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Suicide Discussion

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orangepotato
Does anyone ever get random panic attacks about not being able to commit suicide?
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16
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Ta555
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Discussion Every day is worse than before
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8
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360
Anxieyote
Anxieyote
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I just am done.
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7
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367
Its like that
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Tomorrow Night the end
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14
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503
Snake of Eden
Snake of Eden
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Materials needed for N?
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7
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452
watchhergarden
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it's_all_a_game
Venting I can't take the cruelty of the universe any longer.
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21
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1K
stupidlife666
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Lost Magic
Just let me sleep
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6
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341
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
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Will receive my SN on the 22nd and will ctb at night
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21
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538
TerminalVelocity
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Insomniac
Story no in-between
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11
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606
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
RappyMaster
See y'all
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25
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810
Death is beautiful
Death is beautiful
_Minsk
Venting Pathetic vent about self pitty and feeling unmotivated and stuck
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3
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374
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Does anyone here ever meet in person?
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69
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6K
CiproKilledMe
CiproKilledMe
Tamara Tami
constantly see these numbers 33, 22, 11, 9/11,
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19
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499
Tamara Tami
Tamara Tami
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  • Question
Helium flow controller
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0
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256
AshFloppy
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Lucifer'sRight
Venting HARDCORE materialists aren't logical by definition, or by nature.
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7
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803
little helpers
little helpers
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Should we be more explicit about the words we use?
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19
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575
wait-for-the-bus
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mangomango
does anyone ever worry about reincarnation?
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46
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2K
mlha
mlha
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Finding SN
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10
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663
nowayout*
nowayout*
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Discussion Does anyone else feel like their SO used to be a reason/help to keep going, but now they've just become one more thing to get away from?
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6
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765
waitingforthehappy
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GF will get extremely depressed/suicidal after my CTB. Is there anything you would do to make others feel better?
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16
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956
little helpers
little helpers
eternalmelancholy
How do you feel about your own suicide?
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77
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2K
medjooled11
medjooled11
M
N + Scopolamine
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3
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342
Zaz
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Wayfaerer
Help URGENT: I'm very likely going to have to leave very soon.
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20
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2K
Wayfaerer
Wayfaerer
Anxieyote
Help What are you restricted from doing in the U.S. after a mental hospital visit?
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22
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705
GentleJerk
GentleJerk
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Venting Being forced to live by pro-lifers
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3
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377
little helpers
little helpers
greyhound
How much pain are we supposed to endure in life?
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19
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706
Mixo
Mixo
needed_
CTB falsely linked to broken heart
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0
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281
needed_
needed_
HorribleFeelings1
Discussion The things that make you happy, does it make you want to hold on a little while longer?
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33
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2K
little helpers
little helpers
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zorb ball
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6
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771
summers
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Mental Torture
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25
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778
dropintheocean
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Lost Magic
Death should be discussed more openly in society
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11
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840
waitingforthehappy
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Anyone else feel like you have to be in a rush to ctb, because the longer you are suicidal, the worse everyone will treat you?
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30
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2K
mangomango
mangomango
SHThrowAway213
Discussion Anyone not depressed but extremely suicidal?
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18
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1K
Geturdone
Geturdone
iDieUDie80
Help I have rope. How can I hang myself in my apartment?
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3
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378
OnlyTheWind
OnlyTheWind
Fadeawaaaay
Discussion Hard to withstand joy in others?
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12
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561
HelloAllYouPeople
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Venting If only
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6
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380
need2go22
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nitrogen
Here's a poem I composed about stupid ctb method ideas
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23
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2K
little helpers
little helpers
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Death by spontaneous combustion?
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8
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373
Chiisai
Chiisai
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Discussion Is there any one from Kerala India.
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1
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370
Jojo81
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byebyeburdee
Thank god for weather. Wanna go outside and Big Nap?
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8
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488
Niko66
Niko66
rationaltake
Discussion Goodbye threads. Some thoughts.
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20
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1K
9BBN
9BBN
Sockeye Salmon
Discussion Maladaptive Daydreaming/OCD tendencies
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4
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435
creaturecomforts
creaturecomforts
DobryDen
xanax to ease fear beforehand
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8
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440
DobryDen
DobryDen
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WHY JUST MENTAL ILLNESS/
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14
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516
aprilshowers
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Any dutch people here
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1
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360
Secondoor
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mentalhealthfighter
Any suicidal dutch people here?
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3
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541
Secondoor
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G
Does anyone from Germany/Central Europe want to cbt together?
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7
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852
Secondoor
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Discussion Here's my Labogens SN blood test. Is this SN legit?
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7
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1K
Sslsh
Sslsh
NotSureToEndure
Method Paddle board out into the sea, take some benzos, fall asleep, drown?
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7
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598
Zzzzz
Zzzzz
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It's just all so much.
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6
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301
RaccoonTrash
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