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Suicide Discussion

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hopelessgirl
Can I kill myself just because my life is absurd?
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39
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2K
Red Scare
Red Scare
S
Will a .32 Beretta do the trick?
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6
Views
927
Someone123
S
P
If I die....
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3
Views
479
PDAnnie2610
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M
  • Question
Oxy and wine
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12
Views
607
Kristicide
Kristicide
NothingElseMatters
I'm 35 years old and still live with my parents
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27
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2K
summers
S
J
Antipsychotics
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7
Views
924
lmon
lmon
L
Resource Heat and mental illnesses
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3
Views
706
Al Cappella
Al Cappella
wanttogetonthebus
Method How many bottles of N can one drink before losing consciousness?
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46
Views
3K
KimKevorkian
K
S
Any singaporeans want to ctb together?
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18
Views
980
VoidDesirer22
VoidDesirer22
Volatile
Deep down, why do i feel like i’m going to live forever?
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9
Views
1K
VoidDesirer22
VoidDesirer22
justfloating
Venting just feel used and unlovable
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3
Views
414
Fadeawaaaay
Fadeawaaaay
deerme
Help discreet ways to ctb
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6
Views
736
lifehurtsalot
L
Versailles
I found this video about SS
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2
Views
683
Shu
Shu
VoidDesirer22
Venting I feel deep, horrifying regret for having wasted large amounts of other people's time.
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2
Views
631
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
Method Large or small part of neck tie
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0
Views
477
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
StarryStarry
SO ALONE
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17
Views
821
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
W
Method Joining the army?
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9
Views
2K
clown
clown
Polar_tye
Sources I found for Nembutal and sn
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9
Views
2K
diamond975
D
N
Anyone here alpha males but still want to CTB?
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17
Views
871
whatevs
whatevs
W
Full tank of gas, but nowhere to go...
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7
Views
564
Huntfish34
Huntfish34
I
Discussion Nembutal hype
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41
Views
4K
BrokenBliss
BrokenBliss
L
How to get SN delivered other than my apartment? US
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2
Views
346
Life is overrated
L
xLosthopex
Help Has anyone here ever successfully ran away/gone missing?
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6
Views
946
LoneMisery
LoneMisery
FuneralCry
The suffering will only end when I die
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13
Views
1K
eyeroller
eyeroller
idontgiveadvicehere
Is it okay to use a UPS pickup point (instead of a PO box)? How likely is N to get intercepted (USA)? Also can someone PM to confirm his email?
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0
Views
394
idontgiveadvicehere
idontgiveadvicehere
D
Zofran + Risperdone instead of meto
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2
Views
369
somuchpain1
S
Lost Magic
Discussion What simple pleasure(s) will you miss the most?
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27
Views
1K
OldDrummer
O
S
Find difficult to purchase GAS or SN
Replies
8
Views
579
thisplaceisaprison
T
lucid
Venting just so tired
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6
Views
480
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Painless_end
Life feels like a punishment
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6
Views
619
hankbank3928
hankbank3928
hankbank3928
What if this site didn’t exist?
Replies
6
Views
777
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ghostunderthelight
I don't feel like I deserve to feel like this
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3
Views
381
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
I need to do it in day
Replies
9
Views
531
Someone123
S
Sea Turtle
Venting I’m at my breaking point
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2
Views
487
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
when one piece was a reason for me to live
Replies
7
Views
704
Darkover
Darkover
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Full suspension
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37
Views
3K
Someone123
S
L
Full suspension
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17
Views
1K
Bedrock48
Bedrock48
K
B4 Cing the B, how do you intend to resolve any sorts of feelings of wanting revenge on all the rat bastards who screwed you over?
Replies
3
Views
960
Marktheghost
Marktheghost
Frog
Goodbye
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14
Views
1K
soldier
S
B
UK - importing N?
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6
Views
656
mytime
mytime
A
GSW to the heart or the brain?
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2
Views
509
Octogenarian
Octogenarian
AnestheticVoid
Hitting Bottom
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1
Views
324
Jack'sWastedLife
J
G
Venting Where to get Metoclopramide?
Replies
1
Views
432
new.solution1
N
eyeroller
Discussion To end suffering is a human need
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2
Views
500
hankbank3928
hankbank3928
T
Method Pills
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13
Views
1K
myopybyproxy
M
whatevs
Discussion Lack of interest but also ability
Replies
7
Views
722
myopybyproxy
M
I
Venting It Only Gets Worse
Replies
7
Views
669
myopybyproxy
M
avaryllis
Method PLEASE REPLY!! do i have enough alcohol?
Replies
12
Views
969
myopybyproxy
M
lyles
Have your reasons for wanting to ctb changed?
Replies
8
Views
445
lyles
lyles
RedPanda
Venting Why Do You Want A Peaceful Method? Why Does It Matter?
Replies
32
Views
2K
hankbank3928
hankbank3928
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