No, i just want to stop existing and never exist again. And I think that is what will happen after death anyway.
I had enough of pain, consiousness , awareness , sentience , suffering, unfulfilled needs, problems , disabilities, chores, diseases, sickness, worry, depression, sadness , grief ,heartbreak, unfairness, lies, injustice, scams, brainwashing of the public, boredom, work, worry , chores, cleaning fixing everything, bad memories and 1000 other horrible things about life and being consciouss . non-existence foreever is the ultimate bliss no pain , no problems , no suffering forever all problems solved instantly and forever