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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Asking Alexandria-Dark Void :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me

If you scratch under the surface, try to find a purpose
I wonder what the dead would find
Trapped inside the prison of my mind, and I'm
Sick of messing up, up, but forget it now
Every time I try to stop, stop I fall apart
Lost deep down, I'm searching for a glimpse of hope
I'm sick of messing up, up but forget it now

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
Just let me be, my savior, please
Help me crawl out the darkness

If you're digging through the dirt to see what you can find inside
Trapped inside the prison of my mind, and I
Try to live in the moment, lost my mind, now I'm broken
Can't escape the darkness that's been dragging me down
Lost deep down, I'm searching for a glimpse of hope

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
Just let me be, my savior, please
Give me hope for the hopeless through the dark void
Void, void, void, void, void, void

One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance, one more chance

One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me

One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
One more chance to fall asleep inside (Just let me be)
This nightmare that's taking every part of me (My savior, please)
One more chance to fall asleep
Inside, this nightmare that's taking every part of me

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Alexa Cappelli-Could've Left Me Alone :heart::angry::heart::angry::heart:










I should've known it
When you gave me every compliment
Or when you told me that
I spend too much time with my friends
Got me attached, so you could break my heart and play the victim
I bet you'd do it all again (all again)

If you call me crying
I'll just wanna hang up on you
So don't bother, block my number
'Cause we're done (done)

Oh, it makes me sick
How you just quit on us
Months wasted
When you could've just left me alone
Oh, you're so basic
Got the same old tricks
Let me fall for it
When you could've just left mе alone

La-da, da, da-da
Da-da, da-da
La-da, da, da-da
Oh, you could've just left mе alone

I wouldn't have to try and puzzle piece my life together
After you came and tore it up
So much for your forever
I wish I could believe that all this changed me for the better, no
I wouldn't recommend (I wouldn't recommend)

If you call me crying
I'll just wanna hang up on you
So don't bother, block my number
'Cause we're done (done)

Oh, it makes me sick (me sick)
How you just quit on us
Months wasted
When you could've just left me alone
Oh, you're so basic (basic)
Got the same old tricks
Let me fall for it
When you could've just left me alone

La-da, da, da-da
Da-da, da-da
La-da, da, da-da
Oh, you could've just left me alone
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Bring Me The Horizon-Lost :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Watching Evangelion with a big fat slug of ketamine
I lost the plot a little while ago, oh-oh
My dog just died, my friends hate me, I saw myself on MTV
And my ego is not my amigo

Oh, maybe I don't belong on this planet
Red crescent moons all over my hands
It's too much to take, I can't understand it
Someone, tell me

Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, I'm so terribly lost

Imaginary enemies, suicidal tendencies
Serotonin's proper on its arse, oh-oh
I used to go to therapy, but the doctor tried to section me
The next time that I open up to someone will be my autopsy because

I don't think I belong on this planet
Red crescent moons all over my hands
It's too much to take, I can't fucking stand it
Someone, tell me

Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy, I'm so terribly lost

If I keep this up
I think I'm gonna break down
If I keep this up
I think I'm gonna break down
I think I'm gonna break down
Afraid I'm gonna break down (whoa, oh, oh-oh, oh)
I think I'm gonna break down (whoa, oh, oh-oh, oh)
Someone, tell me

Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, I'm so terribly lost

Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy, I'm so terribly lost
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Kingdom Of Giants-Wasted Space ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️










I can feel the shifting
Everything is twisted
My ears have been ringing
And it's written on your face
There's no need to fake relate 'cause

I've been feeling low
Nothing seems to flow
And now
I can't pretend

If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space

I take the long way home
To center my soul
But I can't let go
I guess we'll suffer some more
I've been running, running, running
I'm crashing burning, spinning out
And now I can't pretend

If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space

I can feel it shifting again
I'm the source of
The source of all your mayhem

The source of all your mayhem

If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space

Too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space

Inside your wasted space
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Polaris-Inhumane :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Oh

Like a deer in the headlights
I'm barely alive
Lost in the ether
Cutting my teeth on whatever it takes to survive
Suffer; everyone's a victim
Cover your callous indifference
Deaf are we who refuse to listen
I need a shock to the system

Fall short in your breathing
Eyes wide, stare at the ceiling
No fear and no feeling
I've seen enough and it's left me numb

One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper still

Such a tragic affair
All the souls still doomed to meet their end
Clasping their hands in a prayer
To gods deaf to their cries
To live and die as another statistic
Oh, doesn't that sound sadistic?

