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Julgran

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,427
"I beat you to it!" :smiling:
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Just kill me already. Wait...
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,156
I should have never existed
 
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aprilshowers

The Ignorant
Dec 14, 2021
46
I cannot abide ignorance.
 
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Toonloon

Toonloon

Experienced
Nov 17, 2020
253
Fuck everyone from A-Z
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
There is nothing I could say to make you understand.

I'd likely end up trying to make them understand, then conclude with the acknowledgement that all my words are futile.
 
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Sans

Sans

Protesting the conditions of an inhumane world
Oct 2, 2019
360
"I'm finally free."
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Pffft, aren't you glad I wore diapers!
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
I've been wanting this for years don't be sad.
 
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Before26

A little tired
Dec 15, 2021
35
I do not have much more love to give myself.
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
852
When I did my last attempt, I just wrote down on a piece of paper:

Cremation
No funeral

I still have that paper on my desk. I never thought I'd leave a note, but I feel very strongly that I don't want a funeral. Just let me die and be forgotten. I hate the idea of people having cake and coffee at my funeral, even though I obviously won't know they are doing it.

I hate my life and the misery of my illness. I hate the destruction that ME/CFS has inflicted upon my mind and body. I just want every trace of me to disappear.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
my note would be "once and for all" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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I-can-only-imagine

I-can-only-imagine

Student
Apr 26, 2021
135
"I'm sorry, I tried"
 
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needed_

needed_

waiting for a miracle
Dec 17, 2021
804
I just can't take it anymore
 
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rottenteeth

rottenteeth

Member
Dec 20, 2021
16
My life is shit, bye.

Thankfully my mother knows i am suicidal. She does not want me to suffer but she does not want me to die. She would get it if I do though and would not be surprised so I am lucky in that way.
 
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Itsallover123

Itsallover123

Student
Nov 14, 2021
137
You will never be forgiven.
 
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Hirokami

Hirokami

Out of order
Feb 21, 2021
607
I guess I really wasn't good enough.
 
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Closetotheedge

Closetotheedge

New Member
Dec 10, 2021
2
"I'm in excruciating pain."
 
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empty

Member
Jan 5, 2021
50
This was my choice, so it's no one's fault but my own; I'd like to have a natural burial.
 
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Enigmatic Sailor

Enigmatic Sailor

vicissitudes of fate...
Oct 29, 2021
386
"I'm sorry Mrs. Jackson, I am for real..."
 
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LionsTigersAndBears

Archangel
Oct 14, 2020
10,658
I do not want to die, I just want the pain to stop.
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
Im
Sorry mom
I got lost
After college
Didn't think
I would end up this
Way
Can't stand it anymore
Should've made
Be
Tter
De___cisio__
___ns
Love you
 
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redwaymilk

Member
Nov 28, 2021
32
I wish my illness didn't have to hurt so many people
 
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-FrozenRobot-

-FrozenRobot-

Let me go...please
Jul 27, 2021
220
Don't cry at my funeral because you weren't ready to hear me out.
 
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greyautumnsky

greyautumnsky

I am wound like the guts of a clock,
Dec 9, 2021
37
I'm sorry Son, it was just too much; I loved you and love you more than anything.
 
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eguiö

eguiö

Member
Dec 16, 2021
53
So long and thanks for all the fish
 
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Auxx

Auxx

Member
Mar 22, 2023
12
"You could have prevented this."
 
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DeathToSpiesSMERSH

DeathToSpiesSMERSH

Member
Feb 22, 2023
78
"Thanks for trying to help me"
 
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emptymiku

emptymiku

bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
Mar 27, 2023
207
i'll miss you
 
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