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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
actual_fox
Venting Do you also struggle with instability? ASD/fatigue/exec dysfunction
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3
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423
cowie
C
actual_fox
I actually want to kms rn
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29
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1K
actual_fox
actual_fox
D
It finally arrived. Excited.
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10
Views
914
Lonerzepam
Lonerzepam
D
Discussion Good indicators that you’re ready to CTB?
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10
Views
2K
ksp
ksp
chronicrexie
Method weed to help fight SI
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16
Views
2K
Finding Sirius
Finding Sirius
O
Help Any legal pills with no prescription i can buy for cheap?
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4
Views
710
Cryptonite
Cryptonite
Lauriso
I'm in the Canary Islands and I want to die
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7
Views
539
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
C
What do you think about this plan: go to a huge national park without water, and do voluntary stopping of eating and drinking, e.g. die of thirst?
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27
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2K
Maudlin
Maudlin
trynacbt
Method catching that bus! [SN tonight]
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187
Views
35K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Agon123
  • Question
Help SN, Questions
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0
Views
607
Agon123
Agon123
Fadeawaaaay
Venting Sleeping all day
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18
Views
1K
ImsooDone1N
ImsooDone1N
Amnesiaisalloverme
Will it be safe to ctb with SN method when your moms at your watch?
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11
Views
1K
Amnesiaisalloverme
Amnesiaisalloverme
1000winds
Goodbye fellow sufferers, the bus conductor is calling my name
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49
Views
4K
Flowrance
Flowrance
F
bought this polyester rope, what do you think?
Replies
6
Views
664
Someone123
S
Un-
Gatekeeping suicidality and what-not.
Replies
32
Views
2K
GrumpyFrog
GrumpyFrog
ReallySillyOtter
Story Yup, another goodbye thread. SN CTB Sunday, July 26.
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70
Views
9K
👁️👃👁️
👁
angel-26
Venting I am a shitty person
Replies
8
Views
797
Rocket
Rocket
S
Venting I'm getting so close
Replies
14
Views
997
GrumpyFrog
GrumpyFrog
BornToFail
Discussion What is a good test?
Replies
2
Views
464
looseye
looseye
Tonight634
What do you think, will N be available like it used to?
Replies
7
Views
780
eldiablo666
E
lifeisadream
Lost & lonely
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9
Views
836
whywere
W
T
Anyone in Texas
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1
Views
406
Zegers
Zegers
NoWayOut22
Will anyone order from IC now there is an age restriction?
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12
Views
889
lachrymost
lachrymost
N
Sodium nitrite purchase
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12
Views
2K
Lawliet
Lawliet
chronicrexie
inhalants?
Replies
3
Views
726
[HNO]
H
CTB Dream
Venting Pointless
Replies
2
Views
446
ClownMe
ClownMe
P
SN in jar
Replies
3
Views
577
lifeORdeath
L
ikadasui
Venting Love how it's "my fault" my life is bad
Replies
12
Views
844
Mofreeko
Mofreeko
brokensea
Feeling sad today
Replies
11
Views
585
Hystearical
Hystearical
spectraltease
Which rope?
Replies
4
Views
558
Felix007
F
StrangeAndDeath
I feel like I'm betraying my family
Replies
6
Views
541
EmbraceNothingness
EmbraceNothingness
Z
Former member of SMH - intro
Replies
10
Views
1K
lifeisadream
lifeisadream
J
Benzodiazepines: Do They Have a Lethal Dose?
Replies
3
Views
560
regal20
regal20
Darkover
Venting my health
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5
Views
571
Rational man
Rational man
Akeolodo
Discussion The selfishness of depressed people or those with other mental health issues having a child is astonishing and selfish
Replies
36
Views
3K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
HermitLonerGuy
Thinking of setting myself on fire with Parafin and matches in front of my aunts house to protest what they did to my parents and I they stole home.
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40
Views
2K
👁️👃👁️
👁
Littlewittlelight
Help Please help with tourniquet and SN.
Replies
11
Views
900
in pain
in pain
dead lightbulb
Venting I should be dead right now
Replies
24
Views
2K
brokensea
brokensea
T
Diary #4, SN around SEA?
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0
Views
334
TLEEA
T
counting-out-time
which hotel in UK to CBT in that is good?
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7
Views
645
counting-out-time
counting-out-time
counting-out-time
before i CTB - next day or two - is there anyone to call just to talk about death (SC - iMessage ) just to help in passing to the other side?
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0
Views
371
counting-out-time
counting-out-time
N
I just keep getting closer
Replies
2
Views
415
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
hamtaro
Method Talking to my mom about suicide/Nitrogen
Replies
9
Views
1K
hamtaro
hamtaro
S
Take SN outdoors or at home?
Replies
6
Views
588
Ilikethemoon
Ilikethemoon
H
Venting Lack of Sympathy
Replies
8
Views
765
hiddenbpd
H
Painless_end
Venting Life is a burden for me
Replies
7
Views
640
Forever Sleep
F
J
N - where to find it?
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4
Views
764
counting-out-time
counting-out-time
TAW122
Discussion Differentiating Impulsive vs Planned CTBs
Replies
13
Views
1K
TAW122
TAW122
BurnBurnBurn
Venting Just want it to end
Replies
5
Views
798
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
snowman626
worried about lawsuit from hotel
Replies
10
Views
948
Someone123
S
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