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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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God, I want to die so bad...
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5
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329
Westbrynn
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suicidebiddybyebye
Discussion Anyone else waiting until the new year to CTB?
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4
Views
333
Flying Away
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eternalmelancholy
Do you daydream about ctb?
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22
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764
eternalmelancholy
eternalmelancholy
B
So far behind
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0
Views
209
Belljar
B
Suicidebydeath
Venting I'm a fuckup sometimes (no replies)
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7
Views
335
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Having a choice changes everything
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2
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272
eternalmelancholy
eternalmelancholy
I
Doctor says they can't prescribe Domperidome in the US?
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6
Views
288
CiproKilledMe
CiproKilledMe
I
I lost my main source of income today
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19
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1K
Elri
Elri
BornDead
For the young and asleep
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2
Views
243
BornDead
BornDead
R
Venting Cold floors
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4
Views
347
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Rational man
Feeling boxed in . But i can find liberation any moment.
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2
Views
237
Sherri
Sherri
HeckingHecked
My mom's threatening to kick me out on New Year's
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3
Views
290
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Partial hanging - very scary and painful choking
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5
Views
956
Ta555
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deathgripsme
Venting NYT suck my dick
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37
Views
3K
blueclover_.
blueclover_.
L
Suicide in the media
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7
Views
800
motel rooms
motel rooms
D
All the methods are shit or hard to acquire
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31
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2K
Ta555
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BeautifulMosaics
Wish me luck leaving the house for the first time for a work Christmas party, unmedicated and going through withdrawal depression.
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9
Views
431
forgotten15
forgotten15
Rayzieka
Venting I'm in over my head.
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5
Views
401
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Right time
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9
Views
398
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
Ravel
Venting what a shit life
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7
Views
355
thefoodispoison
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Ravel
An ant, no soul, no freedom and mentally fucked up. that's what i am
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1
Views
240
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Michaelwaev
Leave me alone
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2
Views
301
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
-FrozenRobot-
My mom caught me seconds before CTB
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7
Views
513
-FrozenRobot-
-FrozenRobot-
Vasy93
  • Question
I can't stand this bad life anymore
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3
Views
736
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
U
I can't
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3
Views
258
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CiproKilledMe
Just finished watching Cosmos with Carl Sagan
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2
Views
274
stevieu
stevieu
A
Worried about my cats after I leave
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4
Views
370
PandaExit
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A
Help Any gore site that works?
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29
Views
3K
apathetic.
A
Insomniac
Help How to resist the urge to sacrifice children
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26
Views
2K
4eyebiped
4eyebiped
HeckingHecked
Everywhere I go, tons of people end up hating me, even though I try my best.
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9
Views
1K
HeckingHecked
HeckingHecked
wanttogetonthebus
Discussion Your Favorite Hotel (CTB)
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21
Views
813
wanttogetonthebus
wanttogetonthebus
bed
  • Solved
Did you think you'd make it this far in life?
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34
Views
1K
liberty_222
liberty_222
Bong-Hit-Transplant
Venting Only about 24 hours left now. Embarrassed to say I'm scared more than anything
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18
Views
2K
PeacefulTonic
P
W
Anyone else convinced their want to ctb is connected to indigenous ancestors being violently driven from their homes? Or other generational trauma?
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13
Views
360
Bleak
B
O
Method Hanging yourself in an apartment
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2
Views
644
Dot
Dot
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Discussion Where to kill yourself in ottawa (canada) area?
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13
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2K
Willdieby30
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Depressed_Kettle
Does anybody else feel distant from society and others?
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14
Views
465
Bleak
B
Snake of Eden
SI at its strongest
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3
Views
295
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
Elri
The moment i knew i fuck up everything
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30
Views
1K
hans0solo
hans0solo
kingkong57
Catching the bus tomorrow (ish)
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12
Views
1K
kingkong57
kingkong57
LeGuitarist
Where did the methods megathread go?
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10
Views
658
Itsallover123
Itsallover123
sivvie
Venting I think I'm giving up on everything.
Replies
9
Views
388
sivvie
sivvie
SparkleWater
Venting noise hurts and im a pain to everyone
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7
Views
563
WearyHSP
WearyHSP
E
This forum has been my refuge
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5
Views
268
stevieu
stevieu
Lost Magic
This is the best short film I have seen about society
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8
Views
343
Flippy
Flippy
CatLove56
Family doesn't really know me
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6
Views
489
idiotstillwantstodie
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idontgiveadvicehere
How safe/illegal is receiving N to America? (REALLY scared of LE, but want to ctb)
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21
Views
856
PeacefulTonic
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LeGuitarist
Ever wondered whether someone could identify you using your writing style?
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21
Views
901
SparkleWater
SparkleWater
steviewonder
Technology improvements are why I’m reluctant to ctb
Replies
14
Views
492
4eyebiped
4eyebiped
enola
Help with full hanging
Replies
2
Views
345
enola
enola
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