I think non existence is the only way things could work. It's the perfect ending- you don't exist but have no knowledge of your own non existence. A concept only scary in this World. A fear that cannot carry over.
But if there is some kind of afterlife I can't bring myself to believe in anything but peace and love for all.
There is no Hell; such a place is clearly a fearful control structure invented by man. There is no point in believing in such a horrible place.
If such a place exists, and we are all subject to the whim of some cruel God, then we're fucked anyway, so there's no point in worrying.
Why should people be judged for issues, for lives, beyond their control? It makes no sense.
Conceptually Hell flies in the face of a loving God, if suh a being does indeed exist.
So really you can't lose- you'll be at peace either way.
Although I really wish you could find it here on Earth. To have a happy life on Earth is a wonderful thing. I knew that joy once, a long time ago.
Safe passing, friend. Another light goes out. But we'll all remember.