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lovelulu

lovelulu

even the iron still fears the rot.
Jan 3, 2026
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im new here still so idk what SN means
 
BillyBob

BillyBob

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Jun 14, 2018
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Sodium Nitrite
 
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EternallyCold

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Dec 8, 2025
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This is for new users on here.

N stands for Nembutal. It's used in physician assisted suicide and to euthanize animals. You can find more information about it in the peaceful pill handbook.

We aren't allowed to give personal information on people who have resources, so you'll have to also look at the peaceful pill handbook. We tend to use initials only, A, B, N.

PPH or PePH or any variation is peaceful pill handbook.

SN stands for sodium nitrite. It's an inorganic salt. There's also more information in the PPH.

Ctb means catch the bus or to kill yourself.

If you want to find more resources, there is a resources pinned in the sanctioned suicide forum. You can also search megathreads. There are megathreads on getting N from A, one on SN, one on hanging, and others.

Feel free to add any that I missed.
I recommend reading this thread
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

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Jan 5, 2025
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It's sodiiuum nnitrite
 
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