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Suicide Discussion

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PressEnterToExit
Lorazepam & Alcohol
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CandyCane
CandyCane
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Does SN last forever if the bag is unopened?
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13
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2K
snowman626
snowman626
justagreenleaf
Terrified by recent news of N seizures
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36
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3K
YourNeighbor
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sckicksal345
Whats the best substance 2 kill oneself with
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35
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3K
Seeking_Peace
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Wormfood
Venting Why should you care if other people see you as trash?
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5
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557
Lost Magic
Lost Magic
Beachygirl
Whats the best way to ctb
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9
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2K
Seeking_Peace
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fillthevoid
Venting Can't take it anymore
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3
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407
WorthlessTrash
WorthlessTrash
justagreenleaf
Just ordered my SN
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3
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544
justagreenleaf
justagreenleaf
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I think I’ve given up
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15
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585
Marguerite492
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golfmavenice
Using arbor knot in complete hanging?
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1
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497
Someone123
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happy?1270
“ Natural Alternatives to Benzodiazepines”
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1
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483
Alex6216
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D*** SN
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1
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461
Shu
Shu
TheDoomedDoomer
Help My SN shipped to the FedEx warehouse and has just been sitting for 2 days. What's going on am I just being impatient?
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4
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496
TheDoomedDoomer
TheDoomedDoomer
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N shipped to the UK - what are the penalties if seized by customs?
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3
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662
lokimotion
lokimotion
Xdyzine
Is it okay to quit your job because of mental issues and benzo addiction/wanting to CTB
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18
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1K
Sleepykitty
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αmber
Venting rain, night and memories
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3
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452
OctoberDusk
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prince345
Maintaining appearances/taking care of yourself?
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13
Views
852
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nena21
Venting just before i was born
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1
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380
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shu
D*** E***** SN
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1
Views
475
SleepyBB
SleepyBB
justagreenleaf
If all goes well, I have another day left
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2
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412
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Discussion Those who wants to live dies and those who wants to die lives.
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2
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392
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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  • Question
Help SN Source (EU)
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2
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635
zolbant
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why do i have to be alone
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3
Views
438
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Venting Still planning on ctbing
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8
Views
705
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Weebster
Which methods are most popular in Japan?
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21
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2K
outrider567
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golfmavenice
Partial Hanging Third Position Question
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0
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416
golfmavenice
golfmavenice
whatevs
Bitter incel vibe
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50
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3K
whatevs
whatevs
Anxieyote
Venting Psychiatric ward is a luxury I can’t afford.
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10
Views
910
wljourney
wljourney
Socaku
Any members from Greece....
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2
Views
403
Socaku
Socaku
FairyHeart
Help What are some benzo alternatives?
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3
Views
550
Alex6216
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NothingElseMatters
time so near i can almost feel the freedom
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30
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1K
javan12
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N
Hanging plan
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1
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511
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
anonymous122
Lost my SN
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14
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1K
Darkover
Darkover
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Is this the right SN to buy?
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3
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480
TopsyTurvy
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Tortured Existence
Worrying News From Switzerland
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18
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2K
dropintheocean
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hellispink
Can I use expired clonazepam as sedative
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1
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392
LifeHasNoOptIn
LifeHasNoOptIn
Atlantian
Looking for sources to purchase SN
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7
Views
895
justagreenleaf
justagreenleaf
HappinessEmbodied
Help How likely am I to throw up SN without an AE?
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15
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1K
TheDoomedDoomer
TheDoomedDoomer
lifecouldbedream
I may have just genuinely trashed my mind and given myself psychosis.
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6
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665
its-about-time
its-about-time
I
Help New to group have a few questions
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12
Views
562
~Q~
~Q~
Emily_Numb
Benzo to CTB?
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14
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1K
peanuts
peanuts
N
It is really cynical to give people a prison sentence for buying N
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13
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720
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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Venting watching people around you ctb and wishing you were gone too
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7
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529
wanttodie
wanttodie
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I am feeling more lonely in a crowd than when I am physically alone
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3
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386
Graham
Graham
T-StayResident
Help Need tips for testing N
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7
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680
Nigh
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Zzzzz
Don't envy most people.
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2
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329
NothingElseMatters
NothingElseMatters
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Venting There are only two things that scare me about CTB/dying.
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3
Views
435
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
9BBN
Anyone here become suicidal over the pandemic?
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16
Views
776
Danjor88
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whatevs
I just want to chill out and read
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5
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469
justagreenleaf
justagreenleaf
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Recovered
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10
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574
CTBgenuine
CTBgenuine
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