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Ghostlights

Ghostlights

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Mar 21, 2026
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Personally... I don't really know. I think it would depend on how I die. Here are some of the songs I'd consider...

The Day I Tried To Live (Soundgarden)
Join Me In Death (HIM)
Comfortably Numb (Pink Floyd)
Farewell (Avantasia)
Twisted Mind (Avantasia)
Alone In The Dark (Testament)
Objects In The Rear View Mirror May Appear Closer Than They Are (Meat Loaf)
 
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etherealgoddess

etherealgoddess

perseverance is inevitable success
Dec 8, 2022
301
Personally... I don't really know. I think it would depend on how I die. Here are some of the songs I'd consider...

The Day I Tried To Live (Soundgarden)
Join Me In Death (HIM)
Comfortably Numb (Pink Floyd)
Farewell (Avantasia)
Twisted Mind (Avantasia)
Alone In The Dark (Testament)
Objects In The Rear View Mirror May Appear Closer Than They Are (Meat Loaf)
Ngl, I don't know. I don't think I'd be in the mood to listen to music. I'd hope to be as numb as possible. Music makes you feel emotional.
 
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scary

scary

find your own way to the Knife
May 1, 2024
157
God theres so many songs that would be fitting for me. I put different ones in another thread a while ago but the way this one ends is how i'd like to go out (i think id prefer to go out with a bang than with something sad)

 
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c4bomba

Member
Mar 2, 2026
42
Blvd nights (Team sleep)
Entombed (Deftones)
Smile (Deftones)
Sex tape (Deftones)
I wish i was god but I'm not (smokedope2016)
Sleep (smokedope2016)
Frat (smokedope2016)

These are the songs I'd listen to before death probably. They've just been consistently on repeat so
 
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msds

msds

Member
Mar 17, 2026
48
Exogenesis: Symphony, Parts 1-3 (Muse)
 
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nummie

nummie

Chronically silly
Feb 24, 2023
30
My way by frank sinatra. Its a classic and it would definitely be my exit song
 
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DownwardSpiral

DownwardSpiral

idiot
Jan 21, 2026
61

Before I die I would listen to this because with no lyrics I can stop overthinking and feel at peace. It's from spongebob which I love so it's very nostalgic.
 
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Houraisan_Kaguya

Houraisan_Kaguya

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Oct 8, 2024
10
A Fond Farewell by Elliott Smith.

"This is not my life
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm like
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
Who couldn't get things right
A fond farewell to a friend"
 
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yuri77

yuri77

Misanthrope
Mar 21, 2026
46
I'll probably listen to a few radiohead songs and random songs from the playlist my ex made for me.
 
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chargirl

chargirl

I want to be on the receiving end of revenge
Mar 24, 2026
13
God theres so many songs that would be fitting for me. I put different ones in another thread a while ago but the way this one ends is how i'd like to go out (i think id prefer to go out with a bang than with something sad)


What an incredible, beautiful song; I thoroughly enjoyed it and I'm so happy you shared it here ❤️❤️
 
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PainThreshold

PainThreshold

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Feb 3, 2026
19

Fitting for a corpse.
 
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tired93

tired93

Member
Mar 27, 2026
6
I would just avoid "Gone" by Katatonia. It makes me think to the only one person remained that could suffer for my death. (I'm losing her btw).
Maybe Giles Corey, "No one is ever going to want me".

 
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wine is fine but

whiskey's quicker
Jul 26, 2025
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SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
184
Dog Days Are Over, anyone?
 
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burninghill

burninghill

Student
Dec 2, 2025
173
I don't necessarily feel like I have a soundtrack. I've thought a lot about music, I like mitski but some of her songs are too.. mellow. I need something loud to focus on, so I might go for 'I Think That I Would Die' by Hole
 
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BlueLock

Member
Nov 8, 2024
94
She leaving home by The Beatles. Not really about suicide but I feel like you absolutely can interpret it that way.
 
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suicide_grrl

Every broken promise your body couldn’t keep
Mar 22, 2026
9
I'm thinking of a few songs (mostly emo/ post hardcore)

Populace in two (from first to last)
Such small hands (la dispute)
King park (la dispute)
Going nowhere (eidola)
Ribbons (Ingrid Michealson)
Highway (Ingrid Michealson)
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,823
I really don't want any music. Just nothingness. Like my life has become. I haven't listened to music for over a year now. It just upsets me. I take the lyrics personally and the sound reminds me of a life I once had, but no more.
 
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queenofwasps

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Mar 23, 2026
7
Lana del Rey - God knows I tried
Eagulls - my life in rewind
 
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scary

find your own way to the Knife
May 1, 2024
157
What an incredible, beautiful song; I thoroughly enjoyed it and I'm so happy you shared it here ❤️❤️
I'm so glad you enjoyed it, I have the CD and the most ideal thing for me is being able to listen to the entire album and end with that song while doing a method like CO but listening to just the ending track would still be nice
 
imperfectcircle

imperfectcircle

Member
Mar 28, 2026
25
I want to say Sleeping Beauty by A Perfect Circle. Though I'm not sure if it would help keep me calm, or if it would make me want to stay haha. So honestly I'm unsure. Love A Perfect Circle tho.
 
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LadyEve

LadyEve

Patience and resolve will get me there
Mar 29, 2026
22
Anything by careful gaze tbh. But specifically

Passive pencil drawings - careful gaze

They are a tiny minnesota band. Worth checking out of you like sad angry far left music
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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Comfortably Numb (Pink Floyd)
It seems too obvious, but you know what, I could see myself fading out to this after drinking N. If we're talking fantasies.
 
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fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
446
probably gloomy sunday by billie holiday
 
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DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
518
Lost my ability to listen to music
 
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truthb4told

truthb4told

less than human
Jan 23, 2026
3
prolly last words of a shooting star by mitski as it's been the song ive had as my go-to when i tried to attempt.

but anything by adam gnade would do i think, although im just not sure if adam gnade's songs would make me stall a little longer: so some brown noise would do just fine.
 
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