One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper still

Callous and cold, inhumane
We drop the deadweight
Side effects are to be expected
We grow detached and disconnected
Callous and cold, inhumane
We drop the deadweight
Can't bear to look away
Count every name you erase like a bloodstain

Who do you mourn when everyone's a victim?
I don't need to know, I don't need to

No sympathy, don't sing for me
Give me a shock to the system
In the end we return to nothing
What's another nail in the coffin?

Fall short in your breathing
Eyes wide, stare at the ceiling
No fear and no feeling
It's left me numb

One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper

A little deeper still
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Omnium Gatherum-Maniac :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Just a steel town girl on a Saturday night
Lookin' for the fight of her life
In the real-time world, no one sees her at all
They all say she's crazy
Locking rhythms to the beat of her heart
Changing movement into light
She has danced into the danger zone
When the dancer becomes the dance

It can cut you like a knife
If the gift becomes the fire
On the wire between will and what will be

She's a maniac, maniac on the floor
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
She's a maniac, maniac on the floor
And she's dancing like she's never danced before

On the ice-blue line of insanity
Is a place most never see
It's a hard-won place of mystery
Touch it, but can't hold it
You work all your life for that moment in time
It could come or pass you by
It's a push-shove world, but there's always a chance
If the hunger stays the night

There's a cold kinetic heat
Struggling, stretching for the peak
Never stopping with her head against the wind

She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before

Ooh, oh
Oh

It can cut you like a knife
If the gift becomes the fire
On the wire between will and what will be

She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
She's a maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before
Maniac, maniac at your door
And she's dancing like she's never danced before

Maniac, maniac
Maniac, maniac
Maniac...​
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Skindred-Gimme That Boom :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that

Stand to attention, I come to mention
Now we're gonna take you in a different direction
That's the way we rock and make them move them bodies
We got those over there asking for selfies

This time I got to say (boom)
Don't try to pull on my bandana
Can't let you ruin my show
(Then I hear, then I hear, then I hear them say)

Turn around, stupid
Turn around, turn around, stupid
Stupid, turn around, turn around, stupid
Now turn around

I don't care what you got
Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that

All and all this place is crawling
Girl, them a moving their body, them balling
Electricity just light up the place
With a boom, boom, boom you get a slap of the face
We got them vibes, and the vibes is good-good
You know we rocking in a dark neighbourhood-hood
You know they dread us when we bring it like we should
(Can I hear, can I hear them say)

Turn around, stupid
Turn around, stupid
Turn around, turn around stupid
Stupid, turn around
Turn around, stupid
Now turn around

I don't care what you got
Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you go,t just gimme that

Just gimme that
Gimme that, gimme that
Just gimme that
Change up the gruesome
Change up the gruesome
Change up the gruesome
Change up the gruesome
Now switch back to that

I don't care what you got
Just gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that
Boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that boom, boom
Just gimme that, gimme that boom, boom, boom
Just gimme that
I don't care what you got, just gimme that

Just gimme that
Just gimme that
Come on, just gimme that
Gimme that
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Cabal-Exit Wound :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









I thought I'd learned to deal with the suffering
But now you're gone, and it seeps through everything
And once again, my heart is filled with nothing

I felt my heartstrings break
Now all I feel is the weight of sorrow 'round my neck

It drags me down, down to my knees
Pulling me under and away from everything

This misery it won't leave me be
Do I too have to be six feet deep to be free?
So it seems
I try to hold it together, but it just keeps failing at the seams

Done is done, its too late to change
You left a hole that's permanent

It drags me down, down to my knees
Pulling me under and away from everything

Exit wound, puncturing flesh and bone
Tearing through heart and soul, you're gone and I'm left alone
Exit wound, the kind that never heals
A hole that never fills, a pain I never thought I'd feel

Why did it have to be this way?
Why couldn't I do anything?

