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smirks00ts

smirks00ts

have you...ever done something that you regret?
Jul 12, 2026
70
title. I assume this wont lead far as I live in saudi which sucks for suicidal people like me. but im still searching. its kind of possible. I think, theres only a few sites selling it and they dont ask for a corporation on check out. but theyre quite expensive with shipping.

what should I check for so its like. a good type of SN? and also what would happen if I ordered it? thank you!
 
meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
366
idk if MIC is good for saudi, but you can try buying from there maybe?

there's not really a good or bad SN, since it's a pretty basic chemical, but you need 95% purity or more to kill yourself
 

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