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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
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I realised CTBing isn't for me but now it hurts knowing there's no 'way out'
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792
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deathbylife
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TheCyberian
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jodes2
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did u tell ur therapist about SS
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22
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Ineedtodie
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0
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505
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
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Why I'm lonely(vent)
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0
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430
LonelyEmerald
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G
Hurt
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2
Views
521
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
Busridin'26
Story Goodbye SS??
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3
Views
796
jodes2
jodes2
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HONEST ADVICE (TW pretty much all of them, not kidding; is MY recovery even possible?
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7
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Hans Voralberg
Goodbye Ss
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4
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3K
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Grav
H0110W
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4
Views
816
sufferingextremely
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14
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Himalayan
stilhavinightmares
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10
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2K
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
H0110W
Help Can I still recover?
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11
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2K
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Anxieyote
A plea to a divine entity.
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6
Views
752
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
C
I'm Going Home.
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1
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640
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Himalayan
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14
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1K
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chocolatebar
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Miss the days when I wasn't addicted to the phone
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9
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761
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Grubby
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48
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3K
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Relapsed on drugs 3 days ago
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2
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538
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Notaclockiswear
Ctb rn. Goodnight
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9
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2K
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stilhavinightmares
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I wish the weekend was 3 days
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6
Views
907
never mind me
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U. A.
Help Managing intrusive thoughts
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9
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never mind me
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Hans Voralberg
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2
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653
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coseymo
Why are friendships becoming transactional?
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15
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1K
Pluto
Pluto
I
I dont know what to do
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4
Views
715
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Nirrend
M
Goodbye SS
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12
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1K
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Ineedtodie
AOE thinking of opening a small business but the whole process including the social challenges are causing huge mental blockages.
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5
Views
568
jodes2
jodes2
G
Looking for an online friend
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5
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905
another@
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Story Am I in love? I think there's a strong potential for love to develop
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3
Views
702
przeciwwymiotne
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P
Story I've everything I lacked at the beginning of my depression, but the effects that it brought me have impeeded me greatly
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1
Views
522
whatevs
whatevs
D
Did you recover ? Describe how
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4
Views
687
przeciwwymiotne
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Ineedtodie
AOE with Avoidant personality disorder?
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4
Views
698
whatevs
whatevs
Suisushi
Help Guilt over hurting someone
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9
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1K
whatevs
whatevs
reverse03
Guilt and shame that I cannot remove
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6
Views
849
reverse03
reverse03
Ineedtodie
AOE have deep unsecurity from a speech impediment?
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4
Views
569
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
N
How would you approach someone who seems to struggle? Or even someone who is suicidal.
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1
Views
538
jodes2
jodes2
B
Spanish speakers
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6
Views
787
crimson blue
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Story Pushed over the edge in a good way
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3
Views
639
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Seiko
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3
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543
theboy
theboy
vaspertine
trying to recover
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2
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566
Silent.Tears
Silent.Tears
M
Someone healed with microdosing LSD?
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2
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662
makethepainstop
makethepainstop
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Well I have to recover now...
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17
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noaccount
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Spike Spiegel
I go through severe highs and lows. I am going through a high right now and am afraid of the upcoming low.
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8
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goodnighttime
MidnightDream
How???
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7
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Nirrend
M
Have you lost everything?
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2
Views
762
jodes2
jodes2
C
Cianuro de potasio
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0
Views
447
Chetto con salsa
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-Raven's Night-
ASD life sucks but i wanna share my story (ctb but not now!!!)
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7
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1K
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lili
How to be motivated to go outside?
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16
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makethepainstop
makethepainstop
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