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Suicide Discussion

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D*** SN
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1
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463
Shu
Shu
TheDoomedDoomer
Help My SN shipped to the FedEx warehouse and has just been sitting for 2 days. What's going on am I just being impatient?
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4
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508
TheDoomedDoomer
TheDoomedDoomer
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N shipped to the UK - what are the penalties if seized by customs?
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3
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666
lokimotion
lokimotion
Xdyzine
Is it okay to quit your job because of mental issues and benzo addiction/wanting to CTB
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18
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1K
Sleepykitty
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αmber
Venting rain, night and memories
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3
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457
OctoberDusk
O
prince345
Maintaining appearances/taking care of yourself?
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13
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854
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nena21
Venting just before i was born
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1
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385
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shu
D*** E***** SN
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1
Views
481
SleepyBB
SleepyBB
justagreenleaf
If all goes well, I have another day left
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2
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414
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Discussion Those who wants to live dies and those who wants to die lives.
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2
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395
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
  • Question
Help SN Source (EU)
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2
Views
637
zolbant
Z
A
why do i have to be alone
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3
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444
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Venting Still planning on ctbing
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8
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708
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Weebster
Which methods are most popular in Japan?
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21
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2K
outrider567
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golfmavenice
Partial Hanging Third Position Question
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0
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419
golfmavenice
golfmavenice
whatevs
Bitter incel vibe
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50
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3K
whatevs
whatevs
Anxieyote
Venting Psychiatric ward is a luxury I can’t afford.
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10
Views
915
wljourney
wljourney
Socaku
Any members from Greece....
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2
Views
405
Socaku
Socaku
FairyHeart
Help What are some benzo alternatives?
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3
Views
552
Alex6216
A
NothingElseMatters
time so near i can almost feel the freedom
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30
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1K
javan12
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N
Hanging plan
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1
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514
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
anonymous122
Lost my SN
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14
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1K
Darkover
Darkover
T
Is this the right SN to buy?
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3
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483
TopsyTurvy
T
Tortured Existence
Worrying News From Switzerland
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18
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2K
dropintheocean
D
hellispink
Can I use expired clonazepam as sedative
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1
Views
393
LifeHasNoOptIn
LifeHasNoOptIn
Atlantian
Looking for sources to purchase SN
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7
Views
896
justagreenleaf
justagreenleaf
HappinessEmbodied
Help How likely am I to throw up SN without an AE?
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15
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1K
TheDoomedDoomer
TheDoomedDoomer
lifecouldbedream
I may have just genuinely trashed my mind and given myself psychosis.
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6
Views
668
its-about-time
its-about-time
I
Help New to group have a few questions
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12
Views
565
~Q~
~Q~
Emily_Numb
Benzo to CTB?
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14
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1K
peanuts
peanuts
N
It is really cynical to give people a prison sentence for buying N
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13
Views
722
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
S
Venting watching people around you ctb and wishing you were gone too
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7
Views
535
wanttodie
wanttodie
N
I am feeling more lonely in a crowd than when I am physically alone
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3
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389
Graham
Graham
T-StayResident
Help Need tips for testing N
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7
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684
Nigh
N
Zzzzz
Don't envy most people.
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2
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331
NothingElseMatters
NothingElseMatters
T
Venting There are only two things that scare me about CTB/dying.
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3
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437
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
9BBN
Anyone here become suicidal over the pandemic?
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16
Views
777
Danjor88
D
whatevs
I just want to chill out and read
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5
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471
justagreenleaf
justagreenleaf
S
Recovered
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10
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577
CTBgenuine
CTBgenuine
FairyHeart
Help How necessary are antacids?
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4
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564
Shu
Shu
S
how long should I fast before taking SN?
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1
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442
befree
befree
M
Help Charcoal Burning am i doing it right ?
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1
Views
728
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
Chronic
Delay it a day...
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5
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464
juraviel
J
Sadness20
Tired
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3
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342
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
Fadeawaaaay
Discussion What went wrong and when?
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22
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1K
Area Man
A
αmber
Venting feeling like i'm dead
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2
Views
351
Anonymus
A
Sadness20
Is there ever a right time to die?
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14
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1K
The Abyss
The Abyss
Gaga786
Story Gaslighting in my Pakistani family
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9
Views
558
The Abyss
The Abyss
T
Method Blacking out on antipsychotics while going for a swim
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13
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1K
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
R
Life in World Cups
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1
Views
363
cheesepancake
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