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Suicide Discussion

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CursedReality
Venting So, i think i'm finally ready to CTB soon
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1
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663
Leonszabs
Leonszabs
Sadness20
It feels a little better knowing i´m going through with it
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2
Views
261
Sadness20
Sadness20
P
Practicing partial and safety
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3
Views
312
petmom
P
Greasyhair
Discussion How much do you think people know of your intentions?
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8
Views
719
mjolnir
mjolnir
S
Help I need a friend
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1
Views
171
VoidBlessed
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alstroemeria55
Venting I can't take it anymore
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0
Views
319
alstroemeria55
alstroemeria55
spookyjar
I feel alone and I just want a way out
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1
Views
419
justanotherfailure
justanotherfailure
he1terskelter
Help SN packaging
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2
Views
308
lamy's sacred sleep
lamy's sacred sleep
overmorrow
Venting the hatred I have for myself goes deeper than any other feeling
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1
Views
364
justanotherfailure
justanotherfailure
lainsito
Venting Craziness
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1
Views
255
justanotherfailure
justanotherfailure
OnMyLast Legs
Knowing you blew it
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3
Views
367
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
Michelstaedter
Venting I'm tired, I'm dead inside...
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7
Views
903
swankysoup
swankysoup
meltskelt
it is back
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2
Views
365
meltskelt
meltskelt
DeusVult
Started cutting myself today :P
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3
Views
576
stinky_joe
stinky_joe
Someplace_nice
Any info would be nice
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3
Views
392
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
deadmanwalking1990
How come nobody has info on clomethiazole?
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0
Views
211
deadmanwalking1990
deadmanwalking1990
hapiraki
Venting i can't be normal, even when nothing's wrong
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3
Views
481
hapiraki
hapiraki
wishingonstars
Help how do you get over the guilt of leaving family behind?
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24
Views
1K
mjolnir
mjolnir
kittyangelwings
Venting Shame of Being Seen and Reaching the Point of Exhaustion
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1
Views
393
Forever Sleep
F
eggsausagerice
waking up and checking my empty text messages .·°՞(≧□≦)՞°·.
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8
Views
922
Macedonian1987
Macedonian1987
A
oxy + bezos (+ grapefruit juice?)
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3
Views
473
deadmanwalking1990
deadmanwalking1990
flutebloom
My parents ruined my life so I’m going to CTB and make them suffer
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4
Views
930
greendream
G
sanction
For members age 50+ can you share your life experiences??
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2
Views
420
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
W
Get me off the bus
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6
Views
1K
waiting2exhale_
W
pang of joy
Discussion Is it life or just my brain?
Replies
6
Views
627
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
vivia
Venting One Last Thing
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1
Views
418
Gonk
Gonk
W
Venting Every day is the worst day of my life
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0
Views
219
whybother2002
W
somethingsmthgirl
Venting Wanting to belong
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3
Views
450
Gonk
Gonk
happy2die
pls help rate FSH method(CTB tmrw)
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12
Views
2K
j1nxxb0yjj4ke
J
deadmanwalking1990
Help Clomethiazole info?
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0
Views
214
deadmanwalking1990
deadmanwalking1990
deadmanwalking1990
Need some help good ppl
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30
Views
1K
deadmanwalking1990
deadmanwalking1990
T
Method lily of the valley plants?
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2
Views
461
Jadeith
J
M
  • Poll
What's your race? And does it matter when it comes to ctb?
Replies
80
Views
4K
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
c4di
Venting nothing is working
Replies
3
Views
650
Vlad Tepes
Vlad Tepes
CicisDoingUnwell
Venting I want to die, but I don‘t want to die, but I want to die, but…!!!! (flipping a coin in life)
Replies
18
Views
897
deadmanwalking1990
deadmanwalking1990
indiannarose
Yeah I CBF
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2
Views
416
deadmanwalking1990
deadmanwalking1990
I
Carbon monoxide method. How much charcoal, what type of charcoal, grill and tent would be needed for this method to work?
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17
Views
3K
ChamberOfEchoes
ChamberOfEchoes
ranranko
im not fit for this world in any way
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3
Views
426
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
U
50 years old... Existence is pointless
Replies
35
Views
2K
metfan647
M
Leonard_Bangley39
Help Working on my plan
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2
Views
672
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
waqs
Venting i get sick thinking about how the people in my life will react to my death
Replies
4
Views
663
Pale_Rider
Pale_Rider
_Gollum_
Discussion Which of your lost/diminished capacities make you the most suicidal?
Replies
25
Views
1K
indiannarose
indiannarose
hella.physched
Help NEED HELP (at home abortion)
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15
Views
2K
martyrdom
M
O
What am I missing? Where is my carotid artery?
Replies
4
Views
565
Forveleth
F
A
Help Tried partial suspension
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0
Views
617
aezaran
A
M
Method for methods
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0
Views
353
mr_sr
M
Sucsarius
  • Question
Help Safe way to SH?
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11
Views
923
BrainSplatter
BrainSplatter
TealBunny
How good would Prozac be as a method?
Replies
3
Views
501
anonymage
anonymage
lainsito
Addiction
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0
Views
299
lainsito
lainsito
Vlad Tepes
Discussion The Loser of the Losers
Replies
11
Views
818
badatparties
badatparties
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