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Suicide Discussion

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A_Spartan_Dead
Discussion 80s &90s music talked about this apocalypse that's happening but we didn't listen. Now, we're all doomed.
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4
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617
A_Spartan_Dead
A_Spartan_Dead
montanatype
I just did a SN simulation with table salt and it was horrible lmao
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16
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1K
BullsDon'tFly
BullsDon'tFly
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Lost my gf
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5
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443
Vexadin
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Siamese Believe
How do I just accept the fact that nobody cares about me as much as I’d want?
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3
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416
Forever Sleep
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Siamese Believe
What is the absolute slowest and most painful way someone has killed themself?
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1
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314
Lov3
Lov3
NotSoEnchanted
First responders—feeling conflicted
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5
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1K
Gabbi_Station
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kennymal88
Help metal ring for hanging setup
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7
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870
-RedBirdOnASkull-
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Has anyone been a guide
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0
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409
urgent
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Method I dunno how but I successfully purchased high purity sodium nitrite from a reputable US chem company from within the US
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28
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2K
Ghandi
Ghandi
calebzz1
Sanctioned Suicide Introduction Post
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20
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4K
calebzz1
calebzz1
InsomniacPhantom
Discussion Self-harmer and CTB
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1
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427
mimimisaki
mimimisaki
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Registering for health insurance, despite its futility
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1
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346
vyvanceandvodka
vyvanceandvodka
Siamese Believe
If someone held a gun or knife to you, do you think you’d tell them to do it?
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9
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1K
Drogon
Drogon
thefarter
UK sn customs issues
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17
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1K
Ghandi
Ghandi
sadsillygoose
  • Question
Is procrastinating on ctb even possible?
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7
Views
758
BlockedintheUK
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OzymandiAsh
Private places for hanging?
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12
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917
Exhausted546
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sanctionedusage
how youll be acknowledged post-ctb
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17
Views
876
Baisley
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BrainSplatter
Getting clean from drugs in order to CTB
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0
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386
BrainSplatter
BrainSplatter
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If you were to choose
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4
Views
451
Baisley
B
hopeless302
The recommended way?
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6
Views
613
StoneBridge
S
I
Venting I'm A Suicidal Teaching Assistant
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1
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451
Forever Sleep
F
kĂ´rudelia-zejo
Venting Existence in human society is tiring as a non-human
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0
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467
kĂ´rudelia-zejo
kĂ´rudelia-zejo
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i dont know how i feel about that..
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2
Views
552
Forever Sleep
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WallTermite
Discussion Why does it hurt?
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3
Views
412
Forever Sleep
F
hypoxiaated
drinking my sn. this is goodbye.
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9
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1K
dalemar
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rotten_hrtz
Venting Why am I afraid of dying if it's the only thing I want?
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24
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2K
rotten_hrtz
rotten_hrtz
1NoOtherWay
Poem
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1
Views
434
EternallyCold
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Terrible_Life
Do you all also find it so surreal when thinking about committing suicide? Like you ask yourself is this all really happening right now?!
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18
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1K
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
NocturnalDistortion
Help What are the ways in which hanging can fail?
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2
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1K
perishsong
perishsong
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Venting I hate new years
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4
Views
498
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Siamese Believe
I can’t beat the pointlessness of it all, we literally just suffered for nothing
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3
Views
426
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Siamese Believe
Just ordered the knife, gotta wait for it to arrive
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13
Views
694
It'sFine
It'sFine
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  • Locked
Making friends as a sex repulsed anti sex woman
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25
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2K
hellonearth144
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HopelessBread
Venting I'm a lazy piece of shit but I just can't handle employment
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9
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1K
stardusted
stardusted
asgoodasdead
Discussion Things to do with money before CTB
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17
Views
740
yosukelvr
yosukelvr
NocturnalDistortion
My biggest fear is not committing suicide.
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10
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580
Forever Sleep
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Is my therapist right?
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15
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1K
Gabbi_Station
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C
Goodbye everybody, i have to go
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53
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3K
Realog11
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Aunty_Seuss
Venting Is anybody here disabled, chronically ill, terminally ill, neurodivergent etc.
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14
Views
874
LostAllHope666
LostAllHope666
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Discussion What are your thoughts on God and Hell regarding to suicide? do you believe in them?
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37
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2K
LostAllHope666
LostAllHope666
musingsofaghost
want to kill myself but circumstances won’t allow it
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0
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378
musingsofaghost
musingsofaghost
Happy Cat
Help So desperate to leave but can't find anyone to join me
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1
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412
idk i forgot xx
idk i forgot xx
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waiting for something to go wrong
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0
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287
endlessoldierr
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Venting Thinking of cutting off my testicles
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25
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2K
Ilovemyteddies
Ilovemyteddies
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Is SN the method to go?
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4
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1K
Realog11
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woofwag
How sure are you that you will CTB?
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35
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1K
woofwag
woofwag
lovelulu
What does SN mean?
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4
Views
514
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
Siamese Believe
Do you ever end up accidentally talking about suicide with family?
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9
Views
522
SanagiMezamete
SanagiMezamete
darksouls2kicksass
Help Pre-CTB prep...
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6
Views
746
Realog11
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I used a fake identity at a suicide crisis clinic
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6
Views
668
metfan647
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