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Suicide Discussion

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Painless_end
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How close are you to CTB
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6K
jjl94
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Is it legal to order Sodium Nitrite in the UK?
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6
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1K
JC96178235
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Help Sodium Nitrite UK
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22
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2K
JC96178235
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SN sources for UK
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14
Views
691
JC96178235
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Anger is burning me
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2
Views
287
sadDaysAhead
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333olivia
Venting Third failed attempt
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6
Views
576
333olivia
333olivia
CTB Dream
Venting Everyday memory injury damage
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1
Views
302
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
reverse03
Venting How can I ctb when everyone thought I am getting better
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3
Views
327
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting Main prob no methof
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1
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308
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Is it normal to be this excited
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5
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342
itsallpointless
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If you had a year left to live
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17
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460
itsallpointless
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Venting I hate how i look
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3
Views
439
ruintention
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Nitrogen source for UK
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0
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292
inertescape
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notadaisy
  • Question
Help question about using the site
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2
Views
430
notadaisy
notadaisy
HermitLonerGuy
Forensic specialist looks at autopsy and says what drowning feels like (my method)
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33
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3K
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
T
Needed a way to express how much in pain I am
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4
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354
thebusislatetonight
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FieldsofLavender
Discussion Do you SH because you want to CTB?
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15
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511
mushroomhive
mushroomhive
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Discussion Is anyone afraid to recover?
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16
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602
The Eeyorish One
The Eeyorish One
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Why is suicide so hard
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8
Views
658
Darkover
Darkover
borderline-feline
Venting Irrational pain over a fictional character making me want to die
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33
Views
2K
borderline-feline
borderline-feline
trucker247
Final questions before i go
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3
Views
394
almostoutofhere
almostoutofhere
Lonerzepam
Resource Websites to send encrypted, private, self distructing messages
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2
Views
859
Lost in a Dream
Lost in a Dream
FireFox
Suicidal as valentines day approaches
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20
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519
oneeyed
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CTB Dream
Venting Ability lose
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1
Views
319
missingpeace
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CTB Dream
Callous fiend
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0
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280
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
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Wish I could just pay someone
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13
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2K
wanttodie
wanttodie
Tricondyla ledouxi
Would 50g be enough SN? I will not be using an antiemetic, at best, an OTC one so won’t be too useful.
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12
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1K
FireWalkWithMe
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What post count is needed to PM?
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8
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399
Decided98
Decided98
leopard_gec
Generalization of suicide and ignoration of those who don't fit in lead to death (and the reason SS exists)
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1
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328
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
everlastinghistory
She deactivated, she’s really gone
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18
Views
996
Catlovergirl
Catlovergirl
Shizzy617
Venting I want to CTB, is that selfish?
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14
Views
607
Shizzy617
Shizzy617
articspiral
failed hanging attempt, marks on neck
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4
Views
631
Tartuffe
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Discussion Over 70% of us (so far) have been suicidal for more than 6 years.
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4
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449
enditplz
enditplz
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Partial hanging in the woods
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7
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436
spinningmyself
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Does anyone who've attempted CTB glad they failed?
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11
Views
491
Lonerzepam
Lonerzepam
Mimikyuu
Discussion What made you decide that you seriously wanted to CBT?
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4
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362
StringPuppet
StringPuppet
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Method Why is Sodium Nitrite preferred over Potassium Nitrite
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10
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2K
littlelady774
littlelady774
samishii
Venting I'd be rich if I got 10 bucks for everytime I offended someone
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2
Views
463
Ernest1964
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FieldsofLavender
Story The story of my second suicide attempt (it's a little funny, I promise)
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18
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883
H.O.Xan
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May is it
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13
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460
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
  • Question
Waited long enough. Where do I buy the mysterious eject-button pill people seem to allude to exist?
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4
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467
Majestatea Masiva
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I've decided I'm doing it. Life insurance question.
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6
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482
painofzed
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Help Asap need help
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6
Views
561
shootemallagain
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card1nal
Almost sent a letter to my friend that would expose my suicidal ideation
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2
Views
301
card1nal
card1nal
Rose190021
Venting I can’t anymore
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3
Views
379
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Venting Life is not fear so if people know that why are they so cruel and treat others like shit.
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4
Views
333
sadDaysAhead
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alivefornow
Discussion How do you die in your fantasy?
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22
Views
677
Darkover
Darkover
alivefornow
  • Question
Discussion Honest question about Self-Sabotage
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9
Views
471
wastingpotential
wastingpotential
Usako0504
Venting I made my therapist cry and I feel like a failure
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4
Views
432
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ethereals
Venting I feel like I'm trapped
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5
Views
383
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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