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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Notabadguy
If failed attempt: can you be sectioned against your will?
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19
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2K
livingded
livingded
Iwouldratherdie
I’m deciding on either SN or night night
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2
Views
686
Tiktok
Tiktok
rainonme
writing notes before i possibly try to ctb today
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5
Views
755
HadEnough1974
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rainonme
Why can't I lose consciousness?
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1
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607
idontwannadothisanym
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user667
hanging with belt?
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18
Views
6K
user667
user667
RedPanda
Venting Depression Turning You Into An Asshole
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10
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1K
ugly_loser2008
ugly_loser2008
Mooshi
Venting Lost my goose
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22
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1K
Mooshi
Mooshi
rainonme
tomorrow is the only chance i have to kill myself
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11
Views
910
Brackenshire
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Y
Venting Suicidal thoughts every night
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12
Views
997
Bct
Bct
G
Method partial sunspension
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9
Views
2K
AnxietyAttack44
A
SHThrowAway213
I still can't manage to pass out while hanging.
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2
Views
771
AnxietyAttack44
A
Rue89
Anxiety makes me want to ctb, but it also won't let me do it.
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0
Views
641
Rue89
Rue89
socrates
Method My dad said he's going to buy a gun
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13
Views
1K
DeathIsTheWayOut99
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Close_to_freedom
Are popular bridge landmarks hard to access now because of the shutdown?
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0
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403
Close_to_freedom
Close_to_freedom
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Getting SN in Spain?
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3
Views
884
Dahlia
Dahlia
St. Jimmy
Unus Annus
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6
Views
737
St. Jimmy
St. Jimmy
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
Discussion Drinking in bed
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6
Views
795
Aonewayticketplease
A
A
Help do anyone have an idea how to get SN/cyanide in morocco ?
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0
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585
azdertex1598
A
shipwreck
take a deep breath
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25
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1K
SpottedPanda
SpottedPanda
redlion32
How to get sleeping pills in the UK?
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12
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1K
Deleted member 14386
D
D
Venting I keep waking up crying, nightmares, things are bad
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1
Views
489
AnxietyAttack44
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Helpneedtips
Story Almost got caught, now i'm just a ball of anxiety
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3
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848
Deleted member 14386
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Close_to_freedom
Any other jumpers?
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25
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1K
Soulless_Angel
Soulless_Angel
I
Help Need help with ordering muzzle-loading black powder firearm online
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0
Views
734
itskindofafunnystory
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nigelhernandez
Discussion Why are drugs for mental illness stigmatized?
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30
Views
2K
GoBack
GoBack
Wayfaerer
Cyanide capsules for emergency CTB
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23
Views
2K
Red
Red
Notabadguy
SN: Maximum time taken to die
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14
Views
1K
mediocre
M
M
Giving myself one more week
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8
Views
995
Meowkin
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Close_to_freedom
Anyone actively working on their bucket list?
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10
Views
730
FriendofDeath
FriendofDeath
Mariomcfly
Venting This Scene is so accurate from the finale of Bojack Horseman
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10
Views
842
Mariomcfly
Mariomcfly
raindrops
What happens if a family member dies and you have no money?
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5
Views
765
CTB-London
C
B
Method Propranolol method
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20
Views
3K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
S
Method Allergies
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8
Views
814
autumnal
autumnal
BitterlyAlive
I finally bought SN after thinking about it for months.
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14
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1K
BitterlyAlive
BitterlyAlive
DeathIsTheWayOut99
I wish I left earlier. Now I feel like a failure.
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11
Views
720
DeathIsTheWayOut99
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Lilmeowssi
Jumping off a bridge
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16
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2K
Darksektori
D
Close_to_freedom
Why are deaths by suicide viewed differently than other deaths?
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13
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2K
Darksektori
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NoSuprises
Survivor of SN ingestion says it was painful
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26
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2K
TowerUpright
TowerUpright
Red
Venting Date set, end game
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7
Views
1K
Amnesty
Amnesty
Ardesevent
Venting Media brainwashing
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3
Views
579
jrums
jrums
faust
Method Combining CO and SN methods
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7
Views
968
a.h
A
Mooshi
SN acquired
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20
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2K
a.h
A
A
Any chemist here?
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12
Views
2K
a.h
A
L
SN and Funerary Condition?
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2
Views
460
Quarky00
Quarky00
B
Is ctb sometimes the only way
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16
Views
1K
FriendofDeath
FriendofDeath
Iwouldratherdie
Anxiety waiting for SN to arrive
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5
Views
709
Iwouldratherdie
Iwouldratherdie
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Venting I feel safer here
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29
Views
1K
madbananas
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D
Discussion do you drop hints that you plan to ctb?
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45
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2K
losthope123
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TAW122
Resource Some MORE good posts and threads criticizing suicide prevention
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2
Views
917
TAW122
TAW122
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
Help Another Hanging thread - Sorry!
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2
Views
776
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
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