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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Venting I cant study for shit
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8
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470
Pluto
Pluto
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Extended Coma with N
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2
Views
637
BrokenBliss
BrokenBliss
Lost Magic
I feel like I am going to my real home soon.
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20
Views
864
km0990
K
dontknowanything
Venting I hate being autistic.
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7
Views
707
BrokenBliss
BrokenBliss
I
just fought with my mom today
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3
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376
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
AreWeWinning
Decision made
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6
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780
Freedomindeath4me
F
G
What Drugs to ask for
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8
Views
506
befree
befree
CloseFriendofCamus
Help How to determine EXACT rope length?
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6
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1K
CloseFriendofCamus
CloseFriendofCamus
I
Method Your Advice/Ideas
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11
Views
978
Freedomindeath4me
F
its-about-time
Having SN in my closet is FUN
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5
Views
431
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Venting This will actually be my last post here
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4
Views
659
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Martyn
You all get me
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2
Views
309
Zugade
Z
mossball
Venting Why does everyone act like being miserable is such a sin?
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7
Views
492
demuic
demuic
Lungz
do you vomit when overdosing on fent?
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12
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1K
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
Tapir
on dying alone.
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9
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1K
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
S
My conversation with Pegasos
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21
Views
2K
befree
befree
E
What if SN becomes unavailable in the near future?
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23
Views
695
LucieInTheDark
LucieInTheDark
E
Help Is herbicide good way to go?
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2
Views
407
eternalflame
E
fastlife
Discussion goodbye SS
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23
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2K
fastlife
fastlife
danlippers67
Would 400g of salt kill me?
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12
Views
806
GentleJerk
GentleJerk
Shu
SN enema
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2
Views
635
downndone2
D
WearyWanderer
Free help with Pegasos arrangements
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22
Views
2K
its-about-time
its-about-time
TheBigGuiltHaver
Venting I barely even want to go through with the plans I had before CTBing
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8
Views
612
zenn7
zenn7
wanttogetonthebus
Method N & Dehydration?
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0
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418
wanttogetonthebus
wanttogetonthebus
...
CTBing in the buff
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11
Views
1K
zenn7
zenn7
surface2007
N only drink one bottle and save the other one if I miss ? Stupid ?
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4
Views
406
surface2007
surface2007
CloseFriendofCamus
Method How do I go for full suspension hanging?
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8
Views
2K
CaramelDragon
CaramelDragon
SpaceCadet
Help Full suspension
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4
Views
1K
CaramelDragon
CaramelDragon
A
Story All that matters is your health (not a pro-life rant)
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23
Views
1K
its-about-time
its-about-time
its-about-time
Got an unexpected text tonight and I’m struggling
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25
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1K
its-about-time
its-about-time
Intelligent_Panic99
someone to talk to
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2
Views
335
MegaGordo
M
_Minsk
What helps you to feel better about going to ctb?
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38
Views
1K
wanttogetonthebus
wanttogetonthebus
A
Help Curious
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4
Views
416
Al Cappella
Al Cappella
BornBrief
SN test w/ photos. (blood)
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20
Views
2K
Graytaichi
G
eyeroller
Tasted N and it tastes like uncented lotion
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34
Views
2K
Zegers
Zegers
S
my blood test
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4
Views
544
Graytaichi
G
N
Discussion So i want to expose my abuser before i ctb best way to do it without getting arrested?
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13
Views
697
CrazyNihilist
CrazyNihilist
FireFox
I was made to be unloved and rejected by men
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27
Views
1K
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
death137
Life isn’t what you make of it but what you are dealt with
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18
Views
724
waitingforrest
W
L
CTB today
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13
Views
638
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
solisoccasus
Discussion Is pain really necessary?
Replies
7
Views
1K
Al Cappella
Al Cappella
golfmavenice
SN - What if I vomit?
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6
Views
712
Cathy Ames
Cathy Ames
L
I will go to CTB tomorrow
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8
Views
688
Graytaichi
G
I need peace
Story I've bought my SN and the medication needed, I'm anxious and hopeful it will be alright.
Replies
5
Views
489
I need peace
I need peace
Buddha.e.c
Venting Extreme Depression pain and loneliness ever since a child & Now I'm 23 worse then before .at the ending stage
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3
Views
498
wanttogetonthebus
wanttogetonthebus
Oblivion Access
Why is any of this necessary?
Replies
6
Views
500
Lullaby
Lullaby
Pookie
She makes partial suspension look so easy
Replies
17
Views
3K
Zeus35
Zeus35
gingerplum
Help Food Grade SN
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25
Views
3K
Shu
Shu
D
Help i feel physically unwell
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10
Views
982
myopybyproxy
M
SpaceCadet
I once had all i needed
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10
Views
566
Freedomindeath4me
F
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