It drags me down, down to my knees
Pulling me under and away from everything

My final goodbye forever denied
All that's left is the memories and tears I've cried

Now I'm left to choke on the words I never spoke
They fill my throat, I'm left with no hope
Why couldn't I have been by your side
I would have held your hand as you fought that final fight

Exit wound, puncturing flesh and bone
Tearing through heart and soul, you're gone and I'm left alone
Exit wound, the kind that never heals
A hole that never fills, a pain I never thought I'd feel

Exit wound, the kind that never heals
Exit wound, a hole that never fills
Exit wound, a pain I never thought I'd feel
Exit wound​
 
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SKYND - "Edmund Kemper"
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Awaken I Am-Relic :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Why do I find that it's harder to tell the truth when it's tearing me apart?
Like a moth to a flame, I can't help that I'm drawn to you

And now I notice part of me could tell where I was wrong
When I felt the best part of me
Leave the day you said that you were gone
But I'm where it all started
And I'm still falling, this is all there is

I can feel your blood in my veins
And I feel your voice in every breath, you're calling my name
And it never seems to end

I'm giving in this time, it's alright
If we're born to live and live to die
Then I don't wanna lie to buy a little time
If that's what it takes for me to feel alive

Now I know that things I did were wrong
But I felt the best part of me
Leave the day you said that you were gone
But I'm where it all started
And I'm still falling, this is all there is

I can feel your blood in my veins
And I feel your voice in every breath, you're calling my name
And it never seems to end

Well, I've watched you as you've turned from gold
To a shadow made of stone
But how could I ever let you go
With your hands around my throat?

I can feel your blood in my veins
And I feel your voice in every breath, you're calling my name
I can feel your blood in my veins
And I feel your voice in every breath, you're calling my name
And it never seems to end
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Saving Abel-Baptize Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Baptize me in the water
Heaven won't take my soul
Baptize me in the water
The devil won't let me go

Baptize me in the water
Watch me and I won't forget
Baptize me in the water
The fire ain't burned me yet

Coming up from the bottom bottom
Coming up coming up
Coming up from the bottom bottom
Coming up coming up

Whoa
I'm crawling my way out
I ain't going back again
Crawling back from the dead
Yeah
I ain't getting out alive
Time to live again
Crawling back from the dead

Take me down to the river
Gotta drown away my sins
Wake me up for tomorrow
Gonna save me once again

Baptize me in the water
Heaven won't take my soul
Baptize me in the water
The devil won't let me go

Coming up from the bottom bottom
Coming up coming up

Whoa
I'm crawling my way out
I ain't going back again
Crawling back from the dead
Yeah
I ain't getting out alive
Time to live again
Crawling back from the dead

Coming up from the bottom bottom
Coming up coming up
Coming up from the bottom bottom
Coming up coming up

Whoa
I'm crawling my way out
I ain't going back again
Crawling back from the dead
Yeah
I ain't getting out alive
Time to live again
Crawling back from the dead

Baptize me in the water
You can't save yourself​
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Christina Aguilera-Beautiful ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜










Don't look at me

Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly it's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain
I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone, left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is?

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, oh no
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
(No matter what we do)
No matter what we say
(No matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune (Yeah)
Full of beautiful mistakes

And everywhere we go
(And everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(The sun will always, always shine)
And tomorrow we might wake on the other side

'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, no, no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down, oh, no
So don't you bring me down today

Ooh-oh-oh, yeah
Don't you bring me down today
Yeah, ooh
Don't you bring me down
Ooh, today
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Sevendust-Everything :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






I SHUT DOWN,
I'D RATHER BE LEFT OUT
I USED TO NEED SO MUCH MORE FROM YOU
NOW I'M A BIT COLDER
NO YOU,
DON'T KNOW WHAT I GO THROUGH
STAND OVER ME
DAMN I WANNA BE A FIGHTER
OH MY GOD, WHERE DO YOU WANT ME
OH IT DOESN'T MATTER WHERE I RUN
SO INSECURE IT FUCKING KILLS ME
WHAT DO YOU WANNA SEE
I'M GONNA MAKE YOU BELIEVE
THAT I CAN BE EVERYTHING YEAH, THAT I
CAN BE ANYTHING
SO DON'T CHANGE A FUCKING THING
DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME
NO YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING
YEAH I CAN BE ANYTHING
NOTHING
I'D RATHER BE NOTHING
THEN TRY TO BE THE THING YOU WANTED
TO MAKE YOU WHOLE AGAIN SOMETHING,
CAN I BELIEVE SOMETHING
LET GO OF ME
DAMN YOUR A GOOD LIAR
OH MY GOD, WHY DO YOU WANT ME
WHAT EVER HAPPENS NOW I KNOW-
I'M GONNA BE JADED, I'M GONNA
FEEL EMPTY-
I'M GONNA BE EVERYTHING YOU
HATE ME TO BE
YOU LOVE TO BE- YOU TAKE
ANYTHING YOU WANT
 
