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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
goingcrazy123
Waiting on AE
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3
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471
Shu
Shu
Starchaser
N Tolerance?
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39
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2K
Starchaser
Starchaser
R
Method Strangulation. How to beat fear and doubt
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4
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1K
Rogue_R
R
Spiritual survivor
Anybody wanting to suicide over genital herpes?
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8
Views
732
jakaranda3
J
A
Method 2 Questions
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1
Views
781
myopybyproxy
M
bleedthefreak
About to CTB
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7
Views
596
Riddle
Riddle
Zeus35
Serious about SN
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12
Views
704
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
violetdevil
Broke metal seal on bottle of N
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60
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3K
inabsentia
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G
Venting Im being watched to much
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14
Views
576
grasping_at_straws
G
Message In A Bottle
Anyone else trying to purchase N without being caught by the people your living with?
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10
Views
848
Message In A Bottle
Message In A Bottle
fastlife
  • Locked
Story goodbye finaly
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66
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8K
houseofleaves
houseofleaves
D
Update about my abusive grandma
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8
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401
DeprivedofLife666
D
P
Let's brainstorm ways to expedite natural death
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28
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2K
Billgatesbanunga
B
H
Can someone upload the PPH-November file to alternative sites?
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23
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2K
TheBroken
TheBroken
deerme
Help Hanging in the woods
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6
Views
678
deerme
deerme
MatthewV3
Help Metoclopramid in EU
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1
Views
358
T-StayResident
T-StayResident
Kismet
Does anyone have animals?
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22
Views
618
lost_soul83
L
fastlife
Discussion sn tips
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21
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1K
headspin
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G
Discussion Ctb by hanging and backing out
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5
Views
534
Worndown
Worndown
unlucky melancholia
Venting Suicide is "easy"
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25
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1K
Al Cappella
Al Cappella
SpaceCadet
On the other side
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3
Views
344
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
symphony
Has anyone else prayed for death?
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37
Views
1K
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
Shadow777
Introduction
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9
Views
393
Shadow777
Shadow777
golfmavenice
Will I survive if I vomit the SN?
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3
Views
565
NothingElseMatters
NothingElseMatters
A
SN in a frappe?
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4
Views
660
shrek34
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I
Finally have hope but still can’t stop thinking of suicide
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14
Views
572
Idontmatter
I
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Help Question about SN because I'm clueless
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14
Views
944
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Tired of being disparaged and discriminated against due to disability
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3
Views
423
whatevs
whatevs
DrownFeather
It's hard to do anything when depressed
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6
Views
380
whatevs
whatevs
C
Nothin helps, its impossible to b happy
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5
Views
303
goofy
goofy
L
1 hour to CTB
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29
Views
1K
Shu
Shu
F
After death fears.
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33
Views
2K
Parnate
P
SaraaaEzaaaat
I'm the loser again
Replies
5
Views
401
chocolatebar
chocolatebar
S
Help Sodium valproate to ctb?
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0
Views
415
spacegirl
S
deathbydragon
Life and the avoidance of suffering is based on too much luck
Replies
7
Views
445
Britvik
Britvik
lostmylove
Worse at night
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10
Views
467
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Insomniac
Drank half bottle of cbd oil. Whats gonna happen to me?
Replies
10
Views
712
lili
lili
Jumper Geo
Discussion Gruesome ways to CTB, but what one would you choose ?
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164
Views
11K
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Discussion Can expired SN unopened still be used to ctb
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1
Views
435
Quax
Quax
Britvik
Permanence requires certainty.
Replies
0
Views
305
Britvik
Britvik
symphony
Venting How far I've fallen
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12
Views
621
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
issei123
Disorders and Suicide
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4
Views
501
LivideLamb
LivideLamb
oziinnz
If your sibling ctb would you still ctb?
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34
Views
1K
Hurt
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Goldy04
Where to buy sodium nitrate in Philippines
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2
Views
817
rationaltake
rationaltake
P
Hows my plan? Is this a possible way to ctb?
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10
Views
608
Freedomindeath4me
F
FindingPeace8
Venting I bought N from D and feel regret
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16
Views
957
Pluto
Pluto
J
Does anybody else feel like they're grieving themselves?
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22
Views
697
ArcherFiles44
A
ShatteredSoul
Venting People
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22
Views
716
Britvik
Britvik
Hecuba
Has anyone you love ever ctb'ed, or intended/attempted to ctb?
Replies
34
Views
2K
Why Me?
W
death137
If being ugly ONLY affected getting relationships, I'd be content with that
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51
Views
3K
RegretedFeeling
RegretedFeeling
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