting My breakup destroyed me
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15
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1K
23421
2
P
I am probably unemployable now
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6
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839
needthebus
needthebus
longlifetolive
Is anyone exited to ctb?
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24
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722
grapevoid
grapevoid
DexterMorgan
Help Best rope possible? (Partial)
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2
Views
387
longlifetolive
longlifetolive
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Method are these meds good to ctb
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4
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537
Kbeau
K
W
Final SN question
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6
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1K
Saponification
Saponification
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How to ctb in your sleep, inert gas with benzos, for those with minimal technical skills
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1
Views
482
Jadeith
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Anonymousa
Venting It feels worse that I am back to being in less denial about wanting a relationship
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16
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1K
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
CravingPeace
Discussion What is stopping you from CTB today?
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64
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4K
IsThisEverything
IsThisEverything
Pulling a Sangwoo
What was the most traumatic event in your life?
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31
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2K
vagabond_concerto
vagabond_concerto
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I fucking hate myself
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5
Views
353
Terribledays
T
citruslynx
Venting I'm borderline invisible.
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8
Views
855
graysme
graysme
2
Venting nobody really understands
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8
Views
963
relapse
relapse
CravingPeace
Discussion Do I ever want to get better?
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5
Views
557
CravingPeace
CravingPeace
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Venting I don't want to get better. Ever.
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5
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375
mysticatedwine
mysticatedwine
WrathfulGloom32
Help When you will CTB, how do you announce the police, who do you call, what do you do, so your body doesn't rot but you also don't get rescued (SN)
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6
Views
668
Thomas599
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d-tea
Venting Anyone else always being ignored in group discussions?
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3
Views
1K
Marbas
Marbas
Anonymousa
Venting I don't understand how people are supposed to live for themselves
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11
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1K
56842
56842
moonflow3r
SSRIs fucked me up
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11
Views
782
Marbas
Marbas
T
Venting The pressure to succeed (in the eyes of society) is immense
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18
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1K
tpboy
tpboy
Boots2Scoots
They call it Sunday Funday
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4
Views
603
Boots2Scoots
Boots2Scoots
inthebay
has anyone else committed a crime?
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54
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3K
ventingfrustrations
ventingfrustrations
A
I can only observe
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0
Views
295
Aplev
A
BlueButterfly111
Venting Being a young widow is the worst, to me!
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3
Views
735
zentiiicharcoal
zentiiicharcoal
S
Help I have just paid for my order of Sodium Nitrite online and I am feeling strong feelings of guilt...
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4
Views
822
bobblong
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returntostardust
Venting Numbness and feeling surreal
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8
Views
724
Forveleth
F
M
How painful is a Sodium Nitrite overdose
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96
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38K
Amarajoy
Amarajoy
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Story My plan
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3
Views
555
Oneiron
O
avoid
Venting Yesterday night
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1
Views
708
OhWellDerp321
O
S
Recent members experience with SN low dosage.
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12
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
emptymiku
haaahh i miss them so much i want to die
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10
Views
898
zentiiicharcoal
zentiiicharcoal
S
  • Question
How to search topics and message members - sorry if this is redundant
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5
Views
701
zentiiicharcoal
zentiiicharcoal
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SN is here.
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16
Views
845
waterrrrrrrrrbottel
W
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Story People are literally paid to harass me daily
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34
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4K
IsThisTheEnd?
IsThisTheEnd?
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Story I wasnt meant to.be here today. Prevented from ctb, and in despair
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9
Views
947
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
2
the myth of satisfaction
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4
Views
595
23421
2
H
My mom asked me to wait to ctb until after she dies
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7
Views
786
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SchrodingerIsDed
Story sn ctb'd
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35
Views
3K
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Gl1tch3d G1rl
KillingPain267
Venting To the suicidal, often family and psychiatrists act as prison guards guarding our way out
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3
Views
481
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
melancholymoonjuice
  • Question
Non overly obvious ways to self harm?
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3
Views
655
dead dav
dead dav
4Kumo7
Help Wanting to harm myself
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12
Views
678
4Kumo7
4Kumo7
HereWeGo!
Venting Didn't have the guts to CTB
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10
Views
1K
BreakBone2BreakBond
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