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Suicide Discussion

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itsamadworld
What are the main two or three reasons driving your desire to leave?
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94
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5K
outrider567
O
T
Story In love with an addict who used me for money and destroyed my life
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15
Views
976
Test_Subject
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playing_ostrich
Venting "nonfatal self-harm cost the nation nearly $490 billion in medical costs, work loss costs, value of statistical life, and quality of life costs"
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8
Views
552
Shu
Shu
F
I think i'm learning to overcome the fear
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1
Views
404
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Help Do I have to compress the vertebral arteries for partial to succeed?
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0
Views
395
problematicblue
P
StarryStarry
WHY ARE YOU ON THIS SITE
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40
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2K
StarryStarry
StarryStarry
S
Rugby player CTB age 31
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7
Views
704
alexlondon365
A
Intelligent_Panic99
Therapist blocked me
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2
Views
627
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Chroming
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6
Views
758
outrider567
O
Blue_mist
Sudden change
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8
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814
Blue_mist
Blue_mist
D
Poem: The "Totality" of It All
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1
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310
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
I am sitting on a basketball hoop frame with a noose around my neck at 4AM
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3
Views
534
jackodonnell
J
GongLiFang
Planning to CTB this Friday, wish I knew more people here
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2
Views
384
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
One person holding you back
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52
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1K
Rogue
R
R
Why do people use euphemisms here - where there's no barrier to using explicit terms
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18
Views
968
happy?1270
happy?1270
justwanttogo
Bpd leaves me uncomfortable
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6
Views
485
fillthevoid
fillthevoid
A_miStake_of_NATURE
if I never tried, am I really depressed and suicidal??
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64
Views
3K
luke_skywalker
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freedompass
Discussion A lot of true things are taboo
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1
Views
353
wljourney
wljourney
Oblivion Access
Damn bitch, you paid money to feel like this?
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8
Views
847
Oblivion Access
Oblivion Access
LookingforAnswers
Discussion How many different meds have you tried before giving up?
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32
Views
2K
BeansOfRequirement
BeansOfRequirement
wellherewego
How to get an AE
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1
Views
335
befree
befree
Tomoko
A Question For Those Who Have Attempted
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43
Views
3K
Intelligent_Panic99
Intelligent_Panic99
lmon
  • Question
Method Bread
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0
Views
810
lmon
lmon
ClownMe
Venting I feel completely disconnected from this world
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15
Views
1K
Q-Dust
Q-Dust
P
Is jumping off the golden gate bridge in sf a good way of going out
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19
Views
1K
Q-Dust
Q-Dust
D
People claiming suicide is the "easy way out"
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23
Views
851
Fragile
Fragile
F
I tried to hang myself multiple times this week.
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15
Views
959
KiraLittleOwl
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lecyleclec
Venting Letting it out before I CTB
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4
Views
472
nixdeath
nixdeath
HappinessEmbodied
Help How’s my SN blood test look?
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4
Views
558
TheBroken
TheBroken
SKDN
I want to ctb now
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15
Views
785
Shu
Shu
R
Venting Leaving tonight
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26
Views
2K
Journeytoletgo
J
PrincessInWhite
bitcoin questions- call for community help
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6
Views
384
_Seeking
_Seeking
everlastinghistory
Writing the note
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3
Views
433
SuicidallyCurious
S
wellherewego
Getting SN through customs, worth it?
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3
Views
407
Tartuffe
T
wellherewego
What happens after going unconscious from SN?
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27
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1K
downndone2
D
T
SN, death, aftermath. (Triggers?)
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20
Views
771
wellherewego
wellherewego
OneHourLater
A game of whack a mole
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4
Views
427
OneHourLater
OneHourLater
transientflesh127
Resource Reliable source of AE in Canada?
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4
Views
632
wljourney
wljourney
T
Discussion Religion, hell, CTB and why we shouldn't worry
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73
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5K
Forever Sleep
F
N
Venting Survival instincts are making me anxious
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8
Views
540
TakeMeBack07
TakeMeBack07
T90-Alpha
Help Where should i go to ctb?
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11
Views
555
SuicidallyCurious
S
Sanva
Venting when is enough enough
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5
Views
431
magicalsarcoma
magicalsarcoma
Pain In The Ass
phenobarbital
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23
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1K
Pain In The Ass
Pain In The Ass
U
Suicide note
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4
Views
436
User35688446786
U
N
I think in my situation many people would commit suicide eventually
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2
Views
442
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ExtraordinaryDefeat_
Venting Why do I think life isn't worth anything?
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15
Views
775
The Divine Comedy
The Divine Comedy
-FrozenRobot-
Venting This girl i was in love could potentially be the reason of my death.
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3
Views
438
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ravel
Venting I don't fit in this society
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4
Views
451
SuicidallyCurious
S
SBC
Help CTB was successful what should I do now? HELP
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1
Views
619
SuicidallyCurious
S
ExitiumVitae
Can anyone else not stop thinking about your future corpse?
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31
Views
1K
outrider567
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