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Suicide Discussion

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wheelsonthebus
Help polysubstance overdose and seizures
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5
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946
madameviolette
madameviolette
overmorrow
Venting feeling hopeless is heartbreaking
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1
Views
284
LastNite
LastNite
qewpie
are there any drugs that can completely disconnect your consciousness from feeling your body? (in a non-ctb way)
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10
Views
610
BrainSplatter
BrainSplatter
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attempt in a few hours
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16
Views
837
Irisse
Irisse
TheCallOfTheStars
Venting My ex would be happier if I was dead.
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1
Views
396
fromange
fromange
trashisland
how do you deal with a terrible family
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17
Views
915
paradox_panic
paradox_panic
Natbee
Jumping tonight
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25
Views
2K
At The Bus Stop
A
BlueButterfly111
Venting I don’t belong in this world
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2
Views
417
martyrdom
M
1111
Venting I've tried
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3
Views
566
socksnsandles
S
ravenx
I'm going insane
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3
Views
349
socksnsandles
S
Greyhawk
Losing a loved one to suicide
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9
Views
755
rs929
R
ImTryingToSmile
Its my right to die
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5
Views
635
setspiritfree
S
lamy's sacred sleep
Nothing Has Changed
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2
Views
564
martyrdom
M
R
Discussion Did anyone accidentally get pain on their left or right side of their throat when swallowing after attempting partial hanging?
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6
Views
504
RadioGaga
R
AngelTear
Venting THERE IS NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT WANTS ME TO SUCCEED, NOTHING IS FOR ME
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5
Views
744
setspiritfree
S
bataille
Help Suicide with Valium dosage
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7
Views
715
annxietty
annxietty
T
Honestly, getting super annoyed.
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10
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2K
Dreamland6947
Dreamland6947
lostinthesauce
ifndjf
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0
Views
327
lostinthesauce
lostinthesauce
fkyou
Discussion It's my right to die..so why do I feel like I need permission from those around me
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2
Views
405
MediumRareChicken
M
M
Help DIY hemicorporectomy
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2
Views
491
martyrdom
M
Silver The Hedgehog
Where do cuts hurt more
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5
Views
533
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
penguinl0v3s
Discussion Does anyone else not feel strongly about loved ones?
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10
Views
816
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
batmanreal
Venting everything sucks, nothing's fun
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9
Views
804
katara
katara
fkyou
Discussion If people didn't make such a big deal of suicide everyone would be happy
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3
Views
375
martyrdom
M
happysunnydayy
Help Got raped by someone I trusted and loved. Feeling really suicidal and in unbearable pain. Would someone talk to me please
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27
Views
2K
Seneca65AD
S
montanatype
Help SN+ .22 short to speed up the process?
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3
Views
415
montanatype
montanatype
R
Help it bad to have your body and neck partially hanging to the left or right side?
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0
Views
308
RadioGaga
R
terribleguy
Story plus vent, plus introduction
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5
Views
499
terribleguy
terribleguy
dying_kwik2000
What do you think of carbon monoxide?
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4
Views
540
TheHolySword
TheHolySword
awaitinglove
a new side to ctb
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5
Views
493
itsgone2
I
themaxtrixisreality
Method My Method
Replies
3
Views
507
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
SchizoPolyGymnast
  • Poll
Anyone here learning disabled?
Replies
6
Views
546
fallendevil
fallendevil
I
Wouldn't OD due to success rate but now getting desperate & wondering.....
Replies
8
Views
1K
autisticbrain13
A
overmorrow
Venting I'm so fed up
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5
Views
420
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
dhk96
  • Poll
Discussion Does anyone else hate sleeping?
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24
Views
1K
RunDown
RunDown
F
what is an easily available liquid that can kill me the fastest?
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2
Views
304
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
J
Discussion Unpopular opinion but SN is a crappy CTB method
Replies
71
Views
7K
Dark Moon
Dark Moon
F
Help Train survival rate
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10
Views
1K
NoHorizon
N
SchizoPolyGymnast
Daylight Savings
Replies
4
Views
295
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
batmanreal
Venting nobody cares that i'm going to die
Replies
6
Views
583
happysunnydayy
happysunnydayy
W
Venting The risk-reward of hanging is so scary
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5
Views
478
JesiBel
JesiBel
Myheart4U
Emptying My Mind
Replies
1
Views
548
Praestat_Mori
P
CTB Dream
Venting socl nnsns
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5
Views
869
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
alilyofthevalley
Discussion does anyone seek out true crime / morbid stories... thinking maybe it's a different form of self harm?
Replies
1
Views
256
Forever Sleep
F
ABadPerson
Venting a fool’s game
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1
Views
350
Forever Sleep
F
the long sleep
Venting Feeling alone
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5
Views
555
DarkLord444
D
HerrVonHuhn
Take sleeping pills while being outside in winter
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1
Views
270
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
V
The 1 person that is keeping me from CTB called me today after 5 months...
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2
Views
675
telekon
telekon
traingirl
Venting My final week
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46
Views
3K
alilyofthevalley
alilyofthevalley
NPCaesar
Loneliness is killing me
Replies
6
Views
860
katara
katara
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