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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Centerism
Help Broken heart=lost life
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19
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2K
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
F
That feeling for emptiness
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4
Views
941
Hyakkimaru
Hyakkimaru
First loss
Help Can I make my parents be held liable for my suicide?
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5
Views
1K
Blackjack
Blackjack
DesperateChallenge
Fml... failed
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10
Views
2K
ProlongedSentence
P
hybridtheory
tonight
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5
Views
958
I’vehadenough
I’vehadenough
rue
Venting i’m so heartbroken
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2
Views
1K
pole
P
A
What does your preferred method say about your personality?
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11
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2K
Dawn0071111
Dawn0071111
purplemoon
Reaching Heaven from a Bathtub with Alcohol?
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18
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2K
Dawn0071111
Dawn0071111
sleepy dog
Discussion emotions when researching
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3
Views
766
pole
P
Nem
Doxepin
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0
Views
578
Nem
Nem
J
If we all go to heaven
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20
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2K
purplemoon
purplemoon
Nephis
Discussion Possible new drug?
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2
Views
854
Nephis
Nephis
S
Method Hemlock Seeds?
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16
Views
3K
purplemoon
purplemoon
Girobatol
Discussion Are you on psych meds that make you worse?
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13
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1K
Rocksandsand
Rocksandsand
Rachel74
Ppeh
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17
Views
2K
sleepy dog
sleepy dog
M
Story This is my story. This is what’s lead me here. Personal details such as names have been taken out.
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10
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1K
Darkhaven
Darkhaven
John Smith
ordering rope
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6
Views
2K
Rachel74
Rachel74
Pykul
Help Hemlock dosage
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3
Views
1K
Hennessy
Hennessy
AlePizarnik
Scared
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3
Views
756
Ἡγησίας
Ἡγησίας
boredtodeath
where can I buy benzo?
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4
Views
926
Throwaway9787
Throwaway9787
Justwantittoend
Resource Hemp rope for suspension?
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20
Views
3K
Pykul
Pykul
G
Venting Failed...
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37
Views
4K
Yorkshire91
Y
Stan
Pretty shocking story
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5
Views
1K
DogWalker
D
KiraComplex
Venting Anyone else ctb over ex??
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30
Views
3K
Femmeboifailure
Femmeboifailure
D
Odansetron potentiates Amitriptyline!
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1
Views
596
Throwaway9787
Throwaway9787
TAW122
Discussion Someone once disagreed with suicide due to it's "permanence"
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4
Views
1K
burnedCookie
B
J
best plant to suicide?
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5
Views
2K
Girobatol
Girobatol
kdu0
Package arrived today and it was sodium nitrate
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6
Views
2K
TAW122
TAW122
C
Discussion Living on for others
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9
Views
2K
TAW122
TAW122
SuicideByBelt
Making myself faint - need advice
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2
Views
988
BrokenMind99
B
C
How Can I get N?
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6
Views
1K
Alucard
Alucard
Rachel74
Deadly nightshade
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0
Views
1K
Rachel74
Rachel74
SourIntent
Venting Internal Battle With a Higher Power Because I Feel Like He Is The One Doing These Things To Me.
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20
Views
2K
gingerplum
gingerplum
P
Who will find out about my death?
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2
Views
836
Rachel74
Rachel74
D
Ctb by n
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1
Views
691
Rachel74
Rachel74
Baskol1
Method Why is N so hard to get?
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2
Views
1K
Rachel74
Rachel74
F
Is there hope for depression, yes or no?
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47
Views
3K
Xaphous
Xaphous
I
Ordering N from an arab country
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5
Views
1K
Rachel74
Rachel74
ericwilkinson
Discussion I wonder what "pro lifers" have to say about this
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39
Views
4K
woxihuanni
woxihuanni
RedAlert
Discussion Preferred time, place, season and day to ctb?
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39
Views
3K
a_strange_day
A
woxihuanni
Tempted to believe in omens
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18
Views
2K
Maledictus
Maledictus
P
.
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1
Views
747
Soul
Soul
H
Sleeping pill OD questions
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16
Views
2K
Letmego. Please
Letmego. Please
hybridtheory
random vent
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6
Views
866
woxihuanni
woxihuanni
Q
Venting Decision
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2
Views
750
Qdv
Q
heartless_95
Help What the hell do I do? CTB or not?
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10
Views
2K
Rachel74
Rachel74
D
I'll also use an exit bag.
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3
Views
660
Rachel74
Rachel74
N
Venting Why
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1
Views
763
Blackjack
Blackjack
alexithymia
Fear of the unknown
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5
Views
855
Fragile
Fragile
deathislove
Discussion Future CTB
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2
Views
930
deathislove
deathislove
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