Discussion You've just consumed 20g of SN. What do you do in your last moments?

[thrwaway99]

Do we have any good estimates for time from taking it until unconsciousness?

According to ppeh ~12 minutes.

 

[Dubs]

According to ppeh ~12 minutes.

That is probably ideal. N is under 5 minutes, seems a little too short. Anything over 12 minutes would probably cause panic.

 

[Dystopia]

I would have probably posted a goodbye thread prior that I may or may not update during the process.

If I'm outside (likely) I'll probably go somewhere and lay down looking at the sky/stars with ambient music playing. I'll likely feel pretty emotional and fear of the unknown/SI will kick in but hopefully Xanax will melt those issues away slightly

 

[woxihuanni]

I think whatever I take, I will be here saying goodbye.

 

[-Link-]

Wow, those would be 12 long minutes. SN is my backup plan (to N).

I'd probably just lie in bed, waiting... maybe browse the Apple News app for the first bit (it's one of my go-to's for passing time), then just lie there with my thoughts... probably thinking of some better times.

 

[IsadoraBeauxdraps]

I often felt in my life feelings so intense that it's like they were transported me to another world.
At that last time, I know that I will probably panic, cry and think about my mother, this is why I would like to be inhabited by such a feeling, and I know exactly what musics could trigger that.

 

[Wayfaerer]

Lay in bed and let the sweet release of death take me.

 

[rp17]

Not so much read up on SN but if the interactions are safe then drop a few benzos (xanax preferably) then listen to 'In A Sentimental Mood' and go to sleep.

 

[Dystopia]

Not so much read up on SN but if the interactions are safe then drop a few benzos (xanax preferably) then listen to 'In A Sentimental Mood' and go to sleep.

Xanax is fine with SN; just don't want to take too much too soon before consuming it incase you fall asleep

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

When did you last attempt ?
Why do you think you didn't succeed ?

Last month. Didn't take enough and vomited.

 

[Quinlor]

Last month. Didn't take enough and vomited.

I always thought the opposite, if you take too much, more than 20gr, the probability of you puking is increased.

 

[Help_Me]

I would lie in my bed and smile thinking of endless upcoming calmness

 

[bigj75]

rub one out and fall asleep in my bed

 

[Foster13]

Lie on the bed and start watching NDE reports on YouTube.

 

[Numbtopain97]

Lie in bed and Listen to my ctb playlist.

 

[noctiva]

Lie in bed, hug my huge pink unicorn plush (don't tell anyone), probably cry and look at pictures and videos of my family.

 

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

I would hit the delete / reboot and restore to original settings button on my phone. That way no trace can be made, and I cant panic and call 911

 

[XoXoNae]

Lie in bed, hug my huge pink unicorn plush (don't tell anyone), probably cry and look at pictures and videos of my family.

Noctavia... I love pink and pillows and unicorns I'm gonna cry...

 

[noctiva]

Noctavia... I love pink and pillows and unicorns I'm gonna cry...

I have pink unicorns everywhere, my partner used to bring them to me as little gifts. There are 2 pink unicorn plushies, at least 5 unicorn figurines and a myriad of other cute, pink or unicorn things around.

 

[999888]

I just wait anxiously and try to keep calm.

 

[mediocre]

I'd quickly have some candies and chocolate then lye down and drift off...

 

[NotGoneButNotHere]

Title (assuming you took meto and tagamet).

Me I would probably make a final goodbye thread, then shut off electronics and try to sleep.

I haven't entirely planned my last days as I'm waiting for my Meto to be delivered but by the time I take the SN I plan on laying back and listening to a playlist of some of my favourite music that has helped me cope to get this far.

I haven't decided how much of a note I'm leaving behind or who I plan on leaving final words to just yet but whenever my stuff arrives and I get close to my antiemetic regiment I'll start making final plans.

Part of me is scared for the experience of dying but part of me looks forward to seeking peace and seeing if anything lies beyond the physical plane. I'm not religious or spiritual in any way but it's still somewhat intimidating especially with my last couple weeks approaching soon.

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Tuck my head between my legs and kiss my ass goodbye?

 

[waterbottleman]

Just as most things in life we have an idea of how an experience will be but it often is different to how it actually is when experienced.

I plan on listening to the sounds of crashing waves on a beach with my phon on Spotify, however I wouldn't be surprised if I end up crying and feeling sad for my family =(

 

[Brick In The Wall]

First I'd turn off the lights and crawl into bed. Then close my eyes and listen to some of my favorite music, all while clutching a picture of my family. Wait for the sweet release at that point.

 

[Moonicide]

Put on soothing music, write a goodbye thread and keep my pet near me as I finally pass.

 

[R_N]

Listening to this while laying down, eyes closed.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Lay down while listening to quiet music (meditation style or something like that)

 

[NeCkDeEp]

Listening to my fave bands and stroking my cat until I pass out

 

[6ixxy]

Put on soothing music, write a goodbye thread and keep my pet near me as I finally pass.

As much as I love the idea of having my dog next to me when I go, the thought of him having no clue what's happened makes my heart bleed, that and also where I'm going I can't take him