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Suicide Discussion

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Zzzzz
Don't envy most people.
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2
Views
329
NothingElseMatters
NothingElseMatters
T
Venting There are only two things that scare me about CTB/dying.
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3
Views
435
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
9BBN
Anyone here become suicidal over the pandemic?
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16
Views
776
Danjor88
D
whatevs
I just want to chill out and read
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5
Views
469
justagreenleaf
justagreenleaf
S
Recovered
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10
Views
574
CTBgenuine
CTBgenuine
FairyHeart
Help How necessary are antacids?
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4
Views
562
Shu
Shu
S
how long should I fast before taking SN?
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1
Views
440
befree
befree
M
Help Charcoal Burning am i doing it right ?
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1
Views
725
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
Chronic
Delay it a day...
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5
Views
462
juraviel
J
Sadness20
Tired
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3
Views
337
Judy Garland
Judy Garland
Fadeawaaaay
Discussion What went wrong and when?
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22
Views
1K
Area Man
A
αmber
Venting feeling like i'm dead
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2
Views
350
Anonymus
A
Sadness20
Is there ever a right time to die?
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14
Views
1K
The Abyss
The Abyss
Gaga786
Story Gaslighting in my Pakistani family
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9
Views
554
The Abyss
The Abyss
T
Method Blacking out on antipsychotics while going for a swim
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13
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1K
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
R
Life in World Cups
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1
Views
358
cheesepancake
C
J
Concept of loss and euthanasia
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9
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501
JustSwingingTheD
J
S
Story My story how i ended up here and why I have thoughts of ctb it’s a rant
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2
Views
421
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Discussion Tried to rope but failed
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3
Views
542
Someone123
S
Versailles
Help Help
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9
Views
734
Versailles
Versailles
September5th
How do you go from "I want" to "I'm doing it"?
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14
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1K
derletzteweg
D
I
Hypnosis
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1
Views
418
JamieJambo
J
Tired_potato
I think I'm ready to leave, but i still have a few doubts.
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9
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1K
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
A
Help Obtaining meto
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7
Views
793
maya.
maya.
MsMaudlin
Method Last 7 days on earth (not a goodbye thread)
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3
Views
640
NoWayOut22
NoWayOut22
N
Anyone in the Seattle/Tacoma area with a gun/opiates? Ready to go.
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0
Views
333
Ninaea
N
Γyuk
Recent N import Europe
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0
Views
352
Γyuk
Γyuk
lotusflowers13
How
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13
Views
540
hendrix18712
hendrix18712
H
(Decided otherwise, I apologise, and hope people understand) I'm doing it in a few hours guys a suggestion for a quick non-gross method please!
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15
Views
2K
cyanlove
cyanlove
Toxic Positivity
Leaving the forum
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71
Views
5K
peanuts
peanuts
Sadness20
Its interesting how people's opinion about suicide changes with time.
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10
Views
495
Ta555
T
D
Help SN from Canada purity testing
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9
Views
890
justagreenleaf
justagreenleaf
lokimotion
Can people still hold down jobs?
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23
Views
894
peanuts
peanuts
Cancún
Partners
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16
Views
1K
Deleted member 31858
D
Cat12345
Venting Why is it so hard to talk
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6
Views
690
Pluto
Pluto
αmber
Venting this is hell
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6
Views
518
αmber
αmber
serah
Venting Does it ever get better?
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16
Views
1K
hopelessgirl
hopelessgirl
BornBrief
Looking to get N.. I am Canadian. What are the options/avenues for antiemetic?
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5
Views
787
Well-Edited Chaos
Well-Edited Chaos
September5th
Life has its moments
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9
Views
422
hendrix18712
hendrix18712
surface2007
if N or SN was juste a little pill
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21
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1K
Talvikki
T
O
that didnt take long
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1
Views
406
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Discussion SN from IC delivery to EU
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27
Views
1K
MaybeThisTime
MaybeThisTime
αmber
Story A dream
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2
Views
449
Angi
A
Samael96
Resource DM for SN reliable source in EU
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1
Views
547
MaybeThisTime
MaybeThisTime
Tegan_sky
Loneliness pushing one to suicide
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43
Views
3K
Istanbulite
Istanbulite
S
I don’t want to hurt my family
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6
Views
449
seritonin_superstar
S
Sadness20
A little story part of the story I've been writing with a friend. Tell me if you can relate please :)
Replies
5
Views
347
NobodyKnowsMe
NobodyKnowsMe
vanillasilverberry
Venting I want to die I can't handle being like this anymore
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3
Views
474
vanillasilverberry
vanillasilverberry
D
Discussion Anyone else?
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4
Views
382
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Anyone else get weirdly excited when you find a new reason to ctb?
Replies
11
Views
630
deadgeorge
D
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