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Sep 12, 2021
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Razakel - "Black Bags & Heart-Shaped Stickers"
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Left To Suffer-Disappoint Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen
So make up you're fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality

Blegh

There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
We're living in a lie

I always trusted you, but you
Disappoint me

A question now as the story unfolds
A never ending catacomb of a misery hole
And the devil on my shoulder says that I should be sentenced to death
Left in the cold I take my last breath

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Asking Alexandria-Psycho :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho

I love to get attention
The tensions all I need
To feed my own insanity (to feed my own insanity)
Don't ask me for forgiveness
I'd rather watch you bleed
If it meant that I could see with clarity
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho

Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho

You'd think I'd learn my lesson
Or quit while I'm ahead
Don't fuck with all the memories in my mind
I'm about to break down, nothing can help now
Why do I keep falling, falling to the ground

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho

Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage

I'm feeling out of my mind
(I'm a fucking psycho)
I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho)

I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm feeling out of my mind

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
(Die)

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'CuzI'm a fucking psycho
I'm a fucking psycho
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Chelsea Grin-Sing To The Grave :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











It's not goodbye
So I'll sing to the grave

I will sing to the grave

There's no light, but it feels like morning
I'll deny till I hear the doves sing
It's not goodbye if we meet again
So to you, my friend, I will sing to the grave

Put you back together
You will live forever
Put you back together
You will live forever

All the memories that you gave to me
I'm all messed up, thinking about you
Oh God, I want to see your face
I'd pull you from the grave just so I could say goodbye
Goodbye

It's not goodbye
So I'll sing to the grave

Put you back together
You will live forever
Put you back together
You will live forever

I can remember when you left this place
Couldn't perceive it, didn't wanna believe it
All of this time to reflect in me
Where your soul lies, now you're free
Now you're free
Now you're free

You will live forever
You will live forever, goodbye
You will live forever
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Another Day Dawns-Beautiful Suicide :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








let us speak today
we're not silent anymore, we're free today

you're one sick individual
your life must be so sad
your mind is so f+cking pathetic
you realize we're all that you have

just give us life
just give us time
just give us this moment to feel alive

you've got the gun to our heads but we're not gonna let you win
now there's blood on our hands but we're made to pretend we're fine
you told them i was contagious
you told them i was dangerous
you've got the gun to our heads, but i'd rather take my life
a beautiful suicide

let it be today
we're gonna rip off all these chains
we're gonna throw that rat in his cage

you're one sick individual
your life must be so sad
your mind is so f+cking pathetic
you realized we're all that you had
you've got the gun to our heads but we're not gonna let you win
now there's blood on our hands but we're made to pretend we're fine
you told them i was contagious
you told them i was dangerous
you've got the gun to our heads, but i'd rather take my life
a beautiful suicide
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Falling In Reverse-Last Resort (Reimagined) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck, if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort – suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight? Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide, I'm contemplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine, I am fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
'Til it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself, and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing is fine

I'm crying, I'm crying
I'm crying, I'm crying

I can't go on living this way
I can't go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
(I can't go on living this way, I can't go on living this way)
Cut my life into pieces
(I can't go on living this way, I can't go on living this way)

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
(I can't go on living this way)
Nothing is fine (I can't go on living this way)

I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
Nothing's alright
 
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Repost from last year... Seems to be getting popular. There is now an official video. Still love the live version the best.
Benson Boone-In The Stars :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:











Sunday mornings were your favorite
I used to meet you down on Woods Creek Road
You did your hair up like you were famous
Even though it's only church where we were goin'

Now, Sunday mornings, I just sleep in
It's like I buried my faith with you
I'm screamin' at a God, I don't know if I believe in
'Cause I don't know what else I can do

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone
I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever
And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard
For a million different reasons
You took the best of my heart
And left the rest in pieces

Diggin' through your old birthday letters
A crumpled 20 still in the box
I don't think that I could ever find a way to spend it
Even if it's the last 20 that I've got, oh

