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Suicide Discussion

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Method Nembutal mix
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the_inbetween
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astro
Discussion Was anybody else doing very well before becoming sick?
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terry_a_davis
terry_a_davis
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I’m mad that all I can think of to put in my note is my ex
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5
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705
TheEndof
TheEndof
Innereye
Venting There is no hope left
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Lostandfound7
New. Down and out
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36
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Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
Akeolodo
Venting at this point I actually believe life's just a big rat-race
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WhyIsLife56
WhyIsLife56
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Story My life, my fate, both two prophecies
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5
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838
Rook86
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LonelyHopelessDude
I just ordered SN
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35
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Batou_u
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BPD_LE
Method My SN Regime
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46
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10K
WhyIsLife56
WhyIsLife56
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Venting Tortured by memories
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28
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2K
WhiteEyes
WhiteEyes
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Getting affairs together.
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9
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862
TAW122
TAW122
Whitewash11235814
I keep having nightmares and my own family keeps fucking with me
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2
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746
Whitewash11235814
Whitewash11235814
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Ctb hotel uk
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17
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1K
MsMaudlin
MsMaudlin
LetItBleed
Story Ex-girlfriend CTB and I'm crushed
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21
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2K
Daniela
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boredtodeath
Buying N in new zealand?
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8
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905
jgm63
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gentleflower
Venting Better late than never
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3
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734
gentleflower
gentleflower
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Method Quitiapine
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4
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1K
Tamazi 123
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*KNAZ*
Doc threatens to call 911
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63
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4K
Darkbrett
Darkbrett
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Preparing to CTB
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12
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aloneintheworld
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A regard from Buscopan attempt
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0
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577
Lancellottix
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ThreeStrikes
Medically Retire from Army--> Move to my favorite State --> CTB on April
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3
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776
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
sleepy dog
Story I had N...
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88
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10K
the_inbetween
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Dwnwrdsprl
Discussion SN & Organ Donor?
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13
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1K
Mariomcfly
Mariomcfly
Mariomcfly
Help My SN came is it legit?
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46
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5K
Mariomcfly
Mariomcfly
squirtsoda
Story My Intro and my unsuccessful November
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16
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2K
Zoltiel
Zoltiel
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If you are taking benzos or propronolol with SN how much will you take?
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13
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2K
mathieu
mathieu
boredtodeath
Buying n
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0
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641
boredtodeath
boredtodeath
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Help I just need some help
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16
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1K
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
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I don't want to live a life where i shy away from the flowers
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4
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749
Ghost2211
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G
Does anyone know a case of successful partial suspension hanging ?
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6
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2K
gelee126
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xBrialesana
SN legality
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19
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1K
xBrialesana
xBrialesana
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How would one go about getting meto?
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21
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2K
Grandexit
Grandexit
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Venting Counting down the days. Just passing the time
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9
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1K
Backwood_tilt
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R_N
So... suffering is the only reason we want to ctb?
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50
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4K
Shero
Shero
xBrialesana
Doc appt today hoping for Meto :)
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25
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1K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
Dwnwrdsprl
Venting Stuck thinking about what happens after
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8
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905
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
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Quick question about SN
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9
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1K
Ghost2211
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Azzy69
Adios!
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31
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3K
xBrialesana
xBrialesana
Girobatol
I´ve been on 7 different psychiatrists, now gonna try number 8
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32
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2K
terry_a_davis
terry_a_davis
MsMaudlin
Venting I need time
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5
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796
Ghost2211
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Nem
Thoughts of death
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10
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1K
TimeToBiteTheDust
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dioxide
Help Combine two methods, possible?
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19
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2K
Ghost2211
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maktubler
Cnn's anthony bourdain (61) killed himself
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13
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2K
HadEnough1974
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sad_frog
Killing myself at a shooting range, What should I know?
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24
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3K
TAW122
TAW122
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Every morning I wake up to total despair
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13
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1K
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
Akeolodo
Help How do you prevent feeling guilty for committing and leaving your family?
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6
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878
Mizzmini45
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Thisgirlwantstosleep
Very serious about dying now. I need all the help I can get.
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1
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982
Chickenkitty
Chickenkitty
nitrogen
Hubby found out about my SN and had a breakdown :'(
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28
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2K
Journeytoletgo
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T
Update finally figured out
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5
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911
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
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Venting I was almost there...
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8
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