struggles_inc
life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
- Jun 24, 2023
- 300
Tough but fair. That's why I love this website.Literally fuck everybody who works in this sector. They're all pro-lifers who are garbage. They act like they're above us because they're a "professional" like fuck out of here with that bullshit.
A reference to any sort of psychologist is a means of disposing of you. In other words, "not my problem".
I'm sorry, I just can't shut up about this. For some reason every friend of mine does this.The only people in my life I was told to see a psych by were abusers.
They don't even listen. No reasoning. Nothing, just the same over and over and over and over again… And it's not like I'm a whiny bitch who cries all the time about everything. I'm fucking depressed all the time yeah, but I rarely spill. But when I do, I get 0 support at all and constant references to a "doctor". This has been going on for fucking years.
That makes me feel so lonely. I don't need a diagnosis or any pills, I really need someone I trust to talk to me and JUST comfort me a little. Everything else I can do myself and have been doing all these years.
Having a mental breakdown in front of those people is excruciatingly embarrassing. Because they're just gonna stand there looking at you like you're some kind of alien. You won't get a hug or anything, just a stare.
I work a lot and did not burn out for more than 9 years so there are people among my family and friends who genuinely believe I have no emotions. So it's extremely surprising for them when I cry.
I feel like a robot. And when I get sent to a psycho-blah-blah, I feel like I'm being literally disposed of.
Sorry for the rant.
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