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone
I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever
And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard
For a million different reasons
You took the best of my heart
And left the rest in pieces

I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), holdin' on (on)
I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), holdin' on (on)
I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), I'm still holdin' on (on)
I'm still, ooh, still holdin' on

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone (ooh)
I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever (ooh)
Now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard
For a million different reasons
You took the best of my heart
Left the rest in pieces
 
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Sep 12, 2021
1,316
MC Bushpig - "Molesting Your Intestines"
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Rise Against-I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










On pins and needles we are waiting for the fall
We count the days scratching lines on a wall
Wait in the wings at someone's beck and call
No longer recognize the place that I call home
No longer recognize this face as my own
Somewhere, this fate, I lost control

We backed down
We took "no" for answers far too long
We felt those walls close around
I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna be here anymore

I don't wanna be here anymore (be here anymore)
I know there's nothing left worth staying for
Your paradise is something I've endured (oh-ah-oh, oh-ah-oh)
See, I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)
I'm listening with one foot out the door
And something has to die to be reborn
And I don't wanna be here (be here) anymore

On hand and foot we answered every single call
And weathered every day like passing storms
But when they break we will all be gone

Won't back down
Won't take "no" for answers anymore
These walls close
We pace back and forth

I don't wanna be here anymore (be here anymore)
I know there's nothing left worth staying for
Your paradise is something I've endured (oh-ah-oh, oh-ah-oh)
See, I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)
I'm listening with one foot out the door
And something has to die to be reborn
And I don't wanna be here (be here) anymore

The point where we break
Gets closer everyday
But where do we go?
But where do we go?

I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna be here anymore

I don't wanna be here anymore (be here anymore)
I know there's nothing left worth staying for
Your paradise is something I've endured (oh-ah-oh, oh-ah-oh)
See, I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)
I'm listening with one foot out the door
And something has to die to be reborn
And I don't wanna be here (be here) anymore

(We need a better way, we need to let go)
(We need a better way, we need to let go) anymore
(We need a better way, we need to let go)
(We need a better way)
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Crowbar-Slave No More :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Slowly drowning thru my own abuse
Nothing changes anymore
Thought I'd taste the freedom long ago
Not the man I was before

Slave no more
Slave no more

Hold that bottle as I start to sink - comatose and fading slow
One more time I always tell myself
Dragged down by the undertow
 
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Sep 12, 2021
1,316
Abney Park - "The Secret Life of Dr. Calgori"
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
Dieth-Dont Get Mad.... Get Even :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

I've been sitting here towing the line
All the while you were wasting my time
You always said nice guys finish last
But I'll have the last laugh

I've been waiting, biding my time
You're feeding me bull with all your lines
I've seen the movie I know how it ends
You screw up, and I'm fighting back

I've already been there
I know how it goes
I'll show you the exit where
The rubber meets the road

Settle the score
Sweet taste of revenge
Don't get mad get even!
You played me dirty
Right to the end
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

Got no time for lies and stealin'
All my wounds, now they are healing
I'm calling your bluff and now you see me
My light is strong, but you can't see

I've already been there
I know how it goes
I'll show you the exit where
The rubber meets the road

Settle the score
Sweet taste of revenge
Don't get mad get even!
You played me dirty
Right to the end
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

I've already been there
I know how it goes
I'll show you the exit where
The rubber meets the road

Settle the score
Sweet taste of revenge
Don't get mad get even!
You played me dirty
Right to the end
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,373
The Plot In You-Left Behind :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Time has hit you different
But I don't think you've changed
Craving me was useless
All excuses drained

Just know all the sacrifice robbed me of my time
Believe me, I don't look back and I left with my pride

I left behind everything you killed inside
Left you behind
You'd keep me down
I know better now
Won't break me down again

I still keep your secrets
Know your worst mistakes
You played into my weakness
Stripped away my strength

One day you will see this all for how it truly was
Repeat every memory, it's all that's left of us

I left behind
Everything you killed inside
Left you behind
You'd keep me down
I know better now
Won't break me down again

Time has hit me different
I don't feel the same
Know I feel this distance
But I don't share the pain
I don't share the pain
No

I left behind everything you killed inside
Left you behind
You'd keep me down
I know better now
Won't break me down again
 
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8,373
Mike's Dead-Welcome To Hell :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(Video will premiere@7pm 7/27/23)




 

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