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Suicide Discussion

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kunikuzushi
Venting I feel my sanity slipping away
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4
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604
58Alice85
58Alice85
S
Frustrated with SI
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0
Views
314
StoicPizza
S
S
do you recommend adding beta blocker to sn method?
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0
Views
197
socksnsandles
S
S
correct dosing of meto and alprazolam for sn method
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0
Views
331
socksnsandles
S
blurryblor
Update on my life
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2
Views
602
blurryblor
blurryblor
A
How to get an antiemetic for SN method?
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2
Views
911
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
TheEndIsPeace
Venting Losing what sanity I have left
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8
Views
774
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
1111
Feelings now that I've chosen a method and my time is soon approaching
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1
Views
553
tiltedcompass
tiltedcompass
H
Discussion Was it easy to obtain SN 5 years ago?
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8
Views
729
TealBunny
TealBunny
MyShadow
Discussion The Echo Chamber/My Goodbye Thread
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22
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2K
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
C
Life was supposed to be different
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7
Views
910
badatparties
badatparties
dust-in-the-wind
UPDATE! Failed Partial and i tried for hours!! Im so upset Im still alive
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19
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2K
StoicPizza
S
dust-in-the-wind
I think im hanging myself Sat night. Over 2 years of beddridden crippling depression.
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77
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7K
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
goneangels
Method sublethal cyanide poisoning via bitter apricot kernels
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3
Views
2K
nullsoul
N
S
What does it take
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0
Views
359
setspiritfree
S
W
Discussion If you were to take SN, what would you do in the 15 minutes it takes to get unconscious?
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53
Views
3K
idiotmother
I
U
Help need help- could literally save my life as crazy as that sounds
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3
Views
561
Natsuhi13
N
F
Venting i'm so tired
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2
Views
477
woodlandcreature
woodlandcreature
N
Survival instinct when proceeding with the ctb
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0
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299
nullsoul
N
W
Method Quick feedback?
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1
Views
358
Jello Biafra
J
SentimentalTrip
Anyone else having issues with the listed PPEH 2025 link?
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1
Views
269
Anonymousa
Anonymousa
PotentiallyWasted
Help I couldn’t get off the stool
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12
Views
977
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
Defatigatis
Venting I refuse to be a wage slave. So I will CTB, simple as that
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15
Views
1K
sanction
sanction
struggles_inc
Venting I snapped
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2
Views
457
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
H
  • Question
H
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3
Views
419
hereiamagain
H
prototypian
Found SN and purified it
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7
Views
732
ArtisticJasper
A
J
Method How do I die peacefully in my sleep
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6
Views
1K
Kitsuné_
Kitsuné_
F
Fuck life, fuck society. Angry
Replies
8
Views
650
fedup1982
F
Dark Moon
Venting I can't stand living
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7
Views
586
itsgone2
I
MrBrownUpsideD
Help CTB in 11 days, is there anything I forgot to take care of?
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9
Views
2K
auto138491
A
Sleepwalkuntilsane
Help Scavengers in the woods
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1
Views
462
auto138491
A
tretion
Help need help on how to let ppl know i killed myself way after i actually die
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5
Views
809
Dukey
Dukey
hmnow
  • Poll
What do you want to learn from a hanging video?
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24
Views
1K
itsgone2
I
Mothz
Discussion Scared to do it alone
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5
Views
594
Mothz
Mothz
traingirl
Discussion Why are most states in the US against MAID?
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6
Views
647
Mothz
Mothz
R
Blood tested my DSL sn
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2
Views
805
rozeske
R
G
Venting The feeling that God has abandoned you
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10
Views
986
Ladyybugged
Ladyybugged
A
Helium - my experiment
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33
Views
3K
auto138491
A
DexterMorgan
Help SN or Partial Hanging?
Replies
4
Views
360
PI3.14
PI3.14
lavenderlilylies
Help Committing in a family home
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15
Views
928
lavenderlilylies
lavenderlilylies
prettyclam
Venting I hope I have cancer
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28
Views
1K
WildecoyetE
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𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
Will this work for inert gas?
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5
Views
596
Ladyybugged
Ladyybugged
OneAndOnly!!
Venting The biggest factor in my suicidal ideation!
Replies
6
Views
715
OneAndOnly!!
OneAndOnly!!
S
can anyone help me with a "business address"
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3
Views
402
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
pogostick
Do I want until bonfire night?
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0
Views
539
pogostick
pogostick
hmnow
Have you given yourself permission to CTB
Replies
6
Views
415
eternalpace
E
theboy
Discussion Pull the trigger
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2
Views
335
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
annoyed
craving male validation
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5
Views
615
WrathfulGloom32
W
Mira Gaga
How do you try to keep up a normal front to friends and family?
Replies
1
Views
466
Benjiii
Benjiii
H
Discussion Will this partial position work?
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8
Views
782